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Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

It has been another month since Kyuhyun went out of the hospital and now is completely recovered. He is ready to go back to
work. Since he still cannot remember a thing about Sungmin, he has no idea that his forgotten lover works for their family's
company. On the day he came back to work, the president, his father, called all the employees in the building.

"My son, Cho Kyuhyun, your manager is back on his feet. Let's give him a warm welcome." Cho Appa said.

Sungmin could just hide behind some other colleagues as he claps and looks at Kyuhyun. "Thank you very much. Please take care
of me, the way you did before." he said and bowed.

After that warm welcome, off they all went to their respective department to start working.

Diligently as he is, Sungmin focused on his work and tried not to have a single thought of Kyuhyun, then again, someone tapped
him on his shoulder which startled him very much. He looked up and saw Cho Kyuhyun looking at him, with a smile, surprisingly.

"is this what you mean when you said we will meet by fate again and again?" he asked gently.

Sungmin looked down... "Firstly, even when we were still together, we don't meet up during work hours. It's called professionalism.
Secondly, if you wish for me to resign, I'll do it as soon as possible."

Kyuhyun chuckled and held his arms... "Follow me..." Sungmin could only protest in his mind as he was already being pulled by the
young manager with his arms.. He was sent inside the manager's office. He stood up as Kyuhyun reached for his seat.

"Well, sit down."

"I still have work to do,Manager Cho. if you wish to fire me, just say it so I can pack my things." Sungmin said still refusing to look at
Kyuhyun. He knows when to fight and when to quit, and right now, since the young man doesn't like his presence, he assumes Kyuhyun
wouldn't want to see him hanging around the company.

"It seems like you've been wanting to quit, Why would I fire you? give me one good reason." The young manager said crossing
his arms and straightening up wanting to listen very well.

Sungmin closed his eyes and just thought of the simplest and most obvious reason between him and this guy.
"Because you don't want to see me." he said coldly diverting his look on the black floor. It's the only reason, you never want to see me, you hate me right
now.

Kyuhyun looked down smiling. "I thought you know so much about professionalism, Sungmin sshi. That is beyond my childishness."

Sungmin just looked away.

Kyuhyun cleared his throat, stood up and walked towards Sungmin. "Since, I am the manager, and I consider myself new here, I
still need help from good employees, especially those who are one of the best in the department. Lee Sungmin sshi... I'm not
going to fire you, in fact, I am going to keep you."

Sungmin looked at him wondering what will be the next line.

"Let's not talk about the past, let's start a new, shall we?" Kyuhyun looked at him with his gentle smile. Where is the bastard-y Kyuhyun from the
Home Coming? This guy, not only do you have a forgotten past, it seems like you're becoming bipolar these days.

Sungmin was quite confused with what Kyuhyun is saying. His tone is not really sarcastic but rather sincere and sounding more
like a real boss from the past. His arrogance is more of showing who is the boss in the building and... it's not even arrogance
it's more like... professionalism.

"Let me introduce myself. I am Cho Kyuhyun, manager of this company... and you are...?"

"Lee Sungmin. From finance department."

Cho Kyuhyun was the first one to offer a hand which Sungmin doubted whether to accept or not. In the end, the childish Kyuhyun, that seems
to suddenly appear from the past, took his hand and shook it by his own will. He looked at Sungmin in the eyes but the older man looked away
before he could even count 1-5.

"Sungmin sshi... I hope you can help me improve our company. You may take your leave."

Sungmin bowed slightly, he started walking towards the door when Kyuhyun's handphone rings.

"Oh... Ryeowook sshi?" he heard Kyuhyun called. Sungmin's pace became a bit slower so as he can hear Kyuhyun talking.

He thought... Ryeowook? was he the nurse Ryeowook in the hospital?

"I see... Of course, I'll reserve my lunch time for you. I'll see you..." Kyuhyun said excitedly.

Sungmin felt a pinch of pain in his heart... no wonder he doesn't want to go back to the past. He is indeed starting anew.
And it seems like a certain Kim Ryeowook is inside the new memory. Congratulation, Kyuhyun-ah... you are now making a new memory.
He looked down and remember the way Kyuhyun looked at his nurse when he was in the hospital. It was a familiar look, it was
how Kyuhyun looked at him before they started dating. Right now, those eyes see no other than Ryeowook sshi. He looked down and completely
leave the room.

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Ryeowook surely developed his feelings easily for Kyuhyun, right before he checked out of the hospital, he already agreed to
see each other every now and then. He doesn't know why but he felt really happy whenever he sees Kyuhyun. It was the first
time he felt that way. It was quite wrong because he was a patient in the hospital he is working at... but who cares anyway?

"I care..." a low husky voice from behind said to Ryeowook while he was changing his uniform, which startled the short guy.

"Jongwoon Hyung... can you stop coming out from behind?!" Ryeowook said.

"You know, I like it when you look at me from behind. But then...Wookie-ah... don't you think you are blocking the way of those two? They are supposed
to be looking for their memories
and yet you are here... butting in to their relationship." Jongwoon said as he sat down looking at the man changing outfit
in the locker room.

"It's not like I forced him to invite me. Kyuhyun sshi invited me himself... I just called him to be sure." he explained as he folded his worn pants.

Jongwoon, another male nurse, can just shook his head. "He only sees you right now because he cannot remember anything."

Ryeowook looked down and looked at Jongwoon... "He won't remember anything if he doesn't want to. Besides... I wouldn't
really force him. He just needs company now... and he wants my company... besides, I want to accompany him." he said with a
dreamy kind of smile.

