unfinished song...no more

Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

Sungmin sshi asks me to sing it if I can sing... you have no idea how great my voice is, then.
That was his thought while browsing through the compositions. He's decided to impress someone tonight.

Sungmin could just smile as he watches Kyuhyun easily following the keys that were on the notebook and actually
singing the songs. Even if he heard Kyuhyun sings for a million times, he sure won't get tired of listening and being
impressed with his talent.

Suddenly, Kyuhyun stopped and thought..."It's quite amazing that I can follow the notes here and actually reading
it... I heard its not easy to learn this thing."

Sungmin showed an encouraging smile.
"Do you know that there are many people who feels intimidated with your presence?" Kyuhyun looked at Sungmin who
seemed to sees the past as he smiles. "When our classmates find our lesson hard to understand, you'll find it easy
to learn. When you think something is hard, you'll try to learn them overnight. That's how intimidating you are."

Kyuhyun nodded and smiled. "I must have called myself GeniusKyu then?"

'you are GeniusKyu...' Sungmin thought in his mind.

He then turned the notebook to the next page as Sungmin focused back to cleaning... he suddenly stopped when he
heard the keys as it was the last song he wrote before the accident. The song he wrote if ever Kyuhyun forgot
him. The song that Kyuhyun owes to finish for him. He looked down as he sings the song himself in his mind.
The ringing beats of my heart are like a lie
Even this pain
Just like smudge words, we have faded, we have been erased.

Kyuhyun-ah... I used to think it will never happen...but we both know your heart is looking for the past...
you just don't accept it. 

Kyuhyun was singing the lines in the notebook like it was the most familiar song he has ever sang. He himself
wondered why a certain song, which he sees for the first time feels so familiar to him... so close to him... like
he knows it by heart. He cannot recall anything about it but it seemed like he has sang that song for a number of
times. The curls, the adlibs, it was so familiar that he felt the need to finish singing the song until the last
line.

"Only the shatter pieces of memories are left in me.
Deep in my heart, in a place deep in my heart oh, oh~"

Sungmin just listened and pretended to ignore what the young man is doing. He could remember Kyuhyun sighing
everytime he would ask the young man to try hitting a higher note, how the young man was very patient of him as he
keeps on asking him to do this and that to make the song better. He kept the recorded voice of Kyuhyun in his mp3
and would still listen to it every now and then. Sungmin smiled with the thought that Kyuhyun remembered it by
heart... every adlibs, every high notes, every part of the unfinished song.

The song has ended there incompletely hanging... it's the end, Kyuhyun-ah...what are you going to do?

He secretly looked at Kyuhyun who suddenly stopped and crossed his eyebrows, the young man doesn't know but he has
the urge to hit yet another key... but after the last line, there is no more key to follow. Why does it have to end
here? It's not the end of the song, right? Sungmin sshi must have lost the next part... or maybe he intended not to finish...
Argh! I still want to play this song...Kyuhyun shook his head and choose his own decision. never mind.

He closed his eyes and unexpectedly pressed another key and continued singing, deciding to yet unknowingly adding new lines to the
song.

"Your tear-stained face haunts me,
it hovers and revolves around my head.
You, who took my eveything."

He doesn't even know why he has to see Sungmin's crying face from the time he started bashing the older one while
singing those sad lines, but those lines in the song are something
that sincerely comes from his heart. The tears from Sungmin sshi...how many times has he unknowingly awaken by
it when he was dreaming? His cracked voice while calling him? He hasn't remember Sungmin but probably somewhere deep
in his heart, Sungmin exist... maybe in time, the heart that knows Sungmin will beat again. 

To someone who has forgotten, what is there to back at? To someone who was
forgotten, what is there to look forward to? Sungmin sshi... my lover from the past... I'm sorry
that I've forgotten to remember you.

Sungmin slightly parted his lips as he was quite surprise with what the young man is doing right now. He then
smiled as Kyuhyun is unknowingly fulfilling his own promise to finish the song for him. His tears are coming up and
he's happy that this time his tears were because he is too happy. Kyuhyun-ah... our song... you're finishing it in
front of me. Your promise... you're fulfilling your promise...yet again.

"Last love, last kiss, last dream,
my heart that knows you.
Only remembers you.
Goodbye my love, my kiss its like it has stopped,
without you.
My love, my kiss, my heart
I will bury them all deep with in my heart
One love, one kiss to my heart
I will forget it all, I will erase it all~"

Kyuhyun smiled as he finished singing the song, he looked at Sungmin who hurriedly wiped his tears. He panicked at
that instant. "Sungmin sshi... are you ok?" he was surprised to see the older man wiping tears so he walked closer.
Sungmin must be upset that he touched his compositions and even ruined it by singing them.

"Oh? yeah... I think some dust came inside my eyes." he said and smiled back. Kyuhyun nodded and felt a bit guilty.
"Sorry, I ruined your songs... I-"

"Thank you..." Sungmin said with a wide smile. He considered hugging Kyuhyun but he held himself so as not to
scare the young man.
Kyuhyun didn't expect a thank you from the guy in front of him... "e-eh?"

"It is really not finished. A friend of mine told me he will finish the song but..." Sungmin looked down and just
looked at him with a short smile. "Anyway, I'm thankful that you help me finished it. At least I don't need to
remind him about it."

Kyuhyun pouted as he nodded and smiled a bit. "I'm quite sorry for disturbing you tonight, Sungmin sshi."

Sungmin shook his head. "You helped me finished a song, and you made it wonderfully perfect. You shouldn't be
sorry at all. "

The magnae felt a bit awkward as it seems like Sungmin's eyes didn't really have dust in it instead he is indeed
crying so...
"A-are you done cleaning? I can drive you back if you want to..."

"No need. I think I'll just spend the night here."

Kyuhyun nodded and... "Well... I should get going."

Sungmin sent Kyuhyun in front of the gate when the young man suddenly stopped and faced him.

"Sungmin sshi... I cannot remember anything about you and me." The older man looked down and thought why he had to
bring it up. "I cannot remember what kind of person are you... but this place seemed to hold a special place in my
heart...and seeing how much you treasure this...and seeing how wonderful you are as a person...I must have been so lucky
to have you with me back then."

Sungmin looked down and felt touched with what the young man said. 'I was the lucky one to have memories full of
you, Kyuhyun-ah...'

"Well..." Kyuhyun started. "I'll see you at the office."

When Kyuhyun left, Sungmin turned off the stop record button of the keyboard and pressed play button. He smiled as
his tears unknowingly fell while listening to Kyuhyun singing and finishing his song- My love, My  kiss, My heart.
He looked around the house and feel Kyuhyun's presence from a while ago lingering around.

"And yet I found another reason to hold on."

 

*Author's note: very happy when I saw my notifs a while ago *touched!!* thanks for those who comments alot.
I really appreciate it.^^ For those who read my Break Up Battle...seen anything familiar? Yup, I told you in that
ff that I am crazy about this song... I still am... 0.0
credits: babylabirynth for translation of the song*

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.