Serenity

Description

There is a kind of serenity in love which is almost a paradise.
Jessica reminisces her long gone ex girlfriend Yoona 
The feeling of peace that she used to give her and how she can't forget her.
And her little details...
It was peace...
Serenity

Foreword

It was all about how you made me feel and even before you or even I noticed I was already broken by the closing of the door as you stepped outside and turned your back on me, on us I knew that I probably wouldn't see you again, I knew that I would only feel more and more empty from now on.
I sat near that window on that ledge looking at the rain softly hit against the window pane and inside I hoped that the sound of the rain masked my tears falling. Holding onto our picture..."We will always have Paris" it read, we took it near the Louvre, I suddenly remembered how much you liked Paris, the restaurants we passed by, the streets, I remember what we had for dinner in Paris. This was breaking me because every little thing that I looked at was just one more thing that could easily make me remember you and I somehow hoped that I didn't. Because I was tired of feeling broken, I wanted to feel whole. And now, months after you left through that door...
I'm empty...I'm an empty shell that runs on memories past, I have no will, I feel like I'm living but at the same time I'm not. A state of near unconsciousness, my days are now a monotunous routine that to no avail seems to get better. I've tried seeing other people but nothing works when I end up trying to make them like the same things you, we used to like, because baby all the things you loved have somehow rubbed off on me and I now try to make every girl like you and it's killing me softly, this feeling that I'll never be able to find anyone like you ever again. And I hope I can see you again, I hope I can touch your lips with mine one last time and tell you I love you, that I was wrong that you were wrong, that it doesn't matter and I just want you to come back home. Sweetie you are my poison and my antidote and there's nothing that will ever make me feel more alive than you, because it was all about how you made me feel I said...
The calm, the peace, with you, there was only...
Serenity

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Va_asianloverz
#1
please update soon
Va_asianloverz
#2
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Va_asianloverz
#3
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Va_asianloverz
#4
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kwangbaeyoon
#5
YoonSic ❤️O(≧∇≦)O❤️(☆^O^☆)❤️❤️o(╥﹏╥)o❤️O(≧∇≦)O❤️(☆^O^☆)❤️
please ... please ... please update soon ❤️o(╥﹏╥)o❤️O(≧∇≦)O❤️(☆^O^☆)❤️❤️o(╥﹏╥)o❤️O(≧∇≦)O❤️(☆^O^☆)❤️
lonelynovember
#6
A new Yoonsic story finally
r_sky418 #7
Update soon please
soshiyoongie
#8
Yoonsic ^_^
allayjadhule #9
Yesss yoonsic ^^