Call it love.

Call it infatuation.

Call it a crush.

Call it an obsession.

All I know is that I do this to myself all the time.

I’m not an easy girl, where I can easily switch from one to another.

I just find myself always watching that someone once they catch my eye.

I’m the epitome of falling easily in love but falling out of love is the most difficult thing ever.

And I know it’s stupid in many people’s eyes.

Heck I think it’s stupid myself.

But what can I do.

I can’t control my heart and stop it from beating like mad every time I see him.

Or stop myself from smiling stupidly from sharing one look with him.

Or having butterflies in my stomach every time he smiles at me.

Or hanging onto every single word he says to me;

Even if all that word is “Hi.”

Now this isn’t the first time I’ve felt this way.

Heck I have felt this so many times.

And every time I question myself if these feelings are true.

And not once have I found the answer.

I just know that each and every time, I am always hoping it’ll end in my happily ever after.

And once again I’ve done this to myself.

Whatever this feeling is; lets call it love.

I'm in love with you, Park Chanyeol.