Dear diary, 

 

 

My life isn’t exactly rainbows and cupcakes. It’s more like skeletons and clouds. Really, it isn’t a perfect life but I’m thankful because I know it could be so much worse.

When I was ten my mom died, heart attack. She was only thirty five years old but god wanted to take her in. I miss her.. but I keep reminding myself that she is in a better place, that someday I’ll see her again.

Two years later my dad left. Or that what my uncle Park told me. No goodbyes no nothing. When I was back from school I found uncle in our living room. I remember what he said

 

Your dad left. He doesn’t want to live with Nari’s ghost. Pack your things, uncle will take care of you from now on.

 

Uncle Park terrifies me. the first time I saw him was at my mom’s funeral. I saw him yelling at dad. I remember that my dad yelled back at him and then he started beating my dad. Hiding behind the wall, I watched him kicking my dad in the face.

Blood, sweat and tears where covering my dad’s face. I hated uncle Park so much.

That day I packed my bags and went with him silently. In this life, I only have my parents. And now that they are gone. I don’t want to piss uncle Park he might change his mind and leave me alone.

 

I don’t want to be alone.

 

It have been eight years since that day. Life at uncle house was …. Bearable. His daughter Bom is so nice to me unless I do something she doesn’t like. For two years we shared a room until she decided she was done playing sisters and she wanted her own space so, I was moved to live downstairs. The room isn’t as big as Bom’s room but it’s nice. It’s mine.

 

Uncle is always traveling so we rarely saw him. but when he is home. I try to avoid him, I don’t know why he always find something to yell at me about.

 

I miss dad and mom, I wish things were different. But I’m an adult now. I refuse to live a pathetic life or to let others pity me. This is my life and it’s better, way better than being a cold corpse. I’ll live a happy live. I’ll get my rainbows and cupcakes… someday.

 

So back to him. when he said ‘please give me a chance’ I thought that this is the start of my fairytale. This is my happily ever after. For three months, I was the happiest girl. It was the best three months of my life. He was so soft and caring. I love you so much he said. But later on I shocked by a horrible fact.

 

He is

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Bom’s Ex

 

 

 

He just wanted to hurt Bom by dating me. But she wasn’t hurt at all. She laughed at his little play and said that I could do better.

 

Why do I still love that lowlife? I have no idea. He was a perfect lair. And I was the happiest fool.