It was hard to smile without showing any glimpse of sadness but it was harder to smile without knowing it wasn't made of pure happiness.

I am the light slayer, the night embracer and the love worst enemy.

 

Hey there! I don't know why I'm writing these but....

 

Beneath this mask full of joyful expressions and smiley face lines, hidden a soul full of tattered fragments and stainned piece of remorse.

Don't anticipate much because the future is uncertain. I don't do love thing because it takes a lot of times, precisions, and determinations. Love is an ionic bond. Fighting through time and place. Defeating through space and conditions. 

I'm here writing my fictions about lives. Mainly because it's fun and my getaway from the dreadful reality. I'm a sinner. I can't be fixed. This is just how I am. Broken pieces of skin with lifeless soul. My past is too dark to talk about. I've undergone bad things that people would certainly look at me twice and started to think 'Seriously? This girl do that kind of stuff?'

But in the end it made me realize what I actually am.