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Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

Ryeowook woke up having a serious headache. He held his head and thought...seriously, how did he get home? He squeezed
his brainjuice and thought deeply. Jongwoon hyung came when he had his second bottle of soju. He was crying and
talking nonsense...

He widened his eyes... oh no! Jongwoon hyung is mad at me! He looked down. How is he even going to survive a day with
Jongwoon upset with him? It's even worst than breaking up with Cho Kyuhyun! Ryeowook dragged himself inside the bathroom
and shower. He immediately went to the hospital but only to find out that Jongwoon was on leave. Why is he on leave?
he thought... maybe he wants to ignore me. Ah, Paranoia!

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For the past days, Jongwoon was busy with his gigs in the club and has to time to finish his duty. He didn't mean to ignore the
younger one it's just that...he is busy. Whenever it is time for Ryeowook to finally see him, he has gone off to the club that
he is working at. And whenever Ryeowook will have the chance to drop by on the club, Jongwoon will be busy singing and seranading
guests inside.

Jongwoon was lying down on the floor of the nurse's locker room, one day, when Ryeowook came and started bugging him.

"Jongwoon hyung... are you still mad at me?" he asked with much concern. "Hyung... stop sleeping and talking to me. Promise
I'll not do that drama again."

Ryeowook was referring to their last talk about nobody would ever love him anymore making Jongwoon walk away. From that time,
Jongwoon 'didn't pay attention to him and ignore him even during off duty hours'. What the young man doesn't know is that
his hyung is really sleeping and is really tired from his gig last night. He was in deep sleep and wouldn't want to wake up still.
It is something the young man is not used to- being 'ignored' by Jongwoon and he doesn't really like it if his favourite hyung
would treat him like this. Losing Cho Kyuhyun is enough... Jongwoon hyung is something for me to keep, I don't want to lose him
as well.

"Hyung~" Ryeowook pouted, it's not working, his childish charms and it is rattling him. "Jongwoon hyung!" he hit Jongwoon's
arm hard but the older man didn't open his eyes at all however at that time, Jongwoon was about to wake up. "If you don't open
your eyes I'm going to do something you'll regret."

He is soul was already with him when Ryeowook hit his arms, he has finally wake up only to hear the threat from his dongsaeng.
Jongwoon was worried inside, what will Ryeowook do that will make him regret? He was only sleeping, what the heck did he do to
his dongsaeng that Ryeowook is going to make something he would regret? He couldn't dare open his eyes, scared that if he wakes
up, Ryeowook is going to 'do something he would regret.' However, the next thing he knows, Ryeowook's lips are
already next to him. He chuckled inside 'is this something I would regret? If I opened my eyes a second earlier...I MIGHT regret
it didn't happen.'

When Ryeowook break away, Jongwoon's hand automatically and unknowingly holds the young man's neck pulling him closer and
letting their lips meet again. The younger man was shock as he was just trying to tease his hyung when he kissed him. It was
all a joke, but he didn't expect Jongwoon to pull him again for another one... this time, it's deeper and... sweeter. His lips
tasted sweeter than Kyuhyun's but that's not the point! Jongwoon hyung is kissing him and he doesn't know why he's liking it!
Crazy Ryeowook...yah! stop kissing your hyung back!

He met Ryeowook's eyes who were in shock from his aggressiveness. Ryeowook stared on those small eyes with teary eyes while
Jongwoon showed no reaction at all. Confused with what happened just now plus the fact that it seemed like he enjoyed it as
well and the thought that he was the one initiated it, Ryeowook got all caught off-guarded and doesn't know what to do.
"Hyung... I hate you."

Snap! those words made Jongwoon wake up realizing what he has done. He forgot to control his emotions, he forgot to control
himself... how could he? He was a nobody... and a nobody is supposed to stay behind! Ah, Kim Jongwoon...when will you stop yourself
from being hopeless? Ryeowook is not aware of his feelings... now what will his dongsaeng think of him. Hyung, I hate you
is definitely a phrase he doesn't want his Ryeowook to say to him. Stupid Jongwoon! Why didn't you use you brains before acting!

Ryeowook walked away making Jongwoon stand up and follow his dongsaeng. "Wookie-ah!"
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"Fishy-ah... how is it? are you pregnant?" Hyukjae said as Donghae went out of the doctor's room. He hit Hyukjae's chest as
soon as he heard the ridiculous question causing his lover to laugh.

"He said I'm low blood that's why... It's nothing, so stop that."

Hyukjae was about to say something when he saw the petite nurse who spent time with Kyuhyun in the hospital. "Yah Donghae-ya...
isn't that the nurse whom Kyuhyun is dating?"

They saw Ryeowook holding his lips and another guy walking behind him trying to catch up.

Hyukjae held Donghae's hand and stood in front of Ryeowook making him stop all of a sudden. Ryeowook stopped from walking and
looked at the guys in front of him.

