This was just a short something I wrote to let you know I'm alive. I'm working on a whole bunch of things to post, and can't wait for you to see! Thank you for staying patient with me, and I apologize for making you wait!

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She should've seen this coming. Momo was usually very good about putting two and two together, but this, for some reason, didn't click until now. He had been cheating on her, of course. She never thought this kind of thing happened in the idol world, but she had been stupid enough to believe he'd never cheat on her, so there's that. Life as an idol was hard, she understood that. They were both in extremely popular groups: him being Jimin of BTS, and her of Twice. Their popularity was only growing.

She had grown a school girl crush on him, that she assumed would only go that far. She was beyond shocked when both of their groups shoved them together, and made them confess to each other. They were both extremely shy, and had stood there just staring at each other for a while, then he had stuttered out,

"I-I like yo-u... do you w-wanna hang out s-some time?"

She had, of course, hastily accepted. He was surprised, and happy, giving her his famous eye smile before walking away with his group after they had exchanged numbers. That had been a little over a year ago, not too long after Twice debuted. A week after their date, he asked her to be his, and she couldn't have been happier. He had made her all of these promises, if only she had known that they were broken and empty. The amount of times he had told her he loved her, had wanted to be with her forever, would never let her go, it was all a crock. She finally realized that as she sat here, staring straight at him. He refused to look at her straight in the eye, of course.

"So, that's it?" She spoke,

"I'm sorry, Momo. I didn't mean for this to--"

"Who is she? What is she like? You at least owe me that." Momo was really hoping that this girl wasn't another idol, because then she could have some sort of one up on the girl, but of course, life isn't fair like that,

"Joy from Red Velvet. She's... different. When she smiles..." he smiled immediately, face contorting into that of pure happiness, "she's perfect," Momo rolled her eyes,

"Funny, you used to say the same thing about me." He looked at her, now, but she stood up and walked away before he could say anything else. She spent that night crying, her members unable to console her. She didn't tell them what had happened until the next day, and they were, obviously, furious. However, Momo told them not to do anything, assuring them that she would be fine eventually. Jihyo called Namjoon that day, wanting to ensure that there was no bad beef between their groups. He proceeded to apologize profusely, assuring her that they wouldn't let Jimin pull anything else, and would try to keep him away from Momo.

Momo felt like sulking for the rest of her life, her mind beginning to question herself, and compare herself to Joy. Her self esteem plummeted, and she became more closed off than before. She should've known: Jimin was the most desirable male idol among female idols, so why would he ever want her? Joy was perfect; voice, hair, face, she had it all. Red Velvet had a comeback, and Momo wondered what Jimin thought of her blonde hair. He had always voiced his adoration for Momo's blonde hair, so she became curious, and irritated. She no longer wanted to be blonde. When they were told that Twice would be coming back, Momo immediately began begging for a different color. JYP liked her blonde hair, but agreed to go only a little different: strawberry blonde.

Soon enough, Twice learned that BTS would be having a comeback right before Twice. Great, just great, thought Momo. She would have to see him again, but decided to try to avoid him, like her members suggested. She needed to focus on this comeback, nothing else. She was standing in the doorway of Twice's dressing room when she saw him, and he took her breath away yet again. His hair was silver, his lips plump and kissable. She wanted nothing more than to run up to him, throw her arms around him and love him, but she knew that it wasn't her job anymore.

"Momo ah, have you been getting enough sleep? Your dark circles look awful," one of her stylist had said, and the other stylists agreed. The other members of Twice could only look onto Momo sadly, knowing they couldn't say or do anything to help her. Momo was able to make it through the performance without having to see, or talk to Jimin. It was when they were preparing to leave, that she had turned a corner and bumped directly into him. Jimin's heart tightened as he saw her: she was gorgeous, as usual. Momo quickly bowed, apologizing as she quickly walked away. He wanted to say something, even opened his mouth, but no words came out. He felt his stomach drop, and a wave a sadness fell over him. Why did he feel this way? He wanted Joy, and now he has her.

He wanted Joy, right?

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The next week, Twice won their first award for 'TT'. Momo couldn't help the elated feeling that came over her, and was relieved to feel something other than misery. For the first time since her and Jimin's breakup, she smiled genuinely.

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Jimin was with Joy when it happened: the radio was on, and they were having a heated make out session. She pulled away for air, smiling at him,

"I love you," she had said, and he smiled back at her, pulling her close,

"I love y--"

"Breaking news in the idol world tonight! Yugyeom and Momo? The pair were seen on what looks to be a date late last night, and seemed to be acting like a couple. JYP has yet to respond to the allegations, but this would not be the first JYP couple! If it is true, congratulations to Yugyeom and Momo! We wish you the best!" The radio announcer spoke, and Jimin tensed. Yugyeom from Got7?

"Mini? Are you alright?" Joy asked, feeling him tense up in her arms. He let her go, raking his fingers through his hair. Why did he feel so horrible?

"I... I need to go, Joy. I'll call you, okay?" He bolted before she could say anything else.

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Momo awoke to shouting, confusion quickly setting in. She slowly got up, rubbing her eyes and slipping on some house shoes before walking out. At the door, Jihyo stood blocking Jimin's way,

"I said no! You hurt her! You don't get to just pop in whenever you want. Besides, she's asleep!" The leader exclaimed, Nayeon and Tzuyu standing behind her,

"Please, I just need 2 minutes. Please! I need to talk to her!" He shouted.

"Jimin?" Momo questioned, "what is going on?" At the sound of her voice, Jimin pushed past Jihyo, and went straight to Momo. He took in her tired figure, and smiled. She never failed to be absolutely stunning, even when she had just woken up,

"Are you dating Yugyeom of got7?"

Silence.

"What?" Momo swore she didn't hear right. Jimin took a step towards her, an angry look on his face that scared Momo,

"Are you dating Yugyeom of got7 or not, Momo!?" He shouted. Momo shook her head,

"No! We-We are both on Hit the Stage... and--" she froze as he wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close. A sob broke free from him,

"God damnit, Momo. I thought you... I thought..." he held her tighter, and the other girls in the room smiled, knowingly, leaving the room to them. Momo pushed him away,

"Let go. Go back to Joy!"

"I made a mistake, okay!?" Jimin shouted, tears falling down his face. Momo looked at him, shocked, and let him continue as she didn't know what to say,

"I don't love Joy. I thought I did, but I don't. I love you! We were celebrating our first win with Fire, and Red Velvet was there. I got drunk, and we had . That's all it was, and if we continued, that's all it ever will be. She doesn't make me laugh like you do. She doesn't make me smile like you do. I said she was perfect, but she isn't-- you are! I miss you so much, it hurts, and I know I screwed up. I know it'll take me a lifetime to make it up to you, but if you take me back, I will do just that: spend the rest of my life with you, making it up to you. I love you, Momo. I ing love you so much, and the thought of you with that kid just... I refuse to let you be with anyone other than me. I know that sounds selfish, but damn it, you belong with me." He held her face in his hands, desperation written all over his own. Their foreheads pressed together, and she stared into his eyes,

"I can't forgive you that easily."

"I know."

She thought about it for a second, and decided that everyone deserves a second chance-- even cheaters. Momo gave him a smile smile, to which he broke out into his own, before leaning forward and pressing his lips against hers. Jimin wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her close,

"I love you," he said into the kiss, and she smiled,

"I love you, too." She responded. After a few moments of just being in each other's arms, Momo had a thought,

"Did you break up with Joy?" Jimin froze,

"Well..."

"Park Jimin!"