Stanning him, loving him, supporting him, voting him makes you happy but what about him? 

Did he happy about this? 

You can already guess the ending between a mere fan and a absolutely talented idol. 

Their relationship never going far, perhaps. 

It's not worthy if you're the only one loving him but he never replying back. 

And that time you make a decision to let him go to find someone that make him happy like what he does to you. 

It was beautiful pain that only you can understand and felt about it.