Here I am still in the park, rain still falling through my body and everthing around. I've stopped crying becuase no tears won't come out, I was crying for about an hour or so, I don't know. I went here around 3 pm, and now its 6 pm. Time sure do fly when you are doing something. Me? I just cry, haha. I might go crazy here. My eyes are getting blurry already, my sense of hearing is getting weak, now and my throat is getting dry already. Ne...Hanuel.....what should I do? I'm getting confused and lost in this world......Hey Hanuel, can I join you in your world? I feel my body is slowly becoming number and number, I'm slowly fading away....will you accept me there? My eyes are starting to fall, and my body is beginning to crumble.
I was about to join Hanuel in the next world but someone called me out....no, its not just someone, its a person who I knew very well, its....."HARA!!!".......Ga-eul...my husband.....
Ga-eul's POV (The Real One)
Here I am, walking in the streets, just came out from the hotel, after checking the workers if they are working well, and they just seems fine. I didn't use my car today, since I'm not in the mood of driving it. If I will drive, I might kill myself out of frustration. Bom didn't come back in the house even once, just like he said. I'm worried for him, if he's eating, and how's his health. I'm also worried for Hanuel, since she's my cousin. My favorite cousin, which I treat her as my own sister. I loved her, not in the typical way of loving more than a friend, but I loved her as my sister, after taking her away from those 'monsters'. I was walking on my way home, when the rain fell, good thing I had my umbrella with me. I used the shorcut(park) on my way home, when I saw a girl who is very familiar to me. I went closer to her, and my eyes widened as I slowly remember who she is. I was happy that she was there in my sight.
Then I saw her body that was about to fall off from the bench. I ran to her shouting her name, "HARA!!!" I swiftly caught her, and saw her that she has a high fever. I quickly ran to my house, leaving the umbrella behind. As I arrived at my house, I quickly went upstairs and lay her in my bed. I changed her clothes, not minding her body at al, because her health is my top priority. I hnged her clothes from top to bottom and went downstairs to take a half-filled water in a basin, and a towel. I went upstairs, went to my room, and put the wet towel on her head. She was burning in high fever...and then she muttered something. "Han...uel......Hu..in..wher..re..are...you....?" She kept saying those words, and tears started to fall from eyes. I was in pain all the time, for all these years, I'm carrying my sin, together with my brother. It hurts, my heart hurts, my head hurts, everything hurts.
I went down and went to the living room and I put my hands in my face, and cried painly. What did I do wrong? Am I bad cousin? Am I a bad husband? Will everyone leave me, just like Hara, my brother, Hanuel, and my parents did to me? WIll my suffering never end? I went to the kitchen, and took a knife.............It hurts......I can't take it anymore.....might as well die. Who will care about me? Everyone left me........I held the knife up and....
Goodbye my beloved brother, Hanuel, and dear friends.......
Goodbye to you also, Hara, my sweet angel.
And here I am, just finished the 39th chapy....
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