kiss the radio

Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

*Bold fonts are dialogues over the phone*

 

3 days. It is indeed an ultimatum. Kyuhyun thought as he recalled what Siwon said the first time he announced his
'ultimatum' to him. He remembered the tall man saying he's going to take Sungmin away, and that he is tired of being
just a dongsaeng and so on... That's not going to happen.

Kyuhyun closed his eyes, exactly how is he going to take Sungmin back? He thought. He lied down on his bed and
accidentally lied down on the remote control of his surround player. It was in FM and he heard his friends-
Leeteuk and Hyukjae doing their DJing job at 89.1 Kiss the Radio. He checked the time. It was almost 12... no wonder.

He closed his eyes once again and suddenly... an idea made him stand up. "Kiss the radio."

The next day, Sungmin received a call from Siwon... "Sungmin-ah... I've send you your plane ticket. Let's just meet
in Incheon, ok? Sorry I cannot fetch you from your house, I still have a last minute handing over on that day."
he heard the tall man hang the phone and that was the only time Sungmin spoke...with his lifeless voice.

"Siwon-ah... Kyuhyunnie... he remembers. But you will stop me from going to him, right?" he closed his eyes and feels
really sorry for his dongsaeng. "I'm still going with you... but- I'm sorry that it will be even more harder for me
to love you back." a tear fell from his eyes as he feels really guilty for what is currently happening now.

Siwon, on the other hand, has all his things ready. He looked at his back and saw Heechul crossing his legs on his
chair. "You're ok, Siwon-ah..." he's not really the touchy type of Hyung but he knows that Siwon will do well.
"You're really doing this?"

"We all know that he wouldn't want to go now that Kyuhyun is back." Siwon said lazily. Heechul knows how upset
Siwon is right now and he's the only hyung he could rely on for some encouragement so...

"What if Sungmin goes with  you?"

Siwon smiled shortly... "I'll dump him in the face and still leave Korea." he then look back with water slightly
filling his eyes still smiling. "At least I still have some of my pride to go with me when I do that." Heechul
chuckled with what Siwon said, he nodded and stood up to approach the younger one.

"You did great, Siwon-ah... you'll find someone better, trust me." he even shook Siwon with his arm around his dongsaeng's
shoulder. Siwon nodded at him and sighed.

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Sungmin looked at his plane ticket. Departure from Incheon: 10.01.2011 Time: 22.35, Arrival in Mexico: 11.01.2011
Time: 12.36. He has to be on time. He needs to start packing his things. He was busy packing his clothes
when Donghae came inside his ancestral house, running... "Hyung! Sungmin hyung!"

Sungmin's mouth pouted a bit as he wondered what could be the reason for his dongsaeng's rush.

----POV 1 HOUR AGO--------------

"Hello everybody, how is your night so far? It's been snowing outside, please remember to put on proper clothes and
be healthy to avoid colds. Hyukjae sshi... how is your winter so far?" Leeteuk asked on the microphone while looking
at his buddy, Hyukjae.

"Ah...yes, my winter feels very warm ehehe... thank you for asking, Leeteuk sshi." Hyukjae gave an I-will-kill-you
glare at Leeteuk as he clearly knows he cannot mention Donghae on air yet his hyung still ask those kind of question.

"It seems like our Hyukjae sshi is seeing someone making his winter warm... hai... I'm quite jealous of you, Hyukjae
sshi..." Hyukjae could just laugh stupidly at his hyung's teasing. "well beloved fans, it's quite nice to have
someone to embrace you when you are feeling cold, especially on winter season, right? Right now, it feels very cold,
and when it is very cold, it makes us all feel really sad. Why don't we play a sad song, Hyukjae sshi?"

"yes, yes... let's play this song." Hyukjae said lowly as they lower their microphone volume and turned up the volume
for music, "this song is called Mistake."

The totally turned off the volume of their microphone when Hyukjae glared at Leeteuk while the older showed a duck-
face showing his dimple. Suddenly a call from Hyukjae's phone disturbed them...

"Kyuhyun?" he said as he looked at Leeteuk.

"You want a live phone conversation? What for?" Leeteuk crossed his eyebrows when he heard Hyukjae saying those stuffs,
he immediately stole the handphone from his dongsaeng.

