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Minho suddenly leans his back against the chair and covers his face with his hands and allows his head to lay freely on the chair head rest – completely overwhelmed by very strong mixed emotions  – could not utter a single word. He breathes so hard that you could almost hear a wheezing sound caused by it; rumbled with so many thoughts inside his head, he is trying to stay coherent and awake as much possible…

Minho – face blushing red, looks back at Natalie and asks…

“Wha…what…ca..can I do and what else do you know…?”

Thus, in all confidence, Natalie replies….

“Minho, I know Kibum’s mind capacity…
He is a genius… and I think I am too…

I have 110% IQ…

But not like Kibum who really is so brilliant…
What I am not fully aware of are the things Kibum does…
And like I care about those…
I would have wanted to actively participate but…”

Minho:             (voice on higher note)
                        What do you mean by actively participate?

Natalie:            (smiles) I am secretly assisting Mr. Taeyang…
                        Isn’t that great?
                        Mr. Taeyang has given me industries to handle…
                        so that just like you who is helping Kibum…
                        I only handle three of Kibum’s multi perhaps industries…
                        There could be more but you know…
                        I am happy that I become a part of it.

Minho was so surprised to what Natalie had just told him thinking somehow a feeling of admiration grows in him to wonderfully have a high regard for this person in front of him that perhaps whatever fault she might have done; it would be just ok for him – then suddenly gets back to his own senses when Natalie speaks again…

“Minho… to continue…

That night…as I have mentioned…
Kibum was in a terrible state…
He was so down and needed company…
He talked about the person he loves continuously no matter what…

He talked about realizing that he finally was in love…
As the love he had been showing to that person was sort
of a platonic one and that he said – he was in denial…
But apparently, that person who has been loving him found
someone new to love …

He gave me a painful smile that I cried…
I took courage to console him that the girl
he finally loved had found someone else...

However, he bravely corrected me and said…

“Not she but he…”

I smiled and it did not come to me as a surprising
or weird revelation as a matter of fact…to be honest…

Why?
Kibum can sweep someone’s feet regardless of gender…
I did not ask who out of respect and honestly…
It is not my business…
but, Kibum spurred it freely…

And he said the name…
And that at that time I was so envious of…

Minho or Minnie..was the name I heard…

(holding Minho’s hands)
You… Minho… you….

So many times… over and over again…

That almost my admiration and a bit of envy
were mixed to form ….
What we call… “desire”

That I decided… I said to myself…

“It is your complete lose Minho so that
I will make him mine…I will not let him pursue you…”

So I did the most despicable thing of not allowing Kibum

To pursue you… as he was very determined that time

To see and talk to you…
and tell you that he is in love with you…

And for that, please forgive me…
I stole him from you…
I am really so sorry from the bottom of my heart…

Minho upon hearing Natalie’s confession just simply smiles and holds both of her hands and in a most calming way…

“Natalie…

It would be an honor and pleasure for me  
To take care of you children…
I will treat and love them like my own…
Hey, I don’t have experience but
Like I said, I can give them love and shelter…

Therefore…
You don’t have to ask forgiveness
Perhaps, things happen for the right reasons…
So no need to worry…”

Natalie bursts into tears after hearing what Minho said…

“You really are wonderful…

Kibum and You really are meant to be together…

And finally…
Thank you for allowing to be loved by somebody…
So marvelous and generous like…

Kim Kibum… 
At last, both of you can be finally together…

And one most important thing…
just keep it a secret between the three of us including
Auntie Tiffany, Kibum’s great surgeon…

I will be having an operation on the next two weeks
but what I told Kibum it is going to be on the third week…
So by that time, I expect you to be around during
my operation as you will be the one signing the documents…

And by the way, I have already given Kibum and you
Freedom to do whatever you want…Behind my back…
It is both of your time to be happy…

(poking Minho in a funny way)
Now… let’s see when you finally met him again…
Were you so happy, Minho…?
Tell me…”

Minho blushes so hard of Natalie’s teasing and suddenly reminds him of something that he has been planning to do as well… to confess what happened between him and Kibum… Although basically, Natalie did something that could have been his happiness now… Still, he feels guilty that he is obliged to let the other know…

“Natalie… I would like to confess too…
Upon my arrival here…
When we were given a trip at Kibum’s office…
Accidentally, he came for his regular visit…
Not that he knew that we arrived… And be around there…

I asked a favor from Onew, who is his cousin…
That I would like to see Kibum…
He gave me the permission to see him
So that I immediately went diectly near to his office
For a possibility of meeting him… And it happened…

I was so extremely happy… And at the same time…
I felt so suddenly sad when he told me that he has someone
who he deeply cares and loves as well…
I felt like my heart was ripping apart…
The feeling was so bad…

However, I still have to bear with that moment…
That I thought, I still love him no matter what…
So that, I just want to make you aware that…
During the time, he was not with you…
I was with him… We spent days and nights together…

I know that he is now in relationship with you…
I still pursue with what I have been yearning for…
To be with him…
Eversince, Kibum has never said no to me…
He has been so wonderful and loving…

No matter what… He always gives me…
What I want and need…

He is so generous and giving…
That also became the reason that I decided…
That I have to love him unconditionally without
Interferring his new found love…

So please forgive me that I could not stop myself at that time…
Because of me, Kibum cheated on you…

I missed him so much up to now…
My heart cries only for him…
I love Kibum so much…
I do, he is everything for me…
I can’t live without him…

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