WARNINGS: suicidal thoughts, cutting, depression, bullying

(more will be added if necessary) 

PLEASE do not read this if you are sensetive with these topics. i dont want any of you to get hurt.

its not 100% angst, nor is it 100% fluff. kinda a mix of both

I've been a bit sad lately and this is a bit personal to write (since some things that Changkyun thinks/says are my own thoughts)....but FOR THE SAKE OF WRITING FICS AND ALSO FEELING SOME SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT, I WILL POST IT *sobs* 

this will be chaptered

ALSO those are, in fact, taylor swift lyrics. judge me

I hope its not too terrible haha 

Have some baby Changkyun to make you smile

i've been watching this for the past five minutes