In the airport, Donghae, Hyukjae, Heechul welcomed a tall handsome guy with a hug...

Siwon, took off his sunglasses and shared a group hug with them... the three guys smiled at him but when he asked
too excitedly...

"Is it true? Kyuhyunnie... He has forgotten Sungmin hyung? They are not together now?"

The three guy looked at each other and saw a much determined Siwon now. They all silently pray that he won't be
here to ruin the situation even more.
As they tell the tall guy everything that happened during and after the accident, they saw Siwon's excitement as he
learned what happened to  Kyuhyun and Sungmin... they seemed to see Siwon as a silent rival for Kyuhyun and they
started wondering what he would do now that he is back. Indeed he give way to the
magnae's stubborness but this time, they cannot say he would be willing to do it again.

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On a Saturday, Sungmin came in to the company to finish some of the things that he needs to be given by Monday. He
was walking towards the lobby when a handsome man caught his attention. He tried to look closely as he saw that the
man is also looking back at him...waiting for him to be noticed by the short man.

"Siwonnie?" Sungmin asked. Siwon showed his dimple as he smiled and stood up, opening his arms to invite Sungmin
for a hug. The older man's lips curled up and opened into a wide smile as he almost ran towards his dongsaeng whom
he didn't see for quite a long while and shared a brotherly hug.

"Long time no see... Lee Sungmin... Sungmin Hyung." he held Sungmin in his arms and both smiled.

"When did you come back?" Sungmin asked him as he released himself to the friendly hug they shared. Siwon looked
rather dazzling now than when they were still in college. He surely knows how to wear casual clothes sharply.

"Yesterday. Donghae, Hyukjae and Heechul hyung fetch me from the airport." Siwon looked at Sungmin from head to
toe...
"Sungmin hyung... you didn't even get taller from the last time I saw you." he said measuring the short man's
height and then showing a big smile.

"Yah!" Sungmin smiled. Siwon suddenly looked at him with those stares that made him felt awkward towards the tall
guy. The kind of stare that shows Siwon's admiration, affection, he felt it again... he doesn't like it. Sungmin
looked down and try not to meet those eyes, there he goes again with his endless endearing stare, Siwon-ah...
please stop looking at me like that.

"It must have been hard for you." Siwon said patting Sungmin's head while studying his face. "Sungmin-ah..."

"Hyung... Sungmin Hyung. Please don't forget that." Sungmin emphasizing on the hyung. He is older and he wants
Siwon to call him hyung... because that is the line that he doesn't want the handsome man to cross. There is only
one younger person in this world that he would want to cross that hyung-dongsaeng line. Cho Kyuhyun.

"Yah Lee Sungmin..." both of them were shocked to see Kyuhyun standing in front of them. Eyes are looking very
sharp and upset with what he is seeing. And why is Siwon patting Sungmin's head anyway? They saw Kyuhyun displeased
about how close the two are as he walked towards them and look at both with suspicion.

It happened before... a confrontation that turned to a bitter end of Kyuhyun and Siwon's friendship.

"Stop stealing my Siwon away... Lee Sungmin!" the magnae said which made Sungmin and Siwon looked at each other.
Especially when Kyuhyun even stood up in between them.

Kyuhyun glared and looked bitterly at Siwon... "You look for Sungmin sshi before looking for your bestfriend? What
kind of friend is that?" he said like a jealous girlfriend and making a 'tsk' sound before pouting and looking away.

Siwon knew that he has forgotten everything...including what happened between them. He just didn't expect Kyuhyun
to treat him like this... it was so... him from the past. Sungmin elbowed Siwon secretly signalling
him to act naturally. Of course, he was informed about it... although it's still fresh in his memories how Kyuhyun
punched him twice at his lower side of his right jaw and pushed him away telling him he doesn't want to be his
friend anymore. He couldn't blame Kyuhyun though... because he really
fell in love with Sungmin. Sungmin's eyes, his smile, his music skills, his everything can surely make anyone
fight for him.
And even now, he still feels the same for this man. He has his high hopes now especially with Kyuhyun forgetting
everything, and if in case he remembers... he would still take his chances.
 
Siwon smiled and looked at Kyuhyun... "Honestly... I have no intentions of showing myself to you. It just happen
that Sungmin hyung is working in your company." his eyes show no expression at all.

Sungmin was shocked to hear those words from Siwon... he could only look at Kyuhyun who was a bit shocked as well.
Kyuhyun's mouth was slightly open feeling stupid and quite dissatisfied with what he heard from his best friend.

Siwon suddenly freed a smile.  "Im just kidding... how could I not miss my bestfriend? Kyuhyun-ah..." He walked
towards the magnae and extended his arms for a hug. Kyuhyun made a tsch sound while looking to the side as Siwon
come closer to hug him. He then smiled as he is indeed very happy to see his bestfriend. It feels like it has been
a long time since they last see each other.

It looked like they were in the past, when Kyuhyun and Siwon were like twins that cannot be separated. If it wasn't
for Sungmin, those bitter words and actions would never exist... and now that Kyuhyun has forgotten everything
about Sungmin... those happy times with Siwon came back once again. Sungmin could only smile, he knew it was hard
for Kyuhyun to break ties with his best friend and now they are reunited again.

