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Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

Why Hangang park? Of all places why Hangang park? Sungmin thought. What is in Siwon's mind? He said we still have a week, and
now is just the second day of the week... so what's with this 'urgent meeting?' He could have just told his hyung over the phone.

It was very cold that night and there were very few lights. Sungmin is walking while rubbing his hands to get warmer. His
phone rings suddenly...

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"Hyung, it's me... where are you?" Hyukjae said a bit rush in his voice and seemed not to know the reason why he is even calling
Sungmin, he looked to the side gesturing a 'be patient, damn it' kind of action.

"I'm going to Hangang park. I'm going to meet Siwon there. Is there something wrong?" Sungmin said, voice is a bit shaky due to
the coldness of the night.

Hyukjae looked at his side to see Kyuhyun who seemed to be waiting for an answer... "Oh? You're going to Hangang Park." he
looked at the magnae again like telling him what he heard.
"Siwonnie?" Kyuhyun's eyes widened again. "You'll be meeting him?" Hyukjae looked at the magnae once again. Without any words,
Kyuhyun ran outside. Hyukjae, suddenly, was out of words... Why the hell did Kyuhyun ask him to call Sungmin Hyung for? He
wondered.
Now that Kyuhyun ran away, he doesn't know what the hell to say to Sungmin because he, too, doesn't know why Kyuhyun has to ask
him to call when he has his own mobile phone to use. Crazy bastard! he thought.

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Kyuhyun continuously drive towards Hangangpark direction. 'I got to get there before Siwon... I must get there first.' he thought
as he focuses on the road. Siwon may take an hour from the office... if I can drive quickly, I'll get there before he does.

It was like teasing him when the DJ in his favourite station, 89.1, played Blind. Apparently, TRAX released it and included it
in their new album and right now, it is quite a hit in radio waves.

I gather the scattered raindrops and shed them instead of tears but you don't know.

Kyuhyun looked sharply at the car radio. Why does it have to be this song? Sungmin-ah... I already know that its my mistake.

I am cold but I am flowing towards you.
I despise myself for being square.
But just once, just once look for me-

Kyuhyun changed frequency as he felt like Sungmin is talking to him, making him remember how cruel he was during the past days
or probably months... he doesn't know. He is looking for Sungmin...and he wants to see Sungmin. Right now, he's not Blind anymore.
Just then, Big Bang's Tonight played and yet again he felt like it was talking to him when he heard the line...

I look for you, oh eh oh, below that moonlight that lights me up
I look for you, oh eh oh oh oh, I don't know where the end is but- tonight~

What the heck? he thought... still, its quite better than hearing Minnie's song bashing him. Kyuhyun was quite willing to finish
the song but...

The sad meaning of goodbye covered by shadows
My memories go towards you who I have forgotten in my heart-
 
He closed his eyes shortly and turned off the radio instead. Does this night have to be this playful? He's been looking for
Sungmin and he cannot find even the tip of his shadow. He punched Siwon in order for him to spit out where Sungmin is and his
fist is still damn painful. He has to look for Hyukjae just to reach Minnie's phone and now these kind of songs? great
punishment for a guy who wants to make things right!

He needs to find Sungmin...he needs to meet Sungmin before Siwon could tell him that Kyuhyun has regained his memory. He has
to be the newsbearer.

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On the other hand, Siwon was standing inside the office, looking at his glass window. He was thinking of what happened earlier
in the office. Sure he has to hurry up as Sungmin might freeze in coldness there in Hangang Park but he'd rather stay there in
the darkness of his room. He suddenly took his phone and called...

"Heechul hyung... Do you have time to spare now?"

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Sungmin was standing in front of Hangang river, waiting for Siwon to come. He blow some hot breath on his palm and place on
his cheeks as it is freezing cold. Winter is surely a troublesome season. He looked around still waiting. He walks around so as
not to let his knees freeze.

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"What? Kyuhyun regained his memory?!" Heechul exclaimed while looking at Siwon, his lazy back suddenly straighten as his eyes
widened as well. "Does Sungmin knows about this?"

