It's like you go to the same rollercoaster over, and over again. 

It's endless.

You'r life doesn't have much afford in it anyways, so why are you still keeping yourself alive?

Only reason's you keeped yourself alive was your mom, brother, sister & bestfriend.

Your dad leaved you, mom and brother, when you were just a baby. Mom never, told me why dad leaved. 

Never have i ever hated myself this much?