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                                          Anyeong & Konnichiwa you peeps! ><

 

Hi guys! ^^ Thnx for stopping by :D It's not that interesting really. It's a bit of a mess. Anyway, enjoy reading!

I also got a second account. Kuroi_Ookami . Why do I have