Black and White

Of Gold and Obsidian
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Baekhyun woke up in a cold, sterile hospital room to the steady beeping of the heart monitor. Everything hurt like hell, and it was painful to even keep his eyes open. Baekhyun winced at the dull throb in his temple as flashbacks of his ordeal came flooding back. For a brief moment, all of the fear and intense emotions overwhelmed him, drowning him in a state of abject helplessness. Tears pricked his eyes as he struggled to draw air into his lungs.

 

Chanyeol. Where was Chanyeol?

 

Baekhyun scanned his surroundings for any sign of Chanyeol, hoping that he would be sitting in a corner somewhere, waiting for Baekhyun to awaken. The fact that he was now in the hospital probably meant that Chanyeol had arrived at the scene to rescue him. A quick scan of the room revealed that it was empty, and his blood momentarily ran cold. Could anything have happened to Chanyeol? The kidnappers wouldn’t have hurt him too, would they?

 

Baekhyun let out a choked sob and attempted to sit up on the bed, hysteria rising in his throat. Just then, the door opened, revealing an exhausted looking Chanyeol.

 

“You’re awake!” Chanyeol exclaimed loudly, immediately rushing to Baekhyun’s side. His hair was dishevelled and there were heavy bags under his eyes from the lack of sleep, but seeing that Baekhyun was finally awake, all of the lethargy just slipped off him like a silk blanket. He was beyond relieved to see Baekhyun open his eyes again, although it pained him greatly to see all the scars and bruises that decorated Baekhyun’s small frame.

 

“You’re safe now, Baekhyun. You’re going to be okay,” Chanyeol murmured. He planted a kiss on Baekhyun’s temple, choking up at the sight of Baekhyun’s teary, panicked expression. “I’m here right now, I won’t let anything or anyone hurt you anymore. I’m so sorry, Baekhyun. I really am.”

 

“Are you okay, Chanyeol? Are you hurt anywhere?” Baekhyun whispered, searching for any sign of injuries on Chanyeol.

 

“I’m fine, Baek. Don’t worry about me,” Chanyeol hummed reassuringly. “When I found you, the perpetrators were already gone. I swear to god, when I find out who did this to you, we’re going to make them pay. Big time,” he continued sharply, eyes glinting with hatred.

 

Baekhyun squeezed his eyes shut tightly, taking in small, measured breaths. The warm, familiar scent of Chanyeol set his mind at ease instantly. He knew that with Chanyeol by his side, he was going to get through this just fine. He had always been a strong person, and he was going to heal quickly both emotionally and physically. Baekhyun was going to be strong for both of them.

 

And that was what he thought, until he realised that his right arm was in a cast. A million conflicting thoughts ran through his mind as panic began to set in. Why was it that he couldn’t feel his arm at all? Just how much damage was a metal bat capable of? Baekhyun could only sob in horror as he failed to even move his fingers.

 

This didn’t bode well at all.

 

“Chanyeol,” Baekhyun cried out in desperation. “My arm. I can’t feel my arm. I can’t feel it, Chanyeol! Why can’t I move my arm?”

 

Chanyeol’s eyes widened at the sound of Baekhyun’s panicked sobs, and he quickly enveloped his lover into a gentle hug. “Shhh, it’s okay, Baek, it’s okay. You just had your arm operated on yesterday. You are currently under very strong painkillers and I’m guessing that the anaesthesia hasn’t worn off yet. But don’t worry, because the doctors are confident that you are going to recover well. With physiotherapy, you can recover 80% of your arm function. You’ll be able to live normally, Baekhyun. You’re going to be okay.”

 

Chanyeol planted a reassuring kiss on his forehead, only to be surprised when Baekhyun began to sob even harder.

 

“Only 80%? That’s not good enough,” Baekhyun breathed in disbelief, his heart pounding violently against his ribcage. “What about my violin? Will I be able to play the violin anymore?”

 

Chanyeol winced, knowing full well how much Baekhyun loved the violin. Although Baekhyun would be able to make good recovery, the doctors have explained that some loss of dexterity in his arm was to be expected. His heart gave a painful clench as he stared back into Baekhyun’s hopeful eyes.

