Hey everybody,

this is my first kaisoo fanfic and its also my first english story. Please forgive me any grammar mistakes :)

I hope you will like it. ^-^

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I called him again. He didn't pick up as always. I didn't see him since years. A loud sigh escaped me and a tear rolled down my cheek. Fast I wiped it away. Why was i crying? It's not like he left me. It was me who broke his heart and just after years I realized that it was a big mistake. I only wanted to hear his voice and to apologize for all the things I've done to him. But I understood that he didn't want to pick up his phone. If I was him, I wouldn't want to see or hear me too. I put my smartphone beside me and layed down on my bed. I hid my face in my pillows and thought about all of it.

Our first meeting, how we became friends and out first kiss...

How we became a couple and the time where i thought I didn't love him anymore... But this wasn't true. I loved him so much but I left him for an egoistic idiot who only abused me. I was too blind to recognize how I broke inside. And the so called idiot didn't call me back. Then I was all alone. I lost my best friend, my love. And the baddest thing I've done was to hurt him.

My Kyungie...

But I didn't even know where he lived. The only thing i knew was that he left the country after we broke up. Luckily i have a best friend now. His name is Sehun and he knows everything about me and the story about Kyungsoo. He tried to help me to get over it. He also got through something like me and he knew how I felt, but he didn't get over it.
And so did I.