"H-hi!" Donghae said. Ryeowook just look at him as the guy behind him stopped and stood with them as well. "Aren't you the
nurse whom Kyuhyunnie is dating?"

Ryeowook widened his eyes shortly and looked down. "I'm Hyukjae... too bad we weren't introduced formally. I'm Kyuhyunnie's
friend. This is Donghae."

Ryeowook bowed slightly and looked at them both. "I haven't really heard from Kyuhyun sshi... we... we broke up."

Hearing this made the couple looked at each other. "Y-you broke up? Why?" Donghae asked.

Ryeowook doesn't like interrogations but for the sake of this two people leaving him alone he told them the truth. "It seems
like he really want to know his past but he's denying it."

Hyukjae nodded and an eyebrow raised. He saw Jongwoon standing from behind looking at Ryeowook. He wondered who that guy is...
is he another lover, he must have dated Kyuhyun while dating this guy. But then... Negative. Ryeowook doesn't look like he's
a two-timer... so who is this guy behind... a suitor? Should be... or? hmm...

The youngest bowed down...
"well... just send my regards to him. excuse me." he walked faster as the other nurse followed. "Wookie-ah... wait for me."
Jongwoon said as he walked as fast to catch Ryeowook.

Donghae and Hyukjae looked at each other. "Are they..." Donghae asked in which Hyukjae nodded.
"lovers' quarrel." they both shrugged their shoulder as Hyukjae wrapped his arm around his lover's shoulder. Suddenly, a brilliant
idea came up and it seemed like a light was lit on Hyukjae's head. He smirked and looked at his lover. "Donghae-ya..." Donghae
looked at him, ready to listen. "do you want to be... a love cupid?"

"eh?" Donghae felt weird but smiled as he saw a confident and rather...y smirk from his lover.

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"I've decided!" Hyukjae said as he stood in front of his friends in a dim room in a bar one night. "we'll all play a love
cupid for our friends Kyuhyun and Sungmin."

They looked at each other while Siwon seemed not to care.

"Kyuhyun never really tried looking back because we never try pressuring him. That's what we're going to do..." Hyukjae said
in a rather comical and comedic way.

"How about Ryeowook sshi? I heard they are dating." Shindong asked interestedly.

"They've broken up." Donghae said which made the rest of the group to looked at each other. "Thus, Ryeowook sshi... is already
out of the problem. Besides, there seemed to be another guy eyeing on him so let them do their thing."

"So what is it that we have to do?" Leeteuk asked calmly trying to weigh everything.

Hyukjae smiled shortly "As long as YOU do your part." he started as he pointed to Siwon which made the tall guy crossed
his eyebrows... "there's  nothing we should really do." Siwon straighten up and widened his round eyes looking around at everyone.
He, then, sighed.
"what makes you think I'm going to do it?" Siwon asked seemingly uninterested as he drink his wine.

"Because you've been doing it before this plan started." Hyukjae smiled meaningfully while Siwon was even more confused. What
was I doing? I never played cupid between those two, in fact, I want to separate them... he thought.

Heechul smirked. "Beautiful. Good job. Hyukjae-ah."

Hyukjae looked at his hyung who seemed to understand what is happening while everybody is still confused. Heechul stood up and
walked towards Siwon.

"Hyung, whatever it is, I'm not going to do it." Siwon said. "I'm not going to be a cupid for them. I'm not going to step aside
again like what I did before."
Heechul smirked bitterly at the younger man. "Nobody is stopping you. As Sungminnie's guardian," he started as he looked at
everybody. "I, Kim Heechul, am letting you take Sungmin away."

Siwon was totally confused with what he said. "but if Sungminnie doesn't want you... You are going to step aside. Be a man and
accept your defeat."
Siwon looked down and then looked at Heechul meaningfully again. Hyukjae was nodding as Heechul seemed to really understand the
whole plan.

Love Cupid plan: Let Siwon go for Sungmin and let Kyuhyun be jealous of their friendship until he realise how Min means to him.
Pressure is what Cho Kyuhyun needs and that's what he will get!

After the meeting, Heechul and Siwon stayed together. "Hyung... why did you-" Siwon asked.

Heechul smirked again. "Siwon-ah... what we've decided to do is something for you to gamble. Are you up for it?"

The younger man looked at the side meeting the eyes of the older beside him. "If Sungmin lets you take him away. You win.
If not, you give way. Just like playing cards, you have to give everything... all in."

"What am I going to do?"

"Simple." Heechul said as he met the eyes beside him. "Do your best to make Sungmin love you. Show Kyuhyun that you're more
worth loving than him. Make him come to you like what you've always wanted. Take Sungmin away."

"You all want me to do this so that Kyuhyun can go back to the past? How is he going back to the past, you're actually asking
me to take away the most precious person he treasures. Besides, what will I gain with that?"