 

This was all his fault. He should have been there to protect Baekhyun. How could he have let this happen? How did he never think of hiring a bodyguard for Baekhyun? He should have known that his boyfriend would be a prime target for kidnappers seeking an easy windfall. He could have prevented this.

 

At that moment, Chanyeol felt nothing but an intense self-loathing.

 

“I will find the best doctor for you. I’ll make sure your arm heals completely. I promise you that, Baekhyun. So please don’t cry, because I’m so sorry. I really am.”

 

“You better be sorry, Park Chanyeol.” A familiar growl was heard, and suddenly, Oh Sehun was by the side of the bed, grabbing Chanyeol by his collar. When Sehun threw a punch across his face, Chanyeol only stood there limply in acceptance. “When the two of you started dating, I expected that you would protect Baekhyun. I trusted that Baekhyun would be in good hands, even though I never liked you. How wrong I was,” Sehun spat, shoving Chanyeol roughly against the wall. “How can you let this happen?”

 

“Sehun!” Baekhyun cried. “Stop it! This is not Chanyeol’s fault at all!”

 

Sehun glanced over at Baekhyun’s distressed expression and reluctantly released his grasp on Chanyeol. He took in Baekhyun’s bruised and battered body, feeling the most painful twinge in his own chest.

 

“Baekhyun,” he whispered sadly, moving to kneel beside the bed. “I’m so sorry.”

 

“I’ll give the two of you some privacy,” Chanyeol mumbled, moving to shuffle out of the room. As reluctant as he was to leave the two of them alone, Chanyeol decided that this would be the best for Baekhyun. He hated to admit it, but perhaps Sehun would be better able to calm Baekhyun down.

 

As soon as Chanyeol shut the door behind him, Baekhyun spoke urgently. “Please don’t let my family know.”

 

“This is serious business, Baekhyun. How can I keep it from them? You’re in terrible condition. Your parents are going to kill me if I didn’t inform them.”

 

“Please don’t tell them, Sehun,” Baekhyun said pleadingly. “Not now, at least. I know I look like right now, and it would do them no good to see me in such a state. They are going to be so worried, Sehun. I don’t want them to worry for me. I promised them that I’d stay out of harm’s way, and I don’t want hyung to feel guilty, because he might think that all of this is his fault when it isn’t.”

 

Sehun wanted to protest, but the desperate look in Baekhyun’s eyes gave him no choice but to give in. He did not wish to agitate Baekhyun further when he knew that he was already extremely upset. Sehun looked at Baekhyun sadly, knowing that Baekhyun must be devastated on the inside. Baekhyun had been playing the violin since he was four, and the prospect of not being able to play anymore must be a very difficult pill to swallow. Sehun knew that playing the violin extended far beyond a simple hobby for Baekhyun. It consumed Baekhyun’s entire soul, and his passion for the violin burned brighter than anything.

 

“Alright, I won’t inform your family yet,” Sehun sighed heavily. “But you must know that secrets cannot be contained forever, Baekhyun. If they find out on their own it’s no fault of mine, okay?”

 

“Thank you,” Baekhyun said softly, forcing a small smile on his face. Seeing the younger male again made him feel at peace instantly. He had missed Sehun dearly, and he was glad that the one-sided cold war between the two of them had finally ended (although he must admit that he had not exactly imagined their reunion to take place under such depressing circumstances).

 

“I’m being a burden to Chanyeol, aren’t I?” Baekhyun smiled sadly. “Since the very start, he has been giving, giving, and giving. Chanyeol has done so much for me, but what have I given him in return? I’m making him worry over me. I’m causing him so much unnecessary grief,” Baekhyun sighed. “I’m a bad boyfriend.”

 

“Don’t talk rubbish, Baekhyun,” Sehun said angrily. “You’re not a burden and you’re not a bad boyfriend.”

 

“Can you loan me 5 million, Sehun?” Baekhyun continued. “I owe Chanyeol too much.”

