"You were the one who woke me up..." Kyuhyun said as he looked at Ryeowook with a sudden gentle eyes. "I'll remember to thank
you everytime."

Ryeowook bowed slightly as he saw a little smile from Kyuhyun's lips. He secretly crossed his eyebrows though. Was it really
him who woke the patient up? Then again, he sees something different from the man in front of him... in an instant, Ryeowook
felt an undescribable affection towards this man who doesn't have any memory at all.

Day and night, Kyuhyun would try thinking about his past; but he always fail. All he sees is black hole whenever he thinks of
anything about the past. He hates it. "Exactly what happened to me? Why can't I remember anything?" he asked the doctor.

"You are suffering from amnesia. A memory loss."

"Why?" Kyuhyun asked feeling very impatient and wanting to punch the nearest thing he can reach.

"Certain nerves from your brain were damaged because of the accident that happened to you. For the time being, as the nerves
are still in the process of healing, it is possible for you not to remember anything at all. Do not force it yet, Kyuhyun sshi,
the more you try to press your brain, the more it will be difficult. Some memories will come back sooner or later, some may
just disappear, eventually when the nerves are all healed, your brain will function better and hopefully most of your
memories will be recovered."

Kyuhyun crossed his eyebrows... "What happened to me in the accident?"

"Kyuhyun sshi... the information that was given to us are limited, it would be better if you can ask the people who visits
here. I'm quite sure they will be of help."

Kyuhyun sank his head on the pillow and felt irritated by just the thought that he met an accident.

A gentle knock was heard by him during the most boring hour of that day. Sungmin slid his head slightly to see if Kyuhyun
is awake, he saw the patient looking at him, so he didn't stop himself from coming in.

"I brought you some kiwi..." he said, raising the bag to show the young man what he brought. Kyuhyun just looked at him showing
no reaction and just crossing his arms. "In case you don't remember, it's your favourite fruit." Sungmin said as he sat on a
chair beside the hospital bed. He opened the plastic back he was carrying and took off the wrap of the fruit.

"Do you know why I got into an accident?" Kyuhyun asked him.

Sungmin stopped at the question. He looked at Kyuhyun and saw that the man is really interested with what happened. He looked
down and thought for a while whether to tell or not. Kyuhyun is not yet well, and he's back to his rude self which makes Sungmin
feel anxious and insecure... he might not like it if he hears a such incident.

"You know, don't you? What happened? You have to tell me. I want to know what happened to me." Kyuhyun said coldly.

Sungmin sighed heavily and looked at him. "You were driving that night when you suddenly wanted to slow down."

"You were with me?"

The older man nodded shortly... "Why?"

"Because--" he looked at Kyuhyun's eyes once again and he didn't understand why he felt scared, he felt like he would lose
this man in front of him in a split seconds once he tell him the reason. He swallowed an invisible saliva. He tried calming
down, he has to... no matter how scared he is... it is the least he can do to help Kyuhyun.

Kyuhyun chuckled and smirked slowly, clenching his fist because the man in front of him doesn't want to answer. He looked at
Sungmin once more and gestured him to continue.

"your car lost its break and suddenly, you-" Sungmin choked as he saw the flashes of images of that night. He swallowed in fear
again. "you held me and..." he met Kyuhyun's eyes. They were dark, and by the looks of it, it seems like Kyuhyun doesn't want
to believe what he was told.

"So you're saying that... I risked my life for you?" He said with a lot sarcasm which stabbed Sungmin's heart by the second.
Kyuhyun chuckled with disbelief and looked at the older man from head to toe, mocking him with every blink he makes.

"Why would I risk my life for someone like you? Yah, What are you? It doesn't seem to me like we're close."

Sungmin closed his eyes, its too painful to hear every word Kyuhyun is spitting out especially with the fact that he is this
man's lover. Where is the gentle Kyuhyun that he knows? It seems like his good side has been eaten up by his arrogant past,
he wants the Kyuhyun who loves him deeply, not this person who always mocks him with the way he looks.

"I don't think I am capable of doing such thing to a certain man I definitely don't wish to be closed with-"

"I am your lover." Sungmin said, choking, cutting the painful words that is stabbing him per letter.

Kyuhyun crossed his eyebrows as he looked at the short man in front of him, Sungmin looked away, letting out a tear fell freely
from his eyes. "You are... what did you say? You are my what?" he said wanting to laugh but wanting to throw temper as well.
He finds it unbelievable for him to risk his life for just someone.

"I am your lover. Lee Sungmin..." Sungmin said letting his tears roll down from his cheeks. His pointed nose became red in an
instant, he sniffed a few times before holding Kyuhyun's hand.

"I am Sungmin... Kyuhyun-ah... Your Sungmin. That's who I am... please try to remember."

Those words didn't register to Kyuhyun at all, he bitterly looked at Sungmin and pushed his hands away.

"Get your hands off of me." he said coldly. "So you're the one who made me like this. It is all your fault that I cannot
remember... and yet you have the guts to tell me you are my lover? Joke me another joke." he looked away and chuckled mockingly.
"You're only telling me that you are my lover so that I won't blame you for what happened."

Sungmin shook his head and sniffed hardly catching his breath from crying. "Kyuhyun-ah... please..."

"I cannot understand why I would risk my life for you... MY Sungmin?" Kyuhyun smirked. "I wouldn't want
you for myself. You just don't fit." he looked at Sungmin from head to toe and laughed mockingly. "I cannot see myself spending
time paying attention to you... seriously, are you an admirer? a stalker?"

"Kyuhyun-ah..."

Kyuhyun looked to the side and took the plastic of kiwis that Sungmin brought and throw it on the floor. "I don't need this...
take that away... throw those away with yourself. I don't want rubbish in my room."

Sungmin looked at him with much sadness in his eyes. His tears continuesly flow as he can no longer see himself in Kyuhyun's
eyes. He tried touching his hand one more time. Kyuhyun looked at him sharply, wanting to kill him if he has enough strength
"Don't even dare touch me again." the young man said taking his hand away from the crying man.

"You always told me my hands are the only pair of hands that will fit yours. Kyuhyun-ah... please wake up and remember me."

"I wouldn't want to waste my time remembering someone like you... and if you really are my lover, I wouldn't want to waste
my time remembering the reason who cause me to forget everything."

Sungmin picked up the bag of kiwi and went out of the room, running. The back of his hand is covering his mouth as he went to
the emergency stairs of the hospital and wept.

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Inside his room, Kyuhyun looked at his hand. 'You always told me my hands are the only pair of hands that will fit yours...' he
recalled what Sungmin said just now. He closed his hand into a fist tightly.

"How could he say those hands fit mine. I would have been crazy back then if I did say those."