Grey Zone [Prologue]
Can You Hear Me?Junhong remained completely still as he watched Yongguk sleeping beside him. He watched curiously as the man's chest rose softly when he inhaled and how it sunk as he exhaled.
He wondered how the breathe sounded, how it would be like to hear that Yongguk was indeed alive. He could clearly see that the elder was alive but somehow he felt it wasn't enough.
He can feel Yongguk, the way his hands hold his and how his lips are soft when they kiss him. He can see him, the way his eyes disappear when he smiles and how his expression grows serious when he's composing.
Junhong can smell him, the familiar scent of earth and candles. He could taste him, the various flavoured kisses they often shared in curiosity and excitement. But he couldn't hear him.
He wasn't able to hear that beautiful laugh or his voice. So in moments like these when Junhong was awoken at the early hours of the morning, he couldn't help but wonder whether Yongguk was actually there with him.
Everything felt so empty all the time, and Junhong always felt like the world of sound was rushing ahead of him while he chased after it. Even though he knew he'd never reach it, he'd never experience what everyone else did.
His hand shivered on Yongguk's chest and he breathed in deeply, feeling the elder's heartbeat to reassure himself that Yongguk was alive and his warmth was here with him.
Yongguk's eyes fluttered open and he didn't flinch or gasp when he saw Junhong staring at him. The younger nuzzled into his chest in an attempt to comfort him back into sleep but when Yongguk's arms wrapped around him he knew he was the one being comforted again.
Junhong pulled away ever so slightly, his lips shaking as he stared into Yongguk's eyes. The elder gently placed a kiss on his forehead and cupped his cheeks with his soft hands.
"You're thinking too much again, sleep now. I'm not going anywhere."
Grey Zone - NELL
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A/N
This song is so beautiful I highly recommend y'all listen to it
It has only 4 lines that are repeated but they sink into your soul and omfg so good, definitely gonna write a fic based on that song some day
Finally starting this story :D
It probably won't be that long, it's not an album fic so it won't have a set number of chapters
Just enough for me to be satisfied with the plot ^^
Thank you for all those who've showed interest towards this <3
Please leave me a comment ~ I'd like to know what you expect from this
- Airi
P.S. If you ship kaisoo, please check out my kaisoo fic ehe Outlaws (tbh I was going to make this a daejae but I have too many ongoing bap fics) it's on a different account but it's still me :3
Btw who's dead from the spam of updates from b.a.p today xD I am feeling so attacked by Daehyun right now
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