Can I Be by Yourside?

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You are 18 years old that lives in Busan and that has a phobia called "Haphephobia"(fear of touch). When you were just a little child,you lost your younger sister in a weather tragedy. After the incident you thought you would still keep moving foreword without any pain but, you started to be child abuse by your father. You feel that no one loves you, that no one cares about you. Until, you move to Seoul and transfer schools and you meet seven nice boys and a best friend who are willing to help you. Would you finally feel that love again? Would you be able to overcome your fear?

Foreword

 

here is a piano cover that you can listen to when reading

 

    Your POV:             

Today was was like any other regular day I ever had. Working hard in school and trying to overcome this fear.."Haphephobia."  

When I was a toddler, I had a great family like any other could've had. A mom, a dad, and a sister. However, a tragedy happened, I remember like it was yesterday. It was pouring hard on a Thursday night. It was 10:36 PM, when my mother was taking my sister and me to our house. My mom was driving and of course, my annoying sister and I playing in the back seat of the car. But then, when my mom was on her phone, a lightning down in front of us, making our car spin. That's when the horrible thing happened. When another lightning down, it hit a tree making it crashing down fast on top of us. Luckily, I could make it out safely with my mom. But, my sister was stuck underneath the hard heavy metal that was on top of her. That time I didn't know what to do. I was in a panic attack. Inside of me  felt like I needed to save my sister but, I was shocked. I felt like my feet were stuck to the floor. By the time the firefighters came to take her out, she was already dead. That's when I started to have this weird sensetation. When my mother was pulling me out of the way I started to get afraid when people touched me. Seeing my sister there, not being able to help her, made me have the fear of that. When my mom saw my sister she started to burst into tears when the firefighters were taking her to the ambulance.

       After my sister's loss, that's when my father started to get drunk and started to abuse my mother and I. He thinks that it was all my fault that my sister died. knowing that it wasn't my fault, Sometimes I feel guilty. Because I was just standing there doing nothing, watching everything fall apart. When my mother tries to defend me, that It wasn't my fault. My father starts to hit her. I sometimes wondered "why am I even brought into this world, when no one loves me?" I always have this question in my mind. 

       Two weeks have past and I had arrived home from school. When I heard my mother calling my name,

 

"(Y/N) ! pack up your stuff, we're moving to Seoul! "

 

"What?! Why? What's going on?"

 

" We are going to live with your grandmother"

 

"Why?"

 

"Because we need to escape this prison that we are living with your father."

 

As I heard my mother's voice trembling, I ran upstairs gathering all my stuff and put it in my luggage. As I was packing, I was thinking, Will my father find out? What will he do then? Will he come looking for us and abuse us more?  I snapped out of that thought and hurried to go downstairs. As I was going downstairs, I saw my mother trembling, with two tickets in her hand and her luggage beside her. I put my hand on her shoulder " Everything is going to be alright, mom." When I looked into her eyes it was blood shot red, making her look like she was crying for weeks not being able to stop.

As we were going outside we saw our father coming all drunk, we hurried so he wouldn't notice us. We ran as fast as we could without getting noticed. Luckily, we made it out without being seen. As we were making our way to the bus stop, I wanted to hold her hand to the bus, but I couldn't because of my condition. And this is why I hate myself because of this.

 

By the time we arrived in Seoul, I saw a big crowd of people walking around and talking on the phone.

People seems so busy, I murmured to myself.

On our way to my grandmother's house, we walked past a park. As we were walking by I stood there looking around enjoying the beautiful view of couples hugging, families playing, and children being happy. On the other hand, my mother was walking, but noticed that I have stopped. She stopped walking and hovered over me...

 

" (Y/N). trust me we will have a better life here. We will start our lives all over again without your father and you'll make new friends here. Once I find you a school to transfer, we'll be living in a better place from now on."

 

As I heard her voice I felt better.By the time we arrived at my grandmother's house, the first thing that I saw was a bunch of roses around the house. It reminded me how my sister loved roses a lot. Especially, the white ones. When we knocked on the door, I saw the excitement on my grandmother's face. Since it had been a long time that I haven't seen her. The last time that I saw her was, when she took care of my sister and me when we were very little.

 

"Oh my gosh, it's a miracle seeing you guys here!"

 

"Mom, may we come in?"

 

"Yes! Yes! come in, come in!"

 

"Hi, grandma."

 

Oh my! you have grown (y/n)! I just remember when you were very small as a little puppy." : giggles:

 

"she sure has."

