Was it really like that? Did I really work that hard? ...Yeah, I really was working hard. I went to training everyday afterschool, declining all invitations... Until people started hesitating and then eventually, they just stopped inviting me out altogether... And I started spending more time alone. Somehow or the other, I started caring a lot more about what other people thought about me.

☆Proud Masochist☆

-The fine line between pain and pleasure disappeared for me a long time ago.

-Not understanding yourself is a sin. It's sad when you don't even know your own needs, that's just harsh. ual needs is a real thing.