Its Not Your Fault
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Its Not Your Fault
Foreword
“Soo, it’s not your fault, it an accident, I understand and don’t blame it at you,”
It’s been 2 days but she still don’t want out from her room, I don’t even know she already eat or not I sit and lean on her door.
“Soo, tae still with us, she just not wake up yet not like she already dead, please, nobody goanna blame you, it’s an accident”
She still not giving any respond to me.
“Sunny, I think it better you go to hospital to check Tae, aunty will take of her”
I just nod to Soo mother, and get up.
“Soo, goodbye for now, I will come again tomorrow, just don’t blame yourself”
“Soo, mom here, open the door dear,”
Finally, she open her door for her mother after 2 days,
“Soo, I bring your food here, come and eat it”
“Mom” suddenly she speak out, make me relief, I look at her and hug her.
“It’s ok Soo, it’s not your fault,”
“But Sunny love her sister”
“And still she don’t blame you, so what make you blame yourself?”
“I’m afraid and embarrass to face her”
“What you afraid of?”
“….”
“Now come here and eat, after that we go to hospital visit Taeyeon”
“Mom,”
“Yes, dear?”
“I’m not ready to face any of them yet”
“It’s ok, take your time honey.”
“Thank you mom”
“Soo, it’s been a week, you still don’t want to talk with me?”
“Soo, Tea already stable now, Doctor said she will open her eyes soon,”
She still don’t want to talk to me, her mom said that she not ready to face us after that incident.
“Soo, there is the thing you should know, I don’t blame you, it’s already happen, and I don’t blame you, you know. Its ok, if you not ready to meet us, but don’t blame yourself, I have to go now, I will come again”
“I’m sorry sunny, I just don’t know how to face you yet”
Flash back:
Both of us walking back together after club activity, Sunny don’t come to school today since she sick.
“Tae, don’t you find it funny?”
We both laugh at early scene where there a girl who sing and dance randomly while wearing earphone.
Both of us laugh really hard and without realize I hit her and push her little further from walk side,
Suddenly, I hear loud crash. And I turn around see Taeyeon being crash by a car.
“Taeyeon!!”
Flashback end.
“It’s basically my fault, if I don’t push her”
After receiving a call from sunny, I run to Sooyoung room
“Soo, Tae already wake up, don’t you want to see her?”
“Really mom?”
“Yes, Sunny just call, and told that she just wake up”
“Mom, I’m still not ready”
“But until when will you be ready?”
“I don’t know mom,”
“Its ok, but next week you must start go to school, ok?”
She just smile and nod to me, but her expression just sad.
“Guys, Taeyeon said she miss all of you”
Today after I took a week off from school, I’m ready to go to school since teayeon already wake up.
I come to class and told others that good news, I know they also been dead worry about Taeyeon, after the incident, the all come regularly to visit her.
“Good, why don’t after school we visit her?” idea giving from Fany receive nod from others
“Its good idea Fany.”
“Ok, I will tell my mom, you guys will come today”
Im looking around and search for someone who I not seen since that incident.
“Where is Soo, guys?”
“Don’t know, she also not coming for school for almost a week” Hyoyeon answer really surprise me.
“Seriously?”
Suddenly, she walk in to class,
“That’s her!” said Yuri
She just ignore her and sit at her place without looking us.
Why she like that? I’m not blaming her, nobody will blame her. Why she so down?
Is there any other problem?
It break time,
When, everyone go out to canteen, she just sit still at her place, its weird how she used be the one who will run first to canteen and bought a lot of food, just being shikshin. I miss old her.
She look outside the class, not even looking at us.
“Soo, you want to go with us?”
She just ignore our question.
“You guys, walk first, I will come later”
I take a chair and sit in front of her, I need her to be bright as before. I miss to talk with her.
“So, now Soo, what happen to you? We not blaming you in for that accident”
She just stare at me and not answering my question.
“…”
“Soo?”
“It’s my fault actually”
Suddenly she speak up, and she shock me with her statement, but I just smile to her
“What?”
“I push her without realize it, then she been crash by the car” she crying suddenly.
I go to her and hug her.
“Actually Soo, Tae already told us about what happen, she don’t even blame you, it’s an accident, and she really miss to hang out with you”
I look at her and smile,
She then look at me with unbelievable look,
Then I nod to her as respond to her look, and hug her again.
“Me too”
Suddenly I felt my stomach ask for food.
“Soo, I’m hungry, let’s go”
She smile at me and running to canteen.
“Let’s go danshin!”
She shout from outside the class.
“YA!!”
I run to chase her, and I felt relief that she back to who she is.
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