"You're hopeless." Jongwoon sighed, this guy likes that Cho Kyuhyun... he knew it. It bothers him a lot.
Ryeowook is not really the type who would be a third party in a relationship, so why is he this excited with that patient?
He remembered the time Ryeowook was first assigned in Kyuhyun's room. That excited face and cute expression... he should have
volunteered to look over Cho Kyuhyun... or the head nurse could have assigned another nurse in the room. Why does it have to
be Ryeowook? He sighed and just stood up about to walk away.

"Hyung, where are you going?" Ryeowook asked when he saw Jongwoon walking away carrying his duffle bag.

"I don't want to be late for my gig tonight." he said lowly, the young man behind him smiled. Jongwoon is a vocalist in a bar
and he would go there once his duty in the hospital is done. When the two became friends, he would often bring Ryeowook along with him
as an audience. His dongsaeng is an all-out fan of his soulful vocals, he even claimed to be Jongwoon's no. 1 fan. Which he woouldn't deny to be
one of his biggest pride and secret happiness.

"You'll be performing tonight?" Ryeowook's voice suddenly became excited as he almost hopped on Jongwoon's back, his face close to his
hyung.

Jongwoon looked at him from behind. He likes it when he impresses the young man. How long has it been since he liked
Ryeowook? He doesn't know, it's  beyond human anatomy's knowledge and reasons why he liked him, unfortunately, he can
only look from a far as Ryeowook never sees him as anything else but a Hyung. Furthermore... he's not really the type who is
confident in confessing. It's complicated.

"Can I come?"

"No... I thought you already have a lunch date." he said wanting to look handsome, by trying to be cool with the whole situation
but is obviously jealous and secretly just waiting for Ryeowook to cling more to him.

"Jongwoon hyung~!" Ryeowook pouted stomping his feet a couple of times like a kid throwing tantrums. "Your shift will start at 7pm, I can still drop by, right?"

"No. You have your lunch date, with that Cho guy, why don't you continue it until dinner." Jongwoon said starting to walk away but is slowing down
his pace so his favourite dongsaeng would still catch up and cling on to him.

"Jongwoon hyung~! that's just a one time lunch... I want to watch you perform, you know I'm your no.1 fan!" Ryeowook said rubbing his cheek to the
older man's arm which secretly made his hyung happy.

Jongwoon secretly smile, his heart is really happy whenever Ryeowookie is clinging to him like this. If he could just do it
every single day... He sighed a bit and he looked at his dongsaeng as he rolled his eyes and started walking again.
Ryeowook already knows its a yes. He jumped a bit and did a 'yes' sound.

 It's quite easy to manipulate this hyung since he is quite stupid and simple-minded, then again, he would never want to lose him because Jongwoon hyung is the best person he's ever seen... the one and only hyung he would want to keep beside him.

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During break time, Sungmin would go to the rooftop to breathe in, it is a way for him to release his stress. Before the accident,
it will be a meeting place for them when Kyuhyun would insist on seeing him. It doesn't happen often though, but it's still his
favourite place. He sat down drinking his hot soup in his thermos.

"I didn't expect to see you here." he heard Kyuhyun said from behind. Sungmin have to cover his mouth because he was too
surprised he cannot swallow the soup in his mouth. He stood up quickly and swallowed the soup by force.

"I'll get going." he said closing his thermos and started leaving the place.

"Sungmin sshi..." Kyuhyun called which made him stop from walking. Minnie-ah, that's how you used to call me. Sungmin shifted his attention to Kyuhyun
instead of thinking about the past. He turned to face Kyuhyun, who is looking at him.

"I'm sorry for the things I've said in the Home Coming. It was far too rude of me to say those. I'm sorry."
Sungmin's heart sank a bit. At least... Kyuhyun took back those harsh words about their memories. Kyuhyun-ah, our memories hates you as much as you hate me, that's not true. Our memories loves you...as much as you do to them. 

He smiled shakily. "You're forgiven." he said. Kyuhyun smiled at him, one of those sweet smiles he definitely missed seeing.

"Let's be friends... Sungmin sshi." Kyuhyun, it feels like he saw the gentle, caring Kyuhyun right now. The arrogance was gone
and it feels like he is the man Sungmin loved the most. Only, this Kyuhyun in front of him doesn't see him as a lover... but as an
ordinary person... and what? wanting to be his friend. Cho Kyuhyun is asking me, Lee Sungmin, to be friends?

'Can we really be friends? Do I have to accept that we will only be friends after all the things that we've shared in the
past?
Can we really be friends? Kyuhyun-ah... it has been so hard living in this world with you pushing me away, wanting our memories to just be
tossed out of your life
'
Sungmin closed his eyes making his decision...
 

He nodded as he looked at Kyuhyun... 'if this is the only thing we can be... I'd rather grab them than have you push me away.
Kyuhyun-ah, Let's just make another set of memories... as friends.
' Sungmin looked down and thought... 'At least I won't look too lowly begging for you love,
I'll let you love me the way you can... as long as you will not ask me to leave.'

 

 

 

*Author's note: I have a credit for being a fast updater but I'm quite busy moving to another house so I have to slow down with this for a little bit.
Anyways, what do you think about Kyuwook? I'm not really a shipper of this two but there will be some Kyuwook chapter ahead. And more
conflict in the coming chapter... comments and subscriptions are deeply appreciated ^^*

PS: I'm looking for a graphic designer/ poster maker for my ffs Break Up Battle and Forgot to Remember... please help. thanks!!

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.