'' You know I love him but I love you more '' I paused taking a deep breath '' You're my only friend, you're like my sister. Tell me what should I do? '' 

'' Leave him. Leave everything and go. That's the only thing you can do if you wanted me to remain your friend. It's the only way to prove to me how much you love me and you want me to be happy '' she said coldly to me.

In that moment, I felt like someone has stabbed me a thousand times with no mercy. I loved him with everything I got, he was the light of my life, he was my joy but she was the sister I never had, and I promised her before that nothing will come between our friendship. Not even him. 

That's why, I took the one decision that killed me '' Fine. I'll leave and I'll stay away from him. I'll forget everything so please be happy '' I tried my best to smile and hold in the tears that were threatening to fall. 

I hugged her tightly then I took my bag and left. That was the hardest decision I ever made. I don't remember I felt anything but pain and loneliness after that fateful day. 

And at the age of 19, I left my family, my friends and most importantly the only person I ever loved behind and moved away.

''Please forgive me, Seung Hyun. You'll forget about me'' That was my last thought before I got into the plane... 

But now 10 years later, I met him again and no matter how I tried to convince myself that I am over him... I honestly couldn't let go of him... 

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Hello people ! :) 

How are you doing ? Ready to say goodbye to 2016? 

This is my first one-shot ever, I know it won't be great but please bare with it, I promise to be better with time ;) I hope you like it 

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Love you all, Shay ...