She sang a poem everyday, to her dead unborn child.

They say that time's a great healer 
But I don't think that's true.
My heart's been aching so, so much
Since the day that I lost you.    

  Chained Up

12 weeks passed by in a flash, the girls and SMe staff were getting worried, even when I tried to put on a smile, they knew it was fake. I was broken and his memories kept breaking me further. I was to the point that I considered the forbidden act.

Fany knew it was getting worse as each day passed, she was always there. Although they were not aware of the reason of my sudden change, they still supported me. Tiffany was happily dating Choi Seunghyun. She would not know the pain I was in. No one would. Krytal and Kai were getting love and support from around the world, where as I? I did not , we did not.

I was always the one judged, I failed him. I was not able to protect our unborn child. What must he be thinking of me now? I with my very own hands killed our child.

They never accepted the fact that Kim Taeyeon was in love with a common man, they never would. Because, in their eyes Kim Taeyeon was a toy, their toy… She didn’t deserve happiness and she never would... They would make sure of that.