They said, you will not know how good you have it, until you lost it. I realized the saying was true when I lost you.

The bed felt too big. The house felt too empty. And the trace of your warmth started to fade.

What have I done? I clenched my fist around my blanket. Why was I so obstuse?

I had a precious flower made of gems on my hand. Yet, I was too stupid to trade it with a mere fake plastic flower. I was a fool to choose Choi Hyejin over you, choosing her fake attention over your genuine love and care. I was too dumb to even think that she could love me better than you did.

My tears flowed down freely as my heart longed for you. I laid on my right side, letting my pillow absorbing the tears as I reached for your favorite pillow.

I’m sorry… I clutched desperately to your pillow. I miss you…

And the night went on, with me crying my heart out over the biggest remorse in my life. 

ooOoo

Sooo... This is it. Because some of you asked for a sequel, I shall grant your wish ;)

For you who haven't known, this is the sequel of my oneshot called "Sincerity". While this story can be read separately, I recommend you to read the first story before you start with this one, just to get more understanding of the plot. 

As usual, this story is inspired by an Indonesian song with the same title as this story, I just translated it in English (yeah, I know. What is creativity? #bricked). Click here if you want to hear the song. 

Again, English is not my mother tongue. Expect many grammatical errors, since this story is unedited. Also, expect a lot of angsts. You have been warned ;)

And lastly, I hope you enjoy it! ^^

Disclaimer I: I do not own Chanyeol or any EXO member in this story. I only own the story plot.

Disclaimer II: I do not own the song "Bunga (Karena Aku Lelaki)" that inspired this story. It belongs to its respective copyright holders. I do own the English translation in this story.