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Are the unavoidable moans Onew could just muster leaving aside how nervously in wreck he is right now as he does not know how to deal with it and so he is feeling kind of confused, warmy, excited and most of all strange to the feeling.

And then, Taemin gradual gentle advances further to a more intense deep alternatively and firm tweaking of his s with too much passion – leaving Onew speechless, shivering and shuddering all over holding on to his dear life of not losing his sanity and for a better grip to keeping him stable - holds on with his right hand gripping the bed linen while the other hand on the headboard while calling Taemin’s name incessantly…

“Taeminnie… please…”

Taemin who is drowning in alcohol heeds his calling and moves on to go down further by lowering Onew’s trouser except his undergarment. As Taemin in all of his silent endeavour of successfully mastering the art of swiftly undressing the helpless Onew; he moves on sliding his tongue right between the trail of the other’s stomach stops just two-inch below the navel to adventurously let his forefinger glides like sideways and naughtily moves down at further – taunting a tease…

Like a wild cat Taemin nibs the center part of the abdomen from gentle to intense to slight biting alternatively and thus this area is one of Onew's ticklish part and now is loosing his mind…

Onew advancely thinks that Taemin might do further that might damage his sanity with the other's uninvited and yet shuddering invigorating desirable adventure and then when just as he thinks the other is going to go further – deflates in exhaustion or relief hearing Taemin snoring peacefully on top of his abdomen.

Assured of the situation that Taemin has fallen completely asleep, Onew moves slowly and gently, carefully lifting Taemin’s totally knocked out body to a better position and in a full predicament that he needs to clothes the other again. Fortunately, he thought in advance to remain sober so he could be probably in a way be ready in certain situations just like this moment.

And thus, carefully puts back Taemin’s upper body wardrobe like clothing a sleeping baby that noiselessly even properly positioning the other of his sleeping arrangement. He takes deep breaths soon as he finishes putting on the shirt, he cautiously moves out of the bed to fix himself up as well and gets the other trousers to puts it on as well.

Finally, he takes a deep breath of relief after finishing everything that concerns Taemin; he positions himself nicely beside the other so he can go drift away to sleep. But, before doing so, he raises his head to kiss Taemin’s forehead and whispers…

“Taeminnie… good night…my dear one…
don’t force yourself… take it slow…
life is good…still…I’m just here…
by your side who will welcome you with open arms…”

Following after what he just said, he lies down smoothly exhaling smoothly and after several minutes as expected of him as quick to sleep; drifts away to neverland…

The following day – Third Day
Of Somehow Living Together…
Taemin and Onew…

Almost nearing lunch time, Taemin opens up happily finding a tulip next to him, smiling he picks it up, kisses and smells it giving him a bubbly feeling, moves out of his bed to prepares his food. Goes out of the guest room and walks immediately towards the kitchen to start cooking – as one of the normal procedures, gets the ingredients he needs – moves on to the cupboard where he most likely finds everything he needs.

And then as he opens it, gasps in surprise to see a note tape at the one of the cupboard layers – and smiles at what is written on it…

Dearest Tay…

Good morning.
Fuzzy no more.
Thought for sure you could handle alcohol
Well, you got me fooled.
Stay happy, if you need me.
Am just a phone call away.

Thank you for the sumptuous meal last night.
I really enjoyed it plus
the utterly expensive liquor of yours.

Take care…

Yours truly,

Onee

“Thanks for putting a smile on my face this early of the morning…
Onee… sorry about last night…
and thank you…”

Gets his phone and before his starting to cook, lets his fingers start on a mission of completing a message…

Hi Onee…

Thank you so much for taking care of me.
And the beautiful flower.
And as well as your lovely cheerful note.

Am happy.
Take care.
See you again.
Call you.

It’s me

Tay.
(am getting used to this name)

Immediately sends it and then after puts the phone at a distance near enough so he could see and hear when the tone for ring or message.

After thirty minutes of preparing his food, he goes back to their room to take a shower. As he opens their room, Taemin instantly feels sort of a condensed tightness of his chest – again a feeling of everything to be just heavy, even a simple step inside is just so hard to do. Shaking his head to get all the negative energies out of his system seem to be the best solution he could do however still after doing it – he would force him self to have the will to carry on.

“I need to really get used to this…
damn it… it is so hard….
Imagining how future events await is killing me…”

He then closes his eyes tyring to turn over his mind to something convincingly positive like a consoling idea that somehow he still has Key by his side though shared. And thus, he needs to convince himself to get out from the feign illness of depression or loneliness for the rest of his life.

“How can I even manage going home sleeping
and waking up with just only  myself….
this is going to be difficult…
and tonight is the third night of the arrangement…
AAAGHHHHH!!! I hate this….”

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