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I'm sorry Mom.

Jumping off that bridge would be freedom now.

RM

 

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Kim Namjoon looked normal.

He went to school. He hung out with friends. He rapped on the streets and wrote music. He dressed well. He had a mother and a father and two brothers, one older and one younger.

Kim Namjoon was empty.

He would wake up only to wish he could fall back asleep. School was too easy. His friends didn't need him. His parents spent too much time worrying about their baby and firstborn to worry about the middle child. He could disappear without a trace.

Kim Namjoon looked normal.

But online RM wrote exactly what Kim Namjoon looked like inside.

 

 

Foreword

hi.

 

I felt really compelled to write this. I'm not sure why. Anyway, depression is an issue I really care about. I hate the way it's trivialized and treated as unimportant. Depression is a real disease, and it's just as debilitating as anything physical.

If you're depressed it's okay. I've been there. It's a personal hell hole that's nearly impossible to escape. But it's possible. I promise.

Unfortunately, not everyone is given the chance to heal. That's what this story is about.

And remember, if any of you want to talk, I'll always reply, without judgement or pretending to understand what you're thinking. But I will always listen.

 

xoxo 

Jay

 

(don't plagiarize, please)

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Unicorns-and-Dinos
#1
Hope all is well! Don't forget this story lol. It's so good!
denouemin
#2
Chapter 11: the last line really hit me hard. just a single sentence can describe feelings so accurately wow ;;
Philosophies
#3
Chapter 11: Way to be optimistic there...
Philosophies
#4
Chapter 10: Thank goodness for the follower leaving comments. Sometimes an opposite view is what a person needs.
Philosophies
#5
Chapter 9: I swear this just gets sadder each chapter.
Unicorns-and-Dinos
#6
Chapter 9: This chapter got me thinking... The thought of happiness and sadness being a short lived emotion, it makes sense that apathy would be the opposite. Deep thoughts there... I love it!
Unicorns-and-Dinos
#7
Chapter 5: 'I cannot watch my brother turn to ashes' was so impactful!! I really enjoy how you set the emotional level at a just right pace. Not overbearing, but the perfect balance that makes the words stick.
It's amazing!!
Unicorns-and-Dinos
#8
Chapter 3: This story just gets better and better! I'll work on my karma points so that I can upvote lol.
I like the way you express things, really makes the scene play out. Great job!
Unicorns-and-Dinos
#9
Chapter 1: This story seems so interesting and your writing style is amazing!! Looking forward to reading more! XD
aestheticwonder
#10
Chapter 8: This story is good ,yet underrated