Sungmin stayed in his table and focused on his work as Kyuhyun and Siwon stayed in the office to chat.

Finally, hunger strikes, just in time when Sungmin stood up to go home, Siwon went out of the office.

"Sungmin hyung..." he called.

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Sungmin found himself in a fancy restaurant with Siwon. "I heard Kyuhyunnie is seeing someone else now." Siwon said
naturally like he wasn't talking to Kyuhyun's former lover.

The older man nodded and looked down shortly. "The 2 of us we're doing well despite that... I'm still happy that he
sees me as a friend... for now, that's enough for me-"

"If I knew this will happen, I shouldn't have give way to him. I should be the one to take care of you.
Sungmin-ah..." he said reaching for Sungmin's hand.

Sungmin gently pulled his hand away and looked at Siwon. "Hyung, Siwon-ah... I am older than you." Sungmin said
gently. "You know that I'd still won't go to you even if this happens back then. Please, stop trying to cross the
line, I am your hyung and that's what I will be to you."

"Why don't you open your eyes, Sungmin Hyung?" Siwon said emphasizing hyung to the person he is with. "Set your
self free, just like what Kyuhyun did. He has forgotten about you... completely." it sounded easy as blinking for
Siwon but hearing those words, he has no idea how deep he has cut Sungmin's wound even more.

Sungmin closed his eyes as it hurts to hear those from a person he treats as a good friend... "You're not the one
he has forgotten... so it's easy for you to say."

Siwon rested his back on his chair and his elbow on the arm rest, the tip of his left and right fingers meeting
each other.
"Maybe. That's the reason why I don't understand why you still cling on to him. Why do you have to accept this
friendship that he offers you? Why are you still waiting?" he leans forward once again closing his distance to the
older guy, hoping Sungmin can feel his still deep admiration and realise the painful situation. "He has met someone
else... Why don't you just move on... accept me." Siwon said. "I'm willing to take my chances with you. I-"

"You know what..." Sungmin cut his words.

He had enough of this 'let go of Kyuhyun, he cannot remember you' and 'try moving on since he did the same'
kind of line. He sighed deeply and shook his head as he listened to Siwon preaching those stuff and enough is
enough for him.

 "I just wish I could meet the same accident he had with
me so that I can forget him that easy."
Siwon crossed his eyebrows as he saw Sungmin losing his patience, which doesn't really happen often.

"I just wish I was the one who forgets everything so it wouldn't really hurt this much..." The older man's
breathing is unstable that his chest keeps on rising up and down, biting his lips trying not to break his voice
while talking but is obviously choking in tears.

"I'm so tired of people telling me that I should move on." Sungmin said, his eyes are becoming watery. He crossed
his eyebrows as he continuously blink so that the tears will not insist on coming out. "Teukie Hyung asked me to
stop hoping for him to come back. Eunhyuk asked me not to wait for Kyuhyun anymore. Kyuhyun asked me to start anew
and become JUST friends because he wants to start a new life. Why can't there be any one who can just tell me
'Sungmin-ah, it will be ok soon... he will remember you soon.'" He was catching his breath when he finished.
"Why can't there be anyone who can tell those words to me? I'm so tired!"

He shook his head and placed his palm on his forehead massaging it shortly. "I'm just sorry for myself that it's not
easy to listen to your suggestions."

Siwon listened to Sungmin as he wiped his tears as he speaks... he didn't expect the older man to break out his
facade just like that. It must have been really hard for his hyung, he felt guilty saying those words.

"I'm just sorry that I am the one he has forgotten... I'm just sorry that I was not the first person he saw when
he woke up. I'm just..." Sungmin sighed deeply and heavily. He closed his eyes hard and calmed himself, finally.

"I'm really sorry... Siwon-ah... I'm really sorry. I just cannot do it. I, too, am hating the fact that I keep on
telling myself to move on, move on, yet I am still here. Clinging to my own prayers that he would someday remember
me. Hoping that he would look at me again. I'm so sorry. Giving up is not as easy as Kyuhyun forgetting all his
memories in a snap. It takes a lifetime to forget those..."

Siwon smiled at him... an 'it's-ok-hyung' type of smile. He understands clearly where he should stand, Sungmin is
most willing to wait for Kyuhyun to come back... if he really is going to come back. But as much as he can, he
would really want to convince his hyung to move on. Even if its hard, even if its painful. Forgetting and moving on
is indeed asking too much but denying to do all this, Sungmin Hyung, you're denying yourself to see possible
happiness. But having Kyuhyun next to you would probably be your ultimate happiness, right?... Sungmin hyung.

Author's note: Moving house: DONE^^ I'll try my best to update faster this time... btw, I hope I'm making you... I don't
know, if I say happy with this fanfic, I'm quite sure there are some of you who leaves my page upset because of
what Kyuhyun has been doing. And I cannot also say upset because it means you don't like my story... anyways,
I hope you're enjoying my fic so far... yeah, because I'm quite shy of saying this but please, as much as you enjoy
the updates, I also enjoy reading comments so... please be elaborative enough with your expressions haha! i mean
please, please, please minimize those 'update soon'... because I do update as soon as I can kk?^^ kekekeke~! thanks!