"Why do you need a live phone chat?" Leeteuk's eyes widened with what he heard over the phone.

"I need to get Sungmin back in 3 days, Teukie Hyung... I beg you... you have to help me."

Leeteuk and Hyukjae looked at each other. By the end of the song they played they turned off their headphones as the
advertisment plays. They shortly talked to the staff and they agreed shortly.
Hyukjae secretly called his lover. "Ask Sungmin Hyung to listen to Kiss the Radio at 11.00 sharp... Donghae-ah... it seems like
Kyuhyun has gotten back his memories... listen, whatever we will hear tonight, you must convince Sungmin hyung not to give in easily."

At that time, Donghae immediately ran to Sungmin's house.

-----PRESENT POV--------------

"What's going on?" Sungmin asked as Donghae crazily looks for the remote control of the stereo. He switch to 89.1 and sat down.

"Donghae-ah...what's going on?"

Donghae just sat down leaning forward as Sungmin looked at him. He was about to say something because his bestfriend is not
talking when...

"we have a surprise for our audiences tonight as this will be the first time in our Kiss the Radio history. We'll be having a
live phone chat with one of our fans...he said he is in need of desperate help and hope we can help him. Let's talk to him.
Hello?"

Sungmin was not really a fan of Kiss the Radio, even though his close friends are DJing there so what's this tuning in with
Donghae tonight?

"Hello..."

Sungmin gasped his breath when he heard the caller's voice. Of course, he knows it the most. That low voice is the only voice
that he never gets tired from listening to. He looked at Donghae who just met his eyes without any expression at all.

What is Kyuhyun doing in Kiss the Radio? Why is he in need of desperate help? Why does it have to be in live broadcast? He
wondered.

"Ah yes...what is your name again?" Leeteuk asked as he has cued Kyuhyun to think of a monicker so as people wouldn't recognise
him.

"I'm Mr. forgottenwhoiwas."

Leeteuk looked sourly at Hyukjae saying... What the is that name and where in soju's name did he get it.

"Ah yes... Mr. forgotwhoiwas. Can you share us your story?"

"yes...it all started when-"

Sungmin sat back listening to what Kyuhyun is going to say.

"I was in love with a very special person...he's the only person I would want to spend my life with."

Leeteuk looked at Hyukjae sharply. That's not what we see when he bashed Sungmin everytime they will meet.

"And then we had an accident, I covered him from the possible harm that he will get. And then I forgot everything about him...
and then I blame him for what happened to me and then I hated him and said bad words, words of hatred. Words that I will never
ever dare say to him if I knew back then how he means to me."
Kyhun looked up closing his eyes as he feels hurt as he recall
what he's been doing recently to Sungmin.

"And now... I remember everything. And this person who holds my heart dearly is going to leave me in 3 days and so I have to
get him back. Is it even possible? I stepped on his heart, crushed it and throw it and I only have 3 days to put the pieces
back together."

Both guys in the studio looked at each other. They were surprised when they heard what Kyuhyun said...and now they realised why
Kyuhyun said he needs to get back Sungmin in 3 days. They never heard Siwon plans to take Sungmin for real... it wasn't part
of the supposed plan they made.

"I remembered him telling me I blamed him for all of this yet I never ask myself the reason why I saved him in that accident."

Sungmin was just listening to the radio as well as Donghae.

"Now that I've remembered everything. I already know the reason..."

Sungmin clasped his hands together... he, too, is anticipating for the words that he will hear.

"At that time, when I looked at him smiling in the car, I realised that... I will lose him. If I don't protect him...if he is
going to die in that accident, I will lose him... and at that moment I just knew I wouldn't be able to live the next second of
my life without him."

Sungmin sighed heavily. He knows Kyuhyun saved him because the magnae loves him...but with the reason he heard just now...he
never realised how he means a lot to Kyuhyun. The young man chose to forget to save him, so that both of them can continue living.

"If I will be the only one dying, I know that he will be fine because I can watch him from heavens and continue see him
smiling."

Sungmin felt lightheaded with the words Kyuhyun said in the radio. But...

"Fool...if you die...do you really think I can still smile?" Sungmin said slightly smiling yet still disappointed.

"I saved him because he is my reason for living...and without him, I see no reason for my existence anymore."