"Your friendship with Kyuhyun. That's more than enough." Heechul sighed. "Siwon-ah... we are gambling here, you see. If we push
him to the limit and still doesn't want his past, at least we can show Sungmin that he is waiting for nothing... you can freely
come to him. However, if he remembers... you have to step back. If you don't want to do that... if you don't want Kyuhyun to
remember anything about Sungmin, if you really want Sungmin for yourself...you have to do your best to push Kyuhyun to the
limit."

Siwon looked down and felt sad, he knows that his hyung aims to help Kyuhyun get back with Sungmin... but what will happen to
him? What about his feelings? True that Sungmin has rejected him more than a thousand times but... why does it have to be him?
Heechul chuckled and pat him. "Stop it. A loser face doesn't suit you. Straighten up, you giant horse."

Siwon smiled shortly, if he takes Sungmin away, he wins...but will Sungmin actually come to him? His cards will be all in...
while Kyuhyun...he never even try dealing.
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Ryeowook and Jongwoon found themselves awkwardly sitting in front of each other. After some persuations, Jongwoon has finally
stop Ryeowook from walking.

"Wookie-ah... I have something to tell you." Jongwoon said. This is it Kim Jongwoon... hwaiting!

"I'm not going to forgive you if you're referring to what you did."

"I'm not sorry about that." Jongwoon said which made Ryeowook looked at him sharply. "Besides, you were the one who started
it. I'm not going to say sorry."

Ryeowook blushed because Jongwoon pointed out that he initiated that silly kiss. He looked at the side sharply wanting to
kick his hyung's face when- "Ryeowook-ah" it was the first time...

It was the first time Jongwoon hyung called me with my whole name, it was the first time my name sounded so beautiful. He sighed
and closed his palm shortly as it seemed like there will be some kind of a bomb that will explode in whatever Jongwoon is
going to say to him.

Jongwoon almost jump on him as he grab his dongsaeng's hand. "I-- like... you... alot."

Ryeowook widened his eyes from hearing what his hyung said. "Hyung?!" He sat back and felt lightheaded with what he heard. Uh,
this hyung...what?!

Jongwoon knows he looks stupid with what he is doing now and he knows that he is not the romantic or charismatic type that
Ryeowook would go for... but still, he wants to confess his feelings once and for all. It's been hard being a nobody in the eyes
of his dongsaeng and it's quite hard to watch Ryeowook going out with some other people and ending up getting hurt. His treasure...
is being trashed by someone else...he won't just stand there and do nothing.

"I know that you find it stupid but... I really like you." Ryeowook could just listened to his hyung... is this a joke?
Jongwoon hyung likes him? his simple-minded hyung actually likes him? The hyung that has the most wonderful voice in the whole
wide world... the hyung that always comes out from behind.

"I didn't really know when it started but... I cannot stop it either. It just breaks my heart to see you getting hurt by
someone... I-" Jongwoon's face is damn red and is not looking at Ryeowook. "I will always appear behind you until you see me."

"Jongwoon hyung..." he lifted up his face and looked at Ryeowook. "I just had a break up..."

"It's ok if you reject me. I won't force myself to you... I just- want you to know about-"

"I'm not going to reject you..." Jongwoon who surprised Ryeowook was much surprised when he was not rejected. He, Kim Jongwoon,
the foolish, simple-minded hyung that only knows how to sing and do silly things in the hospital is not rejected?! It was way
impossible than him passing the nursing exam!!! It is way impossible than anything impossible...he is the master of all failure
and yet...he was not rejected? Alleluiah! Miracle does exist in Kim Jongwoon's life!

"but... my heart is still in the process of healing so..." Jongwoon anticipated for the next line. Ears are already red as he is
already blushing big time.

"Would you wait?"

Jongwoon smiled that no-eye smile... he bit his lower lip and felt a bit shy. He has been waiting
for the longest time and what is months and years of healing if Ryeowook would finally say yes after that? He'd be most willing.
He nodded his head a few times and blew air on from his pouted lips. He keeps on chuckling to himself and looking down closing
his eyes a bit trying to hide how happy he is. Ryeowook could just smile as he sees this new side of his hyung... he never
realise how cute this hyung is.

'Ryeowook-ah... I promise you... I'll be dating you by the end of this fanfiction' Jongwoon promised to himself while continuously
chuckling to himself. The younger nurse could just smile as he sees his hyung being so adorable with his blushing and lip biting.
Jongwoon hyung, wait for me... it wouldn't take long to heal my heart...as long as you'll stay beside me.

 

 

Author's note: can you feel it? the story is coming to its and this is just a transition
hang in there friends because there will be quite a number of complicated chapters.
What do you think of yewook? I can imagine Jongwoon's reaction when he is being
praise in the immortal song, showing those perfect teeth and looking down. Anyways,
I'm not quite happy with this... i'll make it up on the next chapter kkk?~^^

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.