Nemesism 

 /ˈnɛmɪsɪz(ə)m/

noun

frustration, anger, or aggression directed inward, toward oneself and one's way of living

Yoongi was three years old. He heard his parents fighting with each other, so he stood up, went down the stairs and headed straight to the kitchen, where he could hear his parents shouting. As he was nearing to the kitchen, he suddenly heard a painful scream and as he entered he saw his mother standing over his father's body, which laid on the ground with a knife in his , his t-shirt drained in blood. "Dad?" he asked, not knowing what has happened to his father. "Why are you laying on the floor?" His mother looked shocked at Yoongi because she didn't hear him coming into the kitchen. She reacted fast, took the knife out of her husbands , gave it to Yoongi and said; "What have you done!!" 

* 3 years later *

Yoongi and his mother were sitting in the kitchen, eating dinner and watching TV. Yoongi's favourite TV-Show was on, so he watched it happily while eating his food. As the show ended he stood up and went to the bathroom, to brush his teeth and get ready to go to bed. When he was laying in his bed, he shouted for his mother to come. She came and said "Goodnight Darling, sleep well!" "Mom?" Yoongi asked when she turned to go out of his room. "Yes darling?" "Why dad never comes to say goodnight to me? Doesn't he love me?" he asked with tears in his eyes. "You don't remeber what happened, do you?" she replied. Yoongi looked at her, confused. "What are you talking about?" She sighed and said. "3 years ago you killed your father with a knife because he didn't bought you a toy you liked." she went out of the room and left her shocked son alone in his room.

After that everythoing changed for Yoongi. He began to hate himself more and more . Then he began to become aggressive. His mother thought it was just a phase but it just became worse than it already was. Yoongi was falling and there was no one who was willing to catch him. It was his downfall.

Author's corner

Hello everyone!

Thank you for reading my very first story, I hope you'll enjoy it!

I'm sorry if there are some false words or sentences, my first language isn't english, so if you see a mistake I would be thankful if you would correct me :D

So to the story: There will be a lot of drama in it (hardcore angst ftw) and the main pairing will be Yoonkook / Sugakookie. Sidepairing will be VHope.

I'm not writing this story alone, my friend @VIPPANDA , who introduced BTS to me, will correct my mistakes and maybe (if i dont have ideas anymore) give me some ideas, so don't wonder when she'll be mentioned a few times in the story!

Anyways, imma look that I can post at least one chap in a week, sorry if I don't post, then I'm on holiday or I have a writer's block xx

If you like my story let me know, then I'll update more often haha!

Enjoy reading <3

 Author's Corner pt. 2

Heyy guys,  Vippanda here ^^ You might or might not know me from my own fanfics (shameless self-promo). What I'll be doing is practically proofreading cause 

1) I am better at writing (well not exactly better but I've read like 10000 fics so my spelling, grammar and vocab is mostly on point) 

2) selfpromo for the win 

3) we are very compatible writing together (lol we basically write ALL our english homework together in recess -> the teacher es the whole time about it. She isn't a very sympathetic person)

4) It's kinda my 'fault' that Yoonkookieee got into kpop (thanks Monster - Exo for finding me a soulmate)

5) idk it seemed fun when she asked me to do it

Please enjoy the story,  I'll make sure to nag her about updating.

Hugs

Vippanda.