To : Yoseob.

 

I know this is suddenly. i know i've been weird these day but what can i do? i'm only can hiding myself under your shadow. Even if it hurt to death i don't care. i only care about you. Everyday i woke up i saw myself in the mirror and what i see is a coward man that hurt you and he don't deserve to protect you. Yoseob ah~ Yang YoSeob will it really make you happy if i let you go? About 2 years we together as a lover under the same roof, same bed. I still remembered how feel your breath under my skin. Your sweet lips inside my mouth. Your fare skin that always make me happy when i touched you. i can throw myself away if you need quiet time for yourself. But can you be happy without me? " I hate you. please forget me" did you really think that i said those things without even meaning it? When your eyes filled with tears and you screamed go away. I'm tainting our memories that were beautiful. i haven't imagined your life without me yet but please be happy my love. So that at least my lie can shine. Seob ahh.. i know you will hate me later but please hate me now so that you will be happy later. Now, Right now and these moment i'm letting go of your tightly held hands because i think it's best for you if i end it right here. It's alright if you hate me because all i want is you to be happy forever. Those words that i said to you is it the reason that you keep crying under your pillow? infront of me you will smile but then behind my back you are crying. why? As you hold onto my face you even told me to take back the word i spit out. It hurt me so much but it must hurt you more. I'm still swallowing up my feeling and letting you go. The last word i said to you " Seob ah~ you must live better without me, promise me." but the moment i said that you turned around. Jebal... don't hang onto me anymore. With your beautiful smile, don't hesitate anymore and leave me. The fact that we love each other is beautiful i will buried it in my memories. The last memories that i will never forget is when you turned around me , ran to me and told me not to say those stupid lies as you smiled infront of me. but i have to killed myself inside and put on a smiling mask. " Sorry seob ah.."

My last lie to you I DON'T LOVE YOU. I'll be your BEAUTIFUL LIAR. NO, A COWARDLY LIAR.

Two weeks later ........

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

At Doojoon's funeral " Yahh...ahh Yoon Doo Joon you..... really  such a cowardly liar " *cries* .. 

 

 

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I wanna listen to LR - Beautiful Liar now. bye. Thanks for reading. Leave your comment about this story. I'll take it as my support to write more better story about Dooseob.

 

- Love DooSeob