 

"Mom.., can I go take a quick walk to see how the neighborhood looks like?"

 

 " I don't think so..." when my mom was about to finish her sentence my grandma cut her off.

 

 "sure (y/n) make sure to come back for dinner ok? take care of yourself too!"

 

  " Ok, I will! thanks, grandma!"

 

As I left the house, I went walking down the path to the park. When I reached there, I saw seven boys playing basketball. I really didn't pay much attention to them Until, "BOOM!" A basketball hit my head making me fall to the ground.

 

"OUCH! Yah! Who threw this ball?! Don't you know how to play or what?!"

 

I started to rub my head.

 

"I am really sorry! Are you ok? Let me help you."

 

As I looked up I saw a boy with brownish ginger hair holding out his hand.

 

For a second, I almost froze and didn't move.

 

"Yah! Don't you want any help?"

 

I looked at him one more time and pushed his hand away and stood up fast.

 

"Aish! yeah, I'm ok. But you better look out or you'll hit someone in the head with it! OK?"

 

"Yah! No need to yell! My hyungs and I were just playing some basketball when suddenly, it bounced to you. because it didn't like you, I guess.": smirks:

 

"Aish!"   As I was about to walk away....

 

"WAIT! You aren't from here are you?"

 

As I heard that question, I stared at him:  

"Why you ask?

 

"Nothing, just haven't seen you around here before? You new?"

I just gave him a glare and walked away.

 

 

"Yesh,such an attitude. Didn't your parent taught you manners?"

 

I stopped

When suddenly I heard one of his friends calling his name,

 

" Yo Jimin! Hurry! come pass us the ball!"

 

So, Jimin is his name? : thinking:

 

"Well, got to go. see you again soon!"

 

 Ugh! Already it's been a horrible day and it has been even worse by this kid, I thought. As I was going to my grandma's house it was already getting late. I ran to the house so my mom and grandma wouldn't worry.

 

"(y/n)! Just in time for dinner!"

 

After eating dinner I went upstairs, washing my teeth, and going straight to bed. When suddenly;"Knock.Knock..Knock"

My mom walked in;

"(Y/N), How do you feel?"

 

I looked into her eyes,

 

"What do you mean mom?"

 

"Do you like this place so far?"

 

"Yes, I do. As long it's with you and grandma"

 

 

She smiled and sat on my bed;

"Tomorrow is going to be your first day in school ok? I know it's soon but, I want you to have a head start on your studies."

What already going to school tomorrow?I thought: But I have no other choice;

"Ok, mom."   As she left my room I started to wonder "would I be able to go to that school, though?" would people start to make fun of my condition?" Would I be able to make friends?

As I was thinking about it, I turned off the lights and went to sleep. Thinking Tommorrow is a big day.

 

 

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Jimin POV

As I was running to catch up with my hyungs, everyone looked at me:

 

 

Jungkook: Hey, who was that girl that fell?

Rap monster: Yeah who was that?

Jin: She doesn't seem from around here?

V: Is she pretty? : pokes jimin and giggles:

J-Hope and suga: hahaha!

I stared at V and slapped the back of his head.

V: "OUCH!" : rubbing his head:

"Well, I don't know if she is from here because I've never seen her before around this neighborhood." And I didn't see her face, "V" because she was looking down and seem frightened and I don't know why?

Everyone looked at me and we just shrugged it off. As I was going home I was still thinking "Is she from this neighborhood?" 

 

 

 

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Hello there! :) I am new to this thing. I just wanted to show my ideas in this story. If there is any mistakes, Please forgive me. And if there is any stories related to this, its just a coincidence. This are my ideas. Hope you enjoy! :)

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taekookies101
#1
Chapter 18: UPDATEEEEE
erikahammoura #2
Chapter 18: Yoongi's mixtape is absolute fire, and keep it up. The fanfic is great so far~
alejandra12 #3
Chapter 18: Update soon
imyourhope123 #4
Chapter 15: Get soon well, unnie
imyourhope123 #5
Chapter 15: I hope Jimin and she become a couple XD
^_^
Hi_There_Peeps #6
Can someone tell me what POV stands for/ means thx
BtsHwaiting #7
Chapter 15: Get better soon! Loved this chapter! <3
ardinisufian #8
Chapter 15: Get well soon author-nim!! It's really great!!
imyourhope123 #9
Chapter 13: This is one of my fav fanfics
dreamer952 #10
Chapter 13: This fanfic is so intresting, i literally just read this today and it took me 5 hours to read all the chapters