We'll Be at the Finish Line

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“don't you hate it when people make a joke about you about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about and they don't realize it but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest because it hurts so bad, brings up memories you'd rather forget but you can't say anything because then people would know your weaknesses they'd know how insecure you really are so instead you just laugh it off and hide the pain you feel inside.”

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Foreword

 

Every steps she takes will take her to the finish line, where she knows her new life wait for her, new hope, new strength and courage to overcome the pain she’s been dealing in the past six months. The steps she’s taking aren’t the easy ones. Many people go for it but not many finished and she wishes—deep inside she wishes—she can pull this off today. Because this is a promise she made to herself, if she conquers the distance within the time limit in front of her, then she can move on. She’s not doing it for him, nor for the hope they had to let go six months ago, but she’s doing it for herself.

To seek forgiveness from herself, to redeem herself for a precious thing she lost.

 

 

 

 

Author’s note:

This will be a short (probably one shot or two maximum) story that I dedicate to my friend that inspired me to write this. This is not a fiction. All things I’m going to write here happened to my friend—every little thing. She and I wanted people to know her story, because some other woman out there might experience what she had to deal with and she wanted them to know that it’s okay, it’s okay if such thing happened because life goes on and things eventually got better.

And as for you, dear friend, I want you to know that you’re an awesome woman! You’re not the weak one but you’re allowed to cry when it’s too hard to bear every now and then. You have become an inspiration and you’d better keep doing the great things you do, because one day, when the time is right, it’ll will happen to you. But if it doesn’t, please know that there are many people around you that love you and we’ll still be here for you.

I also write this for HyoLoveRona (she’s the one that created many posters for my fics, check her out), since I promised her a fic about Kyuhyun and Hyoyeon. Hyo’s character somehow fits my friend’s active and energetic personality and I hope you’ll like it, Rana.. :)

 

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windinmyhair #1
I cried while reading this. I run too, on daily basis, so to some extent I could relate to her reasons for running. And though I'm nowhere close to her struggles, it feels like i could imagine how much the marathon meant for her. And the fact that she had such a HUGE support system from her friends and her husband is just so moving. I cried when her Hyemi volunteered to be her pacer and Kangin too, running with her. She had the best people around her too. Ugh i cant describe my feelings. And if you could tell her - finisher 10.668 - me too, among so many other readers, is proud of her :)
HYOloveRONA
#2
Chapter 1: It touched my heart , i try not to cry , it's a great oneshot .. Thanks again :)
lulu8891 #3
Chapter 1: I like this kind of love and relationship where the couple get together not because they are used to each other or they fell with eachother's look but the love that comes.after you get to know the person, after you get to know their mind sets and you love them for it, that kind of love you can depend on and hope that it will last forever because it has the right ground.
We are nothing without our families, friends and beloved ones, we need their support in sadness and happiness too.
lulu8891 #4
Chapter 1: I'm proud of you too finisher 10.668 :)))
Knowing that this is all real while reading breaks my heart even more, to know that someone has really been through this, i know how its like to have a child like him, i've seen a lot of cases that are similar and maybe sometimes worse and it's always a heartbreaking experience.
It's hard for the parents to make that kind of decision but maybe that was the best choice they could've made.
You are such a strong person to go through that and then recognise your problem and try hard to solve it, to make peace with yourself, i'm really so proud and impressed with you, you are a fighter.
I'm so inspired with your strength, thank you.
And authornim tbank you for writing this and sharing it in a way that reaches our hearts.
May god present you both with the best gift ever and give you the children that you would be soooo proud of, just as we are.proud of you.
You still have your loving husband and family, and you deserve to enjoy their love.
gaemaker
#5
Chapter 1: Omg at a moment there, put myself in the mc's shoes, i thought i would make a decision to keep the baby because i dont feel i have the right to abort the child but then, what if with the child being brought to life and it only gives struggles and hardship and only short life span, i can't b selfish either. Torn.. but then yes definitely. It is not the mc's fault. Healthy people can have child with complications and sickness and vice versa..im glad the couple go through the hardship together. Some couple separate when their marriage being tested and the faults are not theirs to begin with but they can't tolerate each other because of some unfortunate events.. reminds me of mike and susan..
I got the Olympic vibe here.. ^^
I admire supportive husbands...cry...
I don't mind less of kyu here..this is a healing process by another woman and it doesn't feel easy at all.. doing the marathon is just a mean for her.. hats off..i hope your friend is doing well now n wish her a great marriage life with her family.
U did well here. I like the serious theme here..but I'm glad i didnt cry like i did for seulri
gaemaker
#6
And again i didn't receive any notification for your new story when i follow your stories. .but im glad i decided to stalk your profile today hahah
HYOloveRONA
#7
I'm sure will love it .. Thanks for this dedecation <3