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Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

"Ryeowook-ah..." from the time Jongwoon confessed his feelings to his dongsaeng, he never called him with his cute nickname
anymore. Its not like Ryeowook doesn't like it in fact, he likes it alot. Only Jongwoon hyung can say his name like that
beautifully. As if he is being seranded just by mentioning his name.

They found themselves outside a coffee shop. Jongwoon was blushing as he looked down, biting his lips. "Hyung...stop acting
cutely, what's wrong?" Ryeowook said wanting to smile at Jongwoon's cuteness.

He's completely healed. Apparently, Cho Kyuhyun is not really that hard to forget especially with his favourite hyung around.
It feels like he's moved on right after he heard Jongwoon's confession that day. He likes the thought that he feels very secure
with Jongwoon only looking at him. Other than that, Jongwoon hyung is not really the type people would go for thus he feels like
he doesn't have a competitor at all.

Jongwoon placed a box on top of the table. Obviously, his dongsaeng wondered what is inside. Ryeowook looked at him wondering
what the box has inside. "Open it." he said.

Ryeowook did the honour of opening the box and revealed a small aquarium with a baby turtle inside. The young man wondered
what's that for.

"Remember Ddangkoma?" Jongwoon asked. Of course, he remember, it was that now gigantic turtle that Jongwoon took as a pet.
Exactly how addicted is his hyung to turtles? He remembered Jongwoon crying when he needed to donate the poor turtle because
it's already growing so big its taking alot  of space in his place.

"Actually... I bought Dangkkoma when it was this small. I bought him after I realised that I like you." Jongwoon looked down
feeling embarassed."Apparently, it grew that big when I was trying to supress my heart... I realised...its not really that easy
supressing my feeling for you. Instead...it grew even bigger."

Ryeowook seriously find his hyung weird, how could he compare his admiration to a turtle? On second thought... Ddangkoma grew
really big... he saw it welcoming him when he visited his hyung once. Does that mean Jongwoon hyung's love for him grew that
big?

"This turtle... I hope you can accept it." Jongwoon said. "I'm not the romantic type, Ryeowook-ah...but I hope this turtle can
grow like Ddangkoma... I hope you're heart can accept me amd love me as big as this turtle can be."

He definitely is NOT the romantic type. But Jongwoon hyung, even if this turtle don't grow big... I already like you as big as
Ddangkoma.

Ryeowook smiled and hold Jongwoon's hand. "Thank you, Jongwoon hyung. I'll take care of it and make sure it'll be as big as
Ddangkoma." Jongwoon bit his lips and smiled. Really, Jongwoon hyung is stupidly cute and adorable... and I'm glad I'm the only
one who can see it. I'm the only one who can like it... I'm the only one who can own it.

He can wait. Jongwoon. He's willing to wait. Because he can see Ryeowook smiling. Because he can see Ryeowook not hurting.
Because Ryeowook can now see him even from behind (literally, that is.) Maybe soon...he can enter his dongsaeng's heart. Maybe
by the end of this fan fiction, he can make Kim Ryeowook say yes to him...maybe even before the end comes.

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Jongwoon was busy doing the inventory of medicines in the store room one day. Being a not so tall guy, he needed to use a ladder
to check on some stuffs that he cannot reach. He was all alone in the room and he was so focused in his task when Ryeowook came
from nowhere.

"Hyung, let's-" Ryeowook widened his eyes when Jongwoon got a shock of his life and fell down from the ladder. "Hyung!"

Jongwoon fell flat on the floor. His big head has a big and obvious blue and purple bump at the side slightly above his right
eyebrow. He held his head and tilted it back when he felt the pain. Ryeowook, in panic, run towards him.

"Hyung, are you ok?"

-----------POV FROM LAST WEEK-----------
"Our Sungmin hyung and Kyuhyun are already back together. So we have to make sure Ryeowook sshi won't be at the picture
anymore." Hyukjae told Jongwoon. Apparently, his and Donghae's love cupid job included Jongwoon and Ryeowook so as the two can
go on their own leaving their friends' love story's picture.

"What am I going to do?" Jongwoon asked, interestedly. Hyukjae looked at his lover before showing that smirky smile. It's not
in Jongwoon's character to easily trust another person...but Hyukjae and Donghae's plan was so superb he decided to follow it.

----------PRESENT POV-----------------
Jongwoon clearly knows he is ok. But when Ryeowook run towards him, he slowly closed his eyes and pretended to lose
consciousness. This situation is just too perfect for him.

"Hyung! Jongwoon hyung..."

Step 1: put yourself in a fake danger.
He can hear Hyukjae saying on his head while his eyes are closed.

"Hyung!" Ryeowook was panicking as Jongwoon refused to move. Totally knocked out.

Jongwoon cannot see how worried Ryeowook's face is and even if he wanted to see, he'd rather go with the plan.

Step 2: Since Ryeowook sshi, is a caring person... why don't you find out how concern he is to you.

Ryeowook is a simple-minded guy, everybody knows it and so... the simple-minded guy thought Jongwoon is in great danger...
afterall, there are some simple accidents which can take a life just like that. Jongwoon fell down from a ladder and bumped his
head, it can cause internal injury, it can cause amnesia, it can cause...

"Hyung! DON'T DIE ON ME!!"

Where in holy mother of turtles did he get that thought from?! Jongwoon now is wondering what on earth did Ryeowook do to
become a nurse that he is now. This dongsaeng.

"Hyung...don't die on me! I haven't said I like you yet!" Ryeowook said crying hysterically.

