if I could wish this before I die,

I want to wish that;

in our next life, even though I need to wait for you, I want to be together with you again.

Kim Sunggyu is just another wallflower at a famous high school in Seoul. He is assumed as literally nothing compared to the other people. The high school he attends to is so famous for many achievements, whether it's in academic or non academic competitions. The school never failed to win yet he's just another regular student who never aced anything and the fact is he's a wallflower too, another dust to wipe, even some of his classmates don't remember his name. Sad? Very.

There are so many background stories to what made him like this. He is currently living by his parents' orders, nothing more and nothing less. Attending at a famous and competitive high school was never his desire. He wants to sing so badly but a certain someone broke him. He lost his dreams, and he lost his desire to make his life alive. He wants to leave the house, he wants to leave this life too. 

Kim Sunggyu is my son, he was so cheerful back then when he was younger.  He was never not smiling back then, I miss him.. I miss spending my time with my precious son.I kinda hope he could get back to his old self but he never listens.

— Lee Suji, Kim Sunggyu's mom

Kim Sunggyu? Whoa! Who are you asking me about him? He is my friend! Nope, bestfriend to be exact! And you're wondering why? Oh my God! Don't you know me? I'm Jang Dongwoo, the lead dancer of the dance club! I'm grateful he didn't even end his life yet because he told me so many times that "Life is worthless". I just hope he could meet someone that could change his way of thinking and his definition about life.

— Jang Dongwoo, Kim Sunggyu's bestfriend

Little did anyone know, every night Sunggyu will take the knife from the organizer on his study table and starts to paint his own skin with his blood. He cuts himself. He knew that he deserves it, he deserves the pain. Sometimes his tears mixed up with his blood, making a bittersweet mix between pain and his deepest feelings. No one really knows what happened exactly five years ago, when Sunggyu's smiles turned to heavy frowns, when Sunggyu's cheerful laugh turned to silence. Yet, Sunggyu still remembers everything from that event vividly, and he wants the memory to just go away but he can't. Why? Because his heart was still hurt, still wounded by that person and no one ever healed it. He tried to heal it but no result, he even cut himself until now.

Sunggyu knows so well that he would end up dying if anyone else doesn't heal him fast, that's why he uttered his last hopeful wish while looking to the stars.

If I could wish my last wish..

I want someone to heal me completely.