You 're going to see her that night. You were even memorizing what you were going to do and say once you see each other while you're driving to the the airport. To hug her so tight and let her feel how you missed her. To tell her how you passed the bar examination, how you found you're first job, and how you were finding ways to save money to bought that dream house of you two, funny that you were even thinking of marrying her right away once you see her at the airport. etc. and probably how she had been your inspiration on the whole five years you were away from each other. 30 minutes more and you'll be able to hold her in your arms again. But it was two hours already since the plane she was riding has landed and you're still not seeing any signs of her. You're trying not to think any negative things that might happen but you can't remove it in your mind that maybe she was going to do the same mistakes again.

"I know you're not going to do it again. Not again please" you keep saying it in your mind as you were already at the verge of crying while you were roaming your eyes at the wide arrival area searching for her. Maybe she got some problems on claiming her baggage or something, but no. It can't take two hours right. Or even if it takes two hours, she must atleast see you first to let you know that she's already here. Tears were falling from you're eyes already, envying the people who was hugging they're partners who arrived from a work or vacation abroad, and even the kids who were jumping happily seeing they're parents as they arrived. It was already 5am in the morning when you decided to go back home "She's not coming back Krys. She still can't make you her first priority". You kept telling this in your mind. You slumped on your bed as you arrived on your apartment as you were still crying.

"Things will never be the same again Krys" Says the person who was looking and following you since you were at the airport. "I'm sorry