For Nam Woohyun
Description
Let my mind just sneak back to a better time, when I was fifteen and when he was mine. Through this unsent letters.
Han Eunbyul.
Foreword
Dear Nam Woohyun,
(Whose presence is intermittent as the stars in the night sky.)
Hi Woohyun oppa.
It has been years we didn't meet, how are you doing? I heard that you're currently busy attending university on music major. I also heard that your group has just released the fifth album. Which means good. You're getting closer to your dreams. All of them were just a fantasy from an 18 years old boy for you, but now slowly begin to happen right? I'm also the same here, trying to accomplish my dreams. I just finished my studies in London. I felt so satisfied when my name was called at the graduation ceremony last week. Moreover, I successfully completed my studies well and made my parents proud of me. Slowly, everything once considered impossible for me began to manifest itself to the surface.
By the way, my father gave me a ration of holiday traveling around Europe as a graduation gift. Europe tour, oppa. We always dreamed of it before. You always said that someday you will be a famous singer and together with your group, you will be holding concerts around the world. You always say that you will join me along with you. Together, we will reach all our dreams. One by one. Slowly. But it seems that the reality said another, right Woohyun oppa? The fact I'm now in front of the most magnificent buildings in the heyday of Rome, The Colosseum, munching my second maritozzi, while you.... I don't even know where you are. Are you in Seoul, along with your family? Or touring with your INFINITE members? The fact ran away from what we had predicted, right, oppa? Once we were still too innocent to understand the world. We both thought that as long as we clasped together, there's nothing we can't face. We both think what we had was strong enough, strong enough to go against the flow in front of us. But we were both wrong, right, oppa?
When I'm alone at night, sometimes I often think. Questioning the stars that light begin to fade on the sky, why everything must be destroyed when we get closer to our dreams? Why were all devastated at the moment I think we will always have each other forever? As if stars flicker gives me an answer, I realized, that time we were tested. The world wants to see how far us can grow a strong root for our lives. The world wants to know, whether our roots will be simply separated because of storms or rain. It may take years, but eventually the world still get the answers it wanted. We lose, oppa. Our roots was not stuck in the ground deep enough. Wind, storm, heavy rain, pulling off everything. In the end, all that we keep for years lost in vain. Leaving an enough deep hole, enough to make me grieve for months. While you disappear somewhere. Stories we have, oppa, it may take many years to describe it. But today, in front of this magnificent building, The Colosseum, I have promised myself to just throw myself into the past. I want to recall everything, oppa, wash myself in every laughter and tears we've created. I want to remember, oppa, roll back all the memory that we've shared. I want to remember, oppa, anything we once got and that can only be buried in an old box now, where we keep our dreams.
From a little star ..
Han Eun Byul.
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READY FOR FLUFFY YET ANGST STORY? HHAHAHAHA
I'll try to show you Woohyun's real character here (from my perspective). He always become a cold guy or pathetic? in all of my stories. And Han Eunbyul is still....... IU hehe. I just changed her name here, why I use IU again? because I know most of my readers are Woohyun x jieun shipper lol but it doesn't mean IU will end up with Woohyun. Depends on the story flow ^^
Wait for update soon.
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