What if Himchan doesn't like standing on stage anymore? He feels left behind by s. He wants attention from them, and especially from a certain person. But not even once that person looks at his way. Himchan is tired and decides to give up. He leaves the group in secret without telling anyone. So what happens to B.A.P now? Is this the end of their group? Or is it just the beginning of their real story? 

Kim Himchan is always nagging in Yongguk's mind. He nags about everything. He nags when they practice too much. He nags when he forgets to eat his food or eat too little. He nags even more when Yongguk doesn't sleep. To Yongguk, Kim Himchan is extremlly noisy. But one day, when all the naggings are gone, Bang Yongguk realizes he miss it so much. Everywhere he goes, whatever he does, he can hear Himchan's voice. Even in his dream, he can see him but when he wakes up. He has to accept to the reality that Kim Himchan is gone. He is no longer there. But still why Himchan drives him crazy even more when he is not by his side? Will he be able to sort out his feelings and get Himchan back by his side again?

Bang Yongguk is a workaholic in Himchan's mind. He only works and works. The first thing he does when he wakes up is working and the last thing he does before he sleeps is working. No matter what Himchan says, Yongguk always ignores him. He tries to care for the man, show his attention to him. But slowly his feelings start to slip away leaving him an empty feeling inside. He no longer feels excited to stand on the stage. Himchan feels tired when he have to keep pretending he is okay in front of s. He tries to lie to himself that everything is okay. But it's not anymore. He decides to leave. To forget. But is this the right decision? Will he ever be able to regain his once lost feeling? Will he be able to come back to that person's side again?

My first fanfiction about my favorite couple Banghim XD. Everything is just my imagination. And I can promise you one thing my story will have a happy ending since I hate sad ending. So please support :) Reviews are welcome.