Personal Message

I just created an account here to read stories. As time goes by, I became interested in making stories as well. However I think it won't be that good unlike the others that i have read. I hope that someone would help me finish my first story, it'd be really nice, i would appreciate. I can give ideas as well, but i can't really put it into words. LOL

 

 

About Me

[in 2010]

 

I tottaly love SUPER JUNIOR. They inspire me. They made me realize the beauty of music.

SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING!

 

 

kyuhyun well you're my first bias. i really really love you and your super angellic voice. You're handsome, , i can't ask for more.

siwon well youre my second bias. i love you not because of your choco abs, ilove you because of youre personality. i know youre such a very caring guy to his girl.

 

henry well i love your chubby cheeks, plus the thing youre very talented and can play violin. I love music, when I met you , you emphasized it. I thank you for inspiring me.

 

hangeng-i love you fried rice, though you left, i am hoping for your comeback.

eunhyuk- you taught me how to dance, you inspired me

donghae- well you're every girls dream... continue inspiring.

heechul- i really found you unique and its beautiful in my eyes

ryeowook- i love your cheeks and your voice.! cook me some ramen

yesung-i love your voice, take care of our ddangkoma!

 

 

 

 

SUJU FIGHTING! I AM WAITING FOT THE 5TH ALBUM AND SS4!

 

 

[IN 2015]

I totally love SUPER JUNIOR.

They inspire me.

THEY ARE MY FIRST LOVE.

They made me realize the beauty of music.

 

Kyuhyun well you're my first bias. I can bravely say that YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BIAS, MY ONLY ONE (cheesy lol). I fell for your super angellic voice, but now I am falling in love with you everyday because you're just being you. From that dorky guy at variety shows, to that self-proclaimed dancing machine, to that guy who becomes serious when we talk about singing, to that not-so-gorgeous-guy-among-the-oppas-but-still-looked-gorgeous-to-me-in-every-way-even-if-i-know-he-looked-ugly. I have noticed your transformation for the past 9 to 10 years in the industry, it may have had changed your looks, it may have made you wittier, but you're the same oppa I knew who is very impolite and does not use honorifics to his hyungs but deep inside cares for them and loves them so much. I remembered your first win for your solo "At Gwanghwamun", the moment your name was called, I know you felt overwhelmed, speechless and everything felt surreal. You sounded that everything happened in disbelief. The moment you made your speech, while almost bursting into tears, coming towards the end you said, "membeo-duri", my heart almost exploded out of joy because I know exactly what you feel that time. You wanted to share the success you had to your brothers, and that made me cry because you mean that you know you weren't where you were that time if you weren't with them. I just admired your humility and down to earthness. Your last sentence was, "Membeoduri, Elpeuduri, I won". Yes, not leaving your fans behind, which are the source of your strength, the reason of you staying and keeping on singing. If I would have any other bias, they were nothing compared to what I feel about you. You are just an exceptional human being that would definitely kill me if I see you hurt. Haha I sounded like an obsessed fan. No, I'm not. I still know my limits. But if there would be a line of fangirls who call themselves a number one fan, I would fall in line in your queue. I love you so much Kyuhyun and I am fine with this unconditional love.

Heechul you almost broke my loyalty award to Kyuhyun for loving him straight for 5 years. Just stay young, gorgeous, in love to whoever be it (Gunhee or Hanchul only) haha. I ship Hanchul yes. But if you're fine with your life now then who am I to oppose, I am just a fan who loves. Don't try to change yourself when other people tell you you're being weird or what. More people love you for who you are than who you are not.

Leeteuk-- uri leader that who cares for s first before anything else, even though I did not watch BOB you still ruined my bias list. You are a total bias wrecker, baby. How ironic is the fact that I just called you baby when you are like 12 years older than me. I just wish you to stay with us longer. I know you're not getting younger. But you know give me time to support you better in the future the moment I graduate and satisfy myself for not having accomplished my fangirl needs back when I was in highschool and not so well off.

Hangeng-even if you're not here anymore, you are still on the top list. Of course near to your bae, hee. I just wish you better life. I know you are happy now with your life and fame there in China. But if there are instances that you meet with Heechul, please, will you please tell us? I know the ship is sinking, you both have your own lives, even if you two still communicate; and it is sad to know that if we are hoping for you two to come back together then we are hoping for nothing. It'd be better and I would be fully content if you comeback in SJ as a member again. I am still hoping.

Kangin-you completed my bias list wherein the ahjussis made it to the top, well except for Kyuhyunnie. I actually do not know the reason why I like you. When I see you I just admire everything about you. Please remain as a tough guy that I used to know, hear and admire about even before when I haven't really seen you in person. Please stay the same Kangin-ssi.

Ryeowook- I admired you most on the times that Yesung was not there and you were the one saving SJs vocals. I could not say anything else about you, now I know why people likes you. I just noticed that sweet side of you, which you showed with your brother Donghae, when you kissed his hand when you hit it. It was such a sweet unintentional spontaneous moment which just proves about your great love to the music, to the group, and to your brothers. I really appreciated the fact that you try your best to reach out to your fans and sing songs that are not your language, just to show your love and make them feel it. I cannot say anything more about your dedication, you nailed it.

Eunhyuk-ah you know how much I love you. You've been through a lot and I've seen it. The dedication you put to your work is something undeniable because you have the something to prove to yourself since the beginning. You do not actually look ugly to me, even if the other people say. You also took the leader position when Teuk enlisted, and now it's your turn. Please, baby, expect me to wait until you come back.

Donghae-ya, I always love about the fact that you always put your father into picture whenever you achive something, as an indivual, or as a group in SJ. I love the fact that you know how to look back to your roots, and keeping your feet on the ground. I promise I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes.

 

5 years had made me a better person and changed me into a cheesy person. But you know I became more mature who does not really care of materialistic things but the love and support that I want to show to my oppas. Five years ago I have promised, and now that the group is gonna face a tough challenge (which is army enlistment), I will believe. I will believe and stay believing that there will be a day that everything about ELF and SJ seemed so perfect, nobody's there to hinder our happiness.

 

AGAIN I LOVE THIS FANDOM I COULD NOT EXPRESS AS MUCH.

SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING!