Personal Message

How strange is it to be so emotionally attached to a person who doesn't know of your existence. How inane is this feeling of one sided love but so satisfying that they will never get the chance to personally hurt you? It starts out small then, later on, you end up falling in love and its like you have been enlightened to a new world of wonder and fascination. They make you feel like you can also love and be in love. Everything is the same, except, this time, you see them with glistening eyes full of want and need...and love. Your heart softens at the sight of them, it beats rapidly and you think to yourself "How did I get myself into this mess?" But in all honesty you don't care if it hurts, you don't care if the truth is that you won't ever have them because they are the only ones that help you with stress, anxiety, sadness, depression, rage. They are the only ones who are with you when you feel lonely in a room full of people. They are the only place you call home