(Key’s P.O.V)

I sighed as I watched him laughed with his friends. I can’t help but be attracted to that guy, even though I know that he wouldn’t take interest in me all because he’s a I’m-a-straight-guy-so-don’t-approach-me-fag attitude. I don’t even know why I like him, I mean he’s been my classmate since elementary and the only thing he did was to make fun of me because I’m gay.

Well, naturally people hate me for being one though. It’s not surprising that they were always avoiding me for that fact, right? I sighed again before grabbing all my things and walking out of our classroom. I hate being at school, I don’t even have a single friend for ing god’s sake! They were all making fun of me! But at same time I like going to school, just to see that stupid guy that I’m totally crushing on!

Oh just great Kim Kibum! Just why did you fall for that guy? Ok, I know he’s handsome, cool and all. But, he’s always making fun of you! Are you really a sadist? You take all the insults, all the laugh, all the bad things that they did and said to you. I sighed for the third time as I made my way to my convertible parked at the front of our school. Once reaching my car, I dumped all of my things on the passenger seat and went around the driver seat.

My way home was just a short one, because my house was just a few block away from school. But, I don’t want to walk home from school! Who just the wants to get teased, insulted and bullied on their way home?! But I know I’m not truly a sadist for that. Once I parked my car inside our garage I hopped out and went inside our house without even getting my stuffs that was still inside the car.

I walked to our kitchen to get something to drink when I saw a piece of paper posted in the front of our refrigerator.

Dear bummie,

                Mommy will be out of the country for a whole three weeks, be a good boy. Ok?  Love you so much ! xoxo

P.S. there’s food inside just reheat it for dinner. I cooked it for you before I leave so be sure to eat it.

                                                                                                                Love,

Your mommy

I just sighed and open the refrigerator and got out some milk. I  have the ing most awesome life anyone could have. I poured the milk in a tall glass and returned the milk carton inside the refrigerator. I grabbed the glass of milk and made my way to my room.

Once reaching my room, I placed down the glass of milk on my study table and just plopped down my bed. The only thing that can make me feel comfortable was my bed, my loyal and trusting friend. I wished everything will not remain the same forever. I whispered to myself as I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep.

[A U T H O R' S N O T E::]

I just got the idea on one MV i saw a really, really long time ago... it was really,really sad but so great... it's not based on the MV or not even a copy ^^ It's my own version... And i forgot the title of it.. sad..