If you were to ask me what happiness was, I'd never answer that it was something akin to the sun. Frankly, it's stupid and overrated. It's something that I don't get. The sun isn't even happy, it's just doing its job and causing problems for other people. If you were to ask me what happiness was, I'd ultimately say Yoo Youngjae, and you'd look at me crazy as if I'd suddenly gone mad. But I'd be telling the you the truth, and you wouldn't even know it, because he was exactly just that: the epitome of happiness. He was always full of life; always smiling as if there was nothing wrong with the world.

That really pisses me off about him.

I don't know. I mean, I know I'm an emotional wreck, and I'm so drowned in my own problems that I often forget to turn around and take a moment to look at the people around me. 

What I'm trying to get across is... we were friends, weren't we? I'm not exactly sure. I mean, our relationship was kind of messed up.

I really should've listened to him a bit more. I don't know. 

It hurts just thinking about it.