Leeteuk and Hyukjae silently listens to him with the eldest wiping his tears as he straighten up and cleared his throat.

"Uh...if he is listening...what would you like to say to him?"

"Minnie-ah... in my first life, I gladly took you to cross the dangerous line with me. Having you is the happiest, most
exciting and the most wonderful decision I'd ever had. For my second life, indeed, I forgot about you. I was in a deep sleep
and woke up without you beside me. I feel like dying when I realised what I've done to you. It was horrible, dark and probably
the only thing I wouldn't want to look back at. I've lost my first life and now in my second life I'm about to lose you... tell
how can I continue the second life I had if you're not in it? I can't make it happen...I just want you to know. No matter how
many lives I live... a life with your existence will be the one I will always choose. Minnie-ah... I'd like to stay beside you
and be with you for as long as I live."

Sungmin looked away as a tear fell down his face. He turned off the radio which surprised Donghae. He held the remote control
tight as he felt like he wants to go to Kyuhyun as soon as possible. His heart beats for Kyuhyun for every second, and it has
never changed... they have the same reason for living...they live for each other. He wants to see Kyuhyun now. Right now.

Everybody knows how easy Sungmin is to Kyuhyun. He would easily give in to whatever the magnae will tell him. Now that Kyuhyun
asks him to come back, everyone expects Sungmin to call the magnae and tell him he is on the way. Everyone would just wait for
a few while to see the older running towards the magnae...and that's what he is planning to do...

Sungmin stood up and took his phone about to make a call but Donghae took his arm and...

"Hyung..." Sungmin was a bit shocked when Donghae took his phone away. The younger looked down as he kept the mobile phone inside
his pocket, shy and knowing clearly that he is being rude to his hyung...

"What are you doing?" Sungmin asked. He needs to go to Kyuhyun... he wants to go to Kyuhyun.

"Hyung, as much as I want to see you happy but for once. Just for this time... do not be too easy." Sungmin was quite surprised
to hear Donghae saying he is easy. Since when did he become easy? He just want to see Kyuhyun right now...does that define him
being easy?

"Just once don't come to him. Just for now... at least let him cry half of the tears you cried for him." Donghae looked at
Sungmin with sympathy. Hyung, I'm sorry...but just this time, let Kyuhyun cry for you. After every tear that I've witness,
after all the bitter words that I heard from Kyuhyun and despite all that, you never love him less... Hyung, you're too easy.

Sungmin looked to the side bitterly. "Besides..." he looked at Donghae who unexpectedly has a lot to say tonight.

"Don't forget that you promised Siwon that you will go with him. Hyung, stop being selfish."

A bell rang on Sungmin's ear making him wake up to the reality. Oh yeah...how could he forget about what he said to Siwon...
How could he be so selfish to let his dongsaeng down just because of what Kyuhyun said. He closed his eyes hard as it is
becoming more and more complicated now. He looked down feeling sorry for himself. Sorry for being in the middle of this whole
thing. Sorry for being damn selfish.

Donghae looked at Sungmin who's face looked sad and mouth pouted, tears on the verge of falling again. Hyung, I lied...you were
never selfish. This whole ing world knows you were never selfish, in fact, you are the most self-giving person I've ever
met. But... I have to stop you from going to Kyuhyun...just this once, Hyung stop going to him.

Donghae put his arm around Sungmin. "It's going to be ok, Hyung. If he really wants you back, he'll work hard to get you."

Is it really going to be ok? Because my heart is reaping with every beat. I only want everyone to be happy...why is it such a
complicated thing to do?

 

 

 

 

*Author's note: so... hihihi! I had this KTR idea when I had my trip to Korea last december^^
I was literally standing on the bench watching Sungmin and Ryeowook dancing Sorry Sorry
on their chair^^ And then I thought... ah someone is going to have a live phone chat!

hmm...got a clue on what Siwon is planning? guess... ah! birthday is coming soon...must
finish this fanfiction before that kekekekekekekekeke~! I still have some more chapter here...
Sorry I really thought I'll be ending  this with 5 more chappies when I said it's going to end soon,
I didn't realise I made it this long... I'd still hope you'll continue following this until the end ^^
Have a great weekend!

 

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.