 

“Of course,” Sehun nodded in understanding.

 

“Thank you, Sehun. I knew I could always count on you.”

 

“Then why did you choose Park Chanyeol?” Sehun muttered bitterly.

 

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XiaoShixun #1
Chapter 26: Sehun and luhan
laurelynn98
#2
Chapter 16: you can just say han river lol

hangang isnt the name, it literally means "han river" in korean 한강

lmaoz that actually took me so long to figure out after i moved here too
laurelynn98
#3
Chapter 5: most places in korea have a door code, not keys

hence why the boy who always hangs around is always in my house too lmao
laurelynn98
#4
Chapter 5: NOT HONGDAE XXX
applesandcookies #5
Chapter 30: I think the reason Chanyeol gets so much flack by readers is because it’s hard to see him believe Irene so easily when the evidence to the contrary is right in front of him. Baekhyun played hardball for so long by ignoring his money and resisting his attempts to befriend him, would a gold digger do that? If someone hired people to stage a mugging, why was he injured so severely? Like Chanyeol saw how Baekhyun was suffering PTSD, physical pain, and psychological pain from being unable to play the violin. You can’t fake things like that. If Baekhyun wasn’t actually the secret son of a rich family, what would it have took for Chanyeol to believe him?
It’s just hard to see Chanyeol feeling like he’s the victim while Baekhyun literally can’t hold chopsticks right anymore… Though I did find that you did a good job of justifying Chanyeol’s reasons for having insecurities in his letter, and I like how he recognized his faults and apologized genuinely. But Baekhyun’s suffering was a little too severe for Chanyeol’s distrust to feel reasonable.

However, I do like how the characters in your story suffer REAL consequences. Like most authors wouldn’t have Baekhyun suffer a permanent injury and Chanyeol suffer a limp like that, but you make the characters deal with that, which makes the story more realistic. In life, not everything heals up perfectly, but that doesn’t mean we can’t find happiness in other ways.

Also, I like how it took some time before Chanbaek were able to rekindle. I thought for sure that they would make up right after Irene’s exposing, because most authors would do that. But I like how you let Chanbaek spend some time apart, calm down, and grow without each other. It really shows how they both matured.

I see a lot of the people in the comments feel sorry for Sehun… but I don’t. Sehun suffers from the same kind of possessive entitlement as Chanyeol in this story. At one point I thought it was best if Sebaek were together, especially in the mid story when Chanbaek were separated, but towards the end, it just shows that Sehun’s love is, as LuHan puts it,“selfish”. When Sehun told Chanyeol off after the carnival, that’s when I realized Sehun’s “protection” of Baekhyun crossed the line into possessive territory. Sehun purposefully manipulated Chanyeol into leaving by convincing him that Baekhyun didn’t want to see him, even though he didn’t know that. At this point, Sehun was selfishly projecting his desires and jealously into the situation. He deprived Baekhyun of his agency to decide what he wants. I can’t believe the story didn’t address how Sehun indirectly caused the accident? I really wanted Sehun to apologize and acknowledge that his love for Baekhyun also became toxic. I guess having to see Chanbaek get back together is also punishment for him though.

But don’t take this comment to mean i didn’t enjoy the story. I am leaving such a long comment because this story genuinely enthralled me and made me want to analyze a bit more. Overall, I am satisfied by this story and it really subverted a lot of expectations so thank you so much for sharing with us :)
eray612 #6
Chapter 30: Why this story is stuck in my library? And today i just read it within 18 hours non stop and my expression be like 😊🥰🤨😡🤬🥺😢🤯😭😭😭😭😭😌🥰🥰
Vampirella77 #7
Chapter 30: I'm reading this story for the third time. I love it so so much.
cycynyny #8
I keep coming back to this Masterpiece.
MyLipsOnEXOs
#9
Chapter 29: The letter never fails to make me cry
kworld320 #10
Chapter 30: Amazing, amazing, amazing.
The story is so interesting and well written!!!
Great job here dear writer!!!