Siwon smiled bitterly. "Let him discover it on his own. I told Sungmin hyung to meet me at Hangang park. If Kyuhyun is smart
enough, he'd ask one of our friends to know Sungmin Hyung's whereabouts." he looked to the side and drank his wine. He sighed
and looked at Heechul. Siwon seemed to be smiling but he knows that his heart is aching but at least... he needs someone who
can give him credits to what he did.

"Hyung... I did well, right? I played my part well, right?"

Heechul looked at Siwon with comforting smile and patted his dongsaeng. "Yes, you did well, Siwon-ah..."

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It's damn freezing night considering a -7° C temperature. Where the hell is Siwon? He is never late in meetings so what's with
this 30min delay? Sungmin looked around still rubbing his hands together. He breathe out cold airs as he look around hoping for
a bit sign of Siwon. He's quite disappointed with himself that he doesn't have Heechul Hyung's hate-late attitude, he's quite
opposite, in fact, he'd be willing to wait for his friend no matter how late he is...

"Yah Lee Sungmin!"

A voice from behind made Sungmin looked back. He thinks he saw a tall figure in the dark. Must be Siwon...he must remind his
friend to call him Hyung next time. As the figure comes nearer, Sungmin thought he's becoming dilussional as he thinks it is
Kyuhyun he is seeing. He must be getting crazier day by day as he sees Kyuhyun even in his own friend.

Finally, the figure came to the brighter side and as Sungmin tried to discover who it was...there he saw-

Before Sungmin could completely assure himself that it is Kyuhyun. He found the tall figure grabbing the whole of his body
towards the other's and owning his lips warmly and deeply.

Sungmin could only widen his eyes as Kyuhyun continuously explore his warmth through their mouths. He freely and openly
carress the older's lips with his own, wanting to tell his forgotten lover everything, expressing his apology, his passion,
his love. The tightness of his embrace made Sungmin felt the most familiar body he has ever touch, he has ever hugged. And the
feel of that kiss... only Kyuhyun can do it, only Kyuhyun can make him kiss back unknowingly. Only Kyuhyun could make him
forget himself whenever they are kissing... only Kyuhyun could own his lips with roughness and gentleness and bitterness and
sweetness all at the same time. The only person whom he wants to kiss him...

Kyuhyun finally ran out of breath and break free from the kiss he has initiated. He looked at Sungmin as he opened his eyes dreamily
and seemed to suddenly not grasp the thing that happened seconds ago- them kissing. Kyuhyun smiled while catching his breath.
He finally see Sungmin, the person he wants to see the most. What do I have to say?

"Hi..."

Sungmin blinked a few times as he looked at Kyuhyun. "Hi." he said back...wondering if he was able to say it properly or if it
is the right words to say.

"Long time no see..." Kyuhyun's eyes still boring on Sungmin's face. He touched the older man's face at the back of his fingers
as he whispered... "Sorry I'm late...Sungmin-ah..."

Sungmin's eyes widened when he heard what Kyuhyun has said. Only Kyuhyun could do it... only Kyuhyun can call his name in a
soulful tone. Only Kyuhyun can make his name sound so beautiful, so breath-taking. Only Kyuhyun can call his name with so much
love. Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun and saw himself staring back from those beautiful dark eyes. He smiled and suddenly pushed
himself towards the young man.
                                                       
He pushed his body towards Kyuhyun making the magnae step back to find balance. Kyuhyun smiled as he hugged the older man back.
He misses Sungmin. It felt like he has been sleeping and suddenly woke up only to find that things are ruined because of him. He
tighten his hold on the older to warm him even more.

Sungmin closed his eyes and felt warm knowing that it is Kyuhyun who is hugging him back. He pushed himself a bit more seeking
for more warmth. He is the happiest person right now, at this date and time...in this cold, winter night; he is the happiest,
knowing that Kyuhyun is back... the man who loves him, the man who looks at him like he's everything in this world. He finally
found me... Kyuhyun-ah...