Step 3: weigh the situation and confess again.
"No."
he remembered Donghae opposing his own lover. Hyukjae and Jongwoon looked
at him. "Do not confess anymore. If you think he shows a lot of concern to you...wait for him to confess on his own. Then he
cannot escape you anymore."
Hyukjae looked at Donghae, admiring him. "I haven't thought of that...where did you get that idea?"
the blonde asked smiling. Donghae looked back and smiled. "That's how I was able to make you confess to me." and so back to
reality...

Jongwoon continuously closed his eyes despite Ryeowook shaking him hard. He has to stay like that for until his dongsaeng tells
him what's inside his heart. Suddenly...a miracle...

"Hyung!! You cannot die on me! If you open your eyes, I promise I'll start dating you. I'll say yes to you...just open your
eyes, Jongwoon Hyung!!"

Yes! Finally! Alright acting ends...now.
"Ok." Jongwoon said opening his eyes and sitting up in front of Ryeowook. The young man blinked once and twice and a tear fell.
His hyung is not dead... "Hyung!!" he said wrapping his arms around his hyung.

Jongwoon didn't thought falling from a ladder can make Ryeowook that concern...and confessed. Indeed, he did the right decision
to listen to that couple. He should remember to thank the them next time.

He patted Ryeowook at the back as his dongsaeng is still crying. "Ryeowook-ah... I'm fine."

"Hyung... I thought you already die!! I'm very scared!" Ryeowook said still holding on to his hyung.

"Yah... It's just a 5 step ladder...what makes you think I will die with that?" Jongwoon said chuckling. Ryeowook let go of him
and looked at him sharply. It seems like his hyung is just playing with him. "So you don't need me to worry about you? Fine. I
should go." He stood up and ready to leave.

"Wait...where are you going?" Jongwoon said holding onto Ryeowook's hand. The younger looked at his hyung who was still sitting
down. Jongwoon chuckled at bit and pull Ryeowook gently to sit in front of him.

"What did you say a while ago?" Jongwoon asked. Ryeowook blushed and looked at different directions avoiding his hyung's eyes.

"I didn't say anyth-"

"Hyung, I promise I will date you... I'll say yes to you...just open your eyes, Jongwoon hyung!" Jongwoon said imitating what
Ryeowook exactly said, his fist both at the lower side of his chin acting girly. He smiled and held his dongsaeng's hand.
"Ryeowook-ah...the whole fan fiction world read what you said...you cannot deny it anymore."

Ryeowook continuously looked down and blush... "D-did I really said that?"

"Tsch. Yah! Do you think I will open my eyes if you didn't?! Come here."

Jongwoon extended one of his arm and wrap it around his dongsaeng as he smile. "I have witnesses... you cannot deny it anymore.
Say yes to me now, Ryeowook-ah..."

Ryeowook pushed his hyung gently and looked at him. "I really cannot escape, isn't it?" Jongwoon nodded his head making the
young man smile... he wrapped his arms around his favourite hyung. "Hyung, don't ever do that trick again...if you do, I'll
kill the turtle that you give me."

"You haven't said-"

"Yes..." Ryeowook said as he looked at Jongwoon. "Yes. I'll date you and will stay with you and will only look at you. Hyung."

Jongwoon stretched his lips into a wide smile. Indeed getting that big lump on his head is worth it. He doesn't need to appear
from behind Ryeowook...because the young man can already see him and will look at him. His Ryeowook.

Jongwoon is very happy. Happy that he was able to fulfill his owm promise... to date Ryeowook by the end of this fan fiction.

"Hyung..." Ryeowook called.

"Oh?" he wondered. He must be spacing out.

"I've already said yes...aren't you going to kiss me?" Jongwoon widened his eyes and froze right there making Ryeowook smile
and gather his courage to pull his hyung towards him and kiss him. The young man laughed at his hyung's cartoonic reaction
smiling dreamily and looking like he'll be fainting soon.

"This is our second kiss, hyung, do you remember the first time we kiss?" Ryeowook said laughing knowing that it was all his
initiative that time and it was all a joke but Jongwoon took it seriously making him confess in probably a not so good timing,
then again Ryeowook was happy he did it, at least he felt happy knowing that it's not true that nobody loves him. However,
Jongwoon remembered the kiss he accidentally stole from the younger when he got drunk after his previous break up.

"Actually... this is our third kiss." he whispered quite loudly making his dongsaeng widen his eyes.

"Eh?" Jongwoon looked at him with a smile... he doesn't want to explain anymore...otherwise their chapter will be longer and
longer...so he just held Ryeowook's chin and looked at him with his no-eye smile.

"and this is our fourth kiss..." and then he kissed his dongsaeng lightly with Ryeowook acknowledging it. "and our fifth kiss..."
Jongwoon pressed another kiss making Ryeowook smile again...almost laughing. "and our sixth kiss..." and again he pressed another
kiss. "and our seventh..."

and so on...

 

 

 

Author's note: let's not forget the other pairings :)
I have to thank Jongwoon's presence
in this fic because if not... do you imagine how heavy
the storyline would be? argh... I don't want to be
frustrated anymore... I also like the thought that he knows he
is in a fan fiction, he is after all a ninja, I expect him to know
everything. hihihihi^^

This is the last chapter actually, so the last chapter
that I will be updating is just a bonus one kekekekeke~
author's mind is blocked with a short story, I'll be posting
a eunhae one shot soon please look forward to it as well :)

This is really it, thanks for everybody who stayed with me
from the time I posted the forewords up to now, uh, my last messages
will be at the end of tomorrow's chapter. Have a goodnight everyonw!
Ok,seriously, Author is getting emotional here~ :')

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.