Hello everyone, 

This is my first EVER fic so please be a little kind to me :) . I have read a lot of fanfictions over the time and never felt i can write one but i really want to try writing this idea that's been in my head for a while now. i would really appreciate your feedback and support if its not good let me know and i can always remove it. 

You must have heard/read stories about how two perfect people fall in love and then have their happily forever after, how a handsome guy gets most beautiful gorgeous girl or a cool equally charming perfect guy, yes that’s how perfect love stories exist. Everyone wants to know about those “hero’s”, those who got perfect lives or at least above average normal guy like him who catches no one’s attention like a side character in a movie who’s face no one remembers even after 10 seconds of movie ending. Will he ever feel like someone important? He doesn’t want to be a center character, he doesn’t want to be important for everyone but he really wish to be someone for someone.  

Really he doesn’t want a royal lifestyle all he ever wanted was a single person who can understand him, love him the way he is, and understand his insecurities, with whom he can feel home, feel safe, feel comfortable, feel himself, with whom he won’t feel judged. Indeed he dreams a partner who can love him just like in those cheesy romantic movies or dramas yes he got those dreams but after that little teaser with his first crush who crashed his heart oh so cruelly he really wants to stay away from any person who shows interest in him in fact he just push them away and shuts down completely, but his poor broken heart still dreams of someone loving him and putting all those pieces back sometimes just sometimes, but that’s not the point for now he can just use a friend a true friend so he won’t feel like he is stuck in the middle of an isolated island alone where there is no way out. Yes he has some friends ok very few who he can count on fingers but they have their own lives as well, he feels left out, yes he feels lost and lonely.

He is lee sungjong, a 20 yrs old guy who works some part-time jobs and try to continue his studies living alone in this big city where everyone wants to move forward crawling over other people. He wouldn’t have survived if not for his favorite hyungs sunggyu and woohyun.

This is going to be from sungjong's point of view but not first person POV. This might be a bit slow but i will try my best if i contiue. so Please be honest and let me know if i should continue or drop it.