Suddenly, he opened his eyes and remembered the reason why he is there... he is going to meet Siwon, and his friend might arrive
any time and might see him happily embracing Kyuhyun.

"Kyuhyun-ah..." Sungmin called anxiously. "Siwon..." he wondered how to say it. How can he say to his most beloved that he's
going with Siwon, his Kyuhyun's best friend?
"I promised that I'm going with him."

Kyuhyun closed his eyes feeling like he lost an extreme mission in Starcraft. He looked at the guilty Sungmin and realised how
sorry the older man is. Why is he even sorry? He is the forgotten one and getting the most heartache here. He could have just
give the magnae up if he wasn't really in love, but here Sungmin is, despite the fact that he said he is going with Siwon, he
is still holding on to Kyuhyun; tightly, warmly.

Kyuhyun nodded... "I'm going to take you back. Lee Sungmin. I'm going to take you back."

"Kyuhyun-ah..." Sungmin sighed and that was the time he finally let go of Kyuhyun, he turned his back to the younger one and
looked far and guilty... confused as well that Kyuhyun might have remembered everything at the wrong time. He could have wished
Kyuhyun remembered him earlier when he hasn't promised anything yet. "Maybe it's not-"

"Don't ask me to stop, Lee Sungmin... I'm so stubborn even I find it hard to let you go...not this time. Not that I've finally
see you and remember you. I've awaken myself up only to see me crashing your very own heart. How bad is that? I cannot dare
seeing you with anyone knowing what I have done. I'm going to heal your wounds."

Sungmin looked away before meeting the magnae's eyes. "You have 3 days to do that."

"Eh?" Kyuhyun crossed his eyebrows as he seemed not to understand. Since when did Sungmin give him a deadline? The older man
never asked him to confessed in a certain date. Sungmin never even asked him to get his memories back asap but what is this
3 day deadline?

Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun like saying goodbye. "Siwon and I will be leaving Korea. I already promised him. He's been preparing
everything for me and we'll be leaving 3 days from now."

Kyuhyun crossed his eyebrows and thought for a while... which made Sungmin think Kyuhyun is just going to give up. He's quite
disappointed that the magnae has to think hard about it. Although, he really cannot blame the man, 3 days is too short for him
and Siwon might not agree if Kyuhyun is going to stop him from leaving. It's hopeless. Kyuhyun might not even try to-

"I'm taking my chances."

Sungmin looked at him with much surprise. "I'm not going to let you go with Siwon... I'm not going to give up... the way you
never did to me. I'm taking my chances."

"Kyu-"

"Cut it. I'm going to make a bet... I'm going to stop you from going with him." Kyuhyun looked at him. "I lost my memories and
was able to get it back before you leave. I lost the key that you gave me and was able to find it before it was thrown away.
Siwon is going to take you and I might lose you if I don't take my chances right now." he shook his head with a bitter expression.
"That's not going to happen."

Sungmin looked away letting a tear fall. "Fate is still on my side." he heard Kyuhyun said. "Minnie-ah..." Kyuhyun held his
cold hands and pressed it a bit. "You have to believe me..."

As much as he wanted to believe this is true, Sungmin is doubting as well, Kyuhyun...this might be our last chance.


 

 

 

Author's note: so... quite a complicated chapter, yeah?
There were quite a number of people who says it feels like
a tv drama whenever they read my stories...actually hahaha,
that's the whole point of all this complication. Rather than making
it a book-like... I want it a moving picture like chehehehe... author got
so much complication in her brain. kekekekekekekekekeke~^^

Anyways, who's up for the 3 day challenge? This chapter's title
is supposed to be grab and kiss hahaha... but then i would be spilling
the beans which i don't want to happen. I like that part when Kyuhyun just
grab Sungmin and kissed him. I've seen myself hugging my pillow when
I thought of it chehehehe~^^
Thanks for the comments and subsciptions!! seriously...it's increasing
day by day... i like it! kekekeekekekekekeke~!^^ 

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.