I have no words. I honestly don't even know what to say. This story was just so.... I can't seem to find the right word. I didn't even realise I was crying until I read the last sentence. I will admit I can relate to Hyukjae's character in more ways than one…this actually really hit me hard in the soft spot knowing that things like this do happen in reality and that we need to do anything we can to help and comfort people that are hurting like Hyukjae because every life is important and precious. Really, I haven't been this emotional in a long, long time, thank you for this. Also this is my first Super Junior fanfic and definetly will not be the last.

To write something like this, it takes talent. A lot of it. And you really did a great job. *pats you on the back while stuffing face with tissues* seriously great job, this was heartbreaking yet extremely touching, thank you for this art.

Chapter 1: The tears I have right now is probably because the words that Hyuk said is what I roughly said to my own father. After my mom's death many things were revealed and everything around me just crumbled to dust. Suicide was something I thought about constantly, I doubted the purpose for my existence. No one would miss me if i were to be gone, is what i thought. Hyuks personality is so similar to mine, with the brightest of smiles once I step out the door but behind that door would b a wet pillow every single time

I do understand what Siwon is trying to say. I really do. But there is something others don't understand. Wanting to grasp that fleeting chance to change ones situation, to just genuinely laugh again n be truly happy, it would be great that the darkness is so stifling that even if one wants to grab onto that chance there is a voice that will always ask, "Is it worth it? Why bother? Its not like anyone really needs you." And just like that, all will that we had mustered, disappears, like a whisper in the wind.

In all honestly I got better when I removed myself from the situation. I literally ran away from home. Turned off my phone and ran off to another city. Cried my heart out into a strange hotel pillow, loudly. It was almost as though a bit of the weight in my chest had been lifted. I hiked a lonely pathway and screamedn to the top of my lungs. It helped me some more. I called my best friend who knew nothing and cried a whole night. I think that was what really freed me. Knowing that I am not alone. That I am loved.

I don't know what I wrote but this fic really hits close to home. Its hard to reach out in that depressive state but when a person finally does its because the pain is so much that it overflowed. I wish Hyukjaes friends had cared a bit more, had tried a little harder. I wish Hyukjae had seen that all was not lost, that he could still be happy too.

Thank u. Really really thank u for writing this

Chapter 1: I was Hyukjae once upon a time. Parts of what Siwon is true. Hyukjae has to help himself before anyone can help him. But, it is difficult to help yourself when your spirit is broken. A broken spirit needs healing before it can learn to fight and live again. Donghae was only 1 minute too late. If he had managed to save Hyukjae from falling, Donghae would have been able to help Hyukjae heal and live again. Hyukjae only needed someone to understand and to stand by him no matter what happens. It really is that simple.

So, a short public service announcement for everyone: Seek help if you need it. And NEVER disregard other people's suffering like Siwon did in this story. Be like Donghae, help them. Be their friend. Listen to them. Respect their emotions and thoughts without pitying them. Show them care & concern as equal beings; not as 'subjects' for you to fix. They already feel like , feel like they are beneath and smaller than everyone else, they don't need one more person doing that. They only need someone to listen to them and understand them.
I would know. I have been through this before and thankfully, I have people who stuck by me and supported me, so that really helped a lot.
Every one of us can make a difference with the decisions and choices we make. Let's all make it count towards the good stuff, okay ?

Chapter 1: If I had a friend like Hyukjae I wouldn't give up on him, but I also think that he really didn't even try to make things different. Of course he always thought of other's happiness and comfort, but he needed to think about himself too. He needed to stop repeating to himself that he was worthless and no one cared about him while he himself knew how much some of them really tried to get him out of disappointment...
Then again I know sometimes people reach a stage where life is too much for them... So maybe he will really be happier this way... I just wish he held on a little longer. maybe with Donghae things would become different...

Chapter 1: I know, it hurts a lot. I am crying so much now. Hyukjae.....you're really precious.

Chapter 1: I really know how Hyuk's feel, when you are in the worst condition and you should get up but no one comes to help and no body knows how to listen to us.

Chapter 1: Wow! I guess people really don't listen enough... If your friend is in a similar situation, I hope that he or she will be better soon... Great story btw...

Chapter 1: yes all this are true and im totally agree with you crying while reading :(( ah such is life :(thankyu for sharing here.....

Chapter 1: I think I cried. ㅠㅠ