Still not used to it
Love me the sameYoona's Pov
"ye..ah"
tiffany , omma including me was shock at her respond
"tiffany we should go out side,its been a while since they have talk especially jessica ?" Omma look at jessica and she just nod .
The room become quiet and jessica just looking at the window , i never thought that the day will come she will be feel awkward at front of me. Maybe bec. of being comatose for a long time , she's still not used that i'm awake now.
"tiffany told be that you are working now, it should be hard for you babe?" i try to lift up the mood and i guess it work bec. she turn her head and awkwardly smiled at me.
"yes at first it was hard to me but now i use to it "
"Well thank you babe they tell me that you help for the hospital bills" i hug her tightly bec. i really really miss jessica unnie ,i miss her presence and i miss her smell but the moment i hug her i feel my shoulder was wet , is she crying?
"babe are you crying?" jessica quickly stood up and her back was facing me .
"No..No i'm not crying" even if i dont see her i know in the sound of her voice and the way her hands on her face she is crying , it shows that jessica unnie really have a hard time when i was comatose for 3 years and show me that she miss me alot and its break my heart for knowing that
"I'm sorry babe , i know it was hard for you the time i'm not on your side and i'm sorry for making you cry , let me recover and i make it up to you, i love you so much " my tears started to fall, bec. of me jessica unnie having a hard time
"Don't say sorry yoona, its not your fault " jessica unnie face me and she wipe my tears, this is what i like about jessica unnie she is a sweet and carring girlfriend i ever had thats why i love her so much .
While jessica unnie wiping my tears i reach for her lips and gave her a peck . Jessica unnie was shock at what i did.
"Oh i'm sorry i just miss you so much" i look at her worriedly i forgot that she still not used to it
She hurriedly stood up again and grab her bag. "I have to go , i still have paper to finish at home i hope you understand"
"ye..yess of course i understand . take care yourself babe" i smile to her and she just smile back at me and leave the room .
I sigh the moment she's gone but i have to understand that jessica unnie is still not use to it.
Jessica's Pov
After being home i'm here lying in my bed doing nothing i lied to yoona that i have some paper to finish but the truth is i just wanna go home, i place my finger in my lips i remember yoona kiss me earlier and its make me miss her more and want her more but like i said its not the same before everything has change . I was awake at my thoughts when my phone rang loudly, Aish why have to be loud ?? i open my phone to know who was the person who text me
To jessica:
hey how are you? how was the visit?
To taeyeon :
tae tae its fine nothing to worry about. See you in office tomorrow goodnight :)
To jessica:
goodnight :)
After that conversation i can't help but to think what happen earlier. I dont want to tell taeyeon about it , it will just worsen the situation. I started crying at my bed I'm feeling so guilty right now , yoona love me so
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