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Onew instantly holds his chest to calm himself down then blows breath air as heavily as he could but cautious of the other catching him acting so weird. He carefully and warily breathes in and breathes out in excitement and a couple of times looks away to divert his attention to release his galloping wildlike energy.

Their dinner finishes with an atmosphere of gladness and happiness; both are very pleased with the current situation that Onew thinks that if he let his feeling of reservations succeeded or triumphed and did not diligently handle; he could not have experienced this kind of continuing feeling of satisfaction. Thus, he is very happy and it shows on his now more relaxed condition.

Getting by, they continue to talk sensible and unsensible matters just being themselves and enjoying the moment and thus, the night gets deep without them realizing it. Thus for more hours they still talk until Onew accidentally lowers his head exactly with his eyes pointed at his watch then gasps…

Onew:             (looks quickly at Taemin) Taemin… it is getting late…
                       you need to rest…

Taemin:           (surprised by Onew’s reminder but easily absorbs it)
                       Oohh… yeah… alright…hhmm…
                       let me take you to the door…

Onew:             (smiling back at Taemin) You don’t have to… am healthy…

Taemin:           (makes face infront of Onew) Yyyaahh… old man….
                        Fine… am just being sweet…
                        I do not usually do this except to Key and my family…

Onew:             (arcs his left eyebrow) Really…?
                       (said it more confident and assure)

Taemin:           (pouts) aaisshhh… fine if you don’t want…
                        (sighs heavily) hhhmmpphh…

Onew:             (chuckling) Just kidding… fine…
                       accompany the old man…

Taemin:           (smiles quickly) Let’s go…
                        be careful not to trip somewhere old man…

Onew:             (now he reacts cutely) Yyyaaahh… who is old man…
                       I am just two years older than Kibum…
                       am no fifty…aaaiisshh…

Taemin just laughs it out enjoyable and at the same time holds Onew’s left hand and swings it back and forth saying…

“Thank you hyung…
I greatly appreciate you coming over to keep me company…
It really means a lot to me…

(heaves a sigh) Now…
I hope I can go through the night sleeping well…”
 

“(squeezes Taemin’s hand) yes… you can… 
have faith… remember?
You have managed perfectly being away
with Kibum for how many weeks…
what difference tonight does it make of you
sleeping alone tonight…?”
Self-assuring Onew responds…

Taemin:           (sighs) But hyung…
                        beginning tonight... is a different issue…
                        Key is with someone I know who he loves deeply and …

                        (saddens face) and… it hurts so bad compares 
                        to a situation wherein he is with someone
                        I nothing of...or who he is with…

Onew:             (stops on his trail and cups Taemin’s face)
                       Taemin….
                        Look… sometimes reality can be harsh
                        but somehow along the way…
                        I believe and trust that it will give you a better result…
                       and I know it in my heart that someday…
                       things are going to be different but happy and contented…

Taemin:           (looks at Onew with discerning eyes) Hyung…?
                       What do you mean…?

Onew:             (smiles back at Taemin) What I mean is…
                       Stay lovely, relax and happy about
                       living life to the fullest… and do not worry…
                       I am here like always I have been…

Taemin:           (gasps and holds Onew’s both hands that are settled on his face)
                        Speaking of which hyung…

Onew:             (puts his forefinger on Taemin’s lips) Wait…

Taemin:           (innocently moans) hhhmm…
                        (despite Onew’s finger on his lips, speaks) mmwwhaat…?

Onew:             (chuckles at the sight of Taemin trying to speak)
                       I think we need to agree on something…
                       (then releases his forefinger)…

Taemin:           (curious tone) About something what…?

Onew:             About you calling me hyung…

Taemin:           hyung…?

Onew:             (sighs) Taemin… stop…
                       please starting this time stop calling me hyung…

Taemin:           (surprised) Why…?

Onew:             (takes a deep breath) Honestly…
                       I want not an older-younger relationship with you…
                       I want more like…

                       (puts his forefinger on his lips) hhhmmm…
                       (releases it) more like….aaaa…. wait…

Taemin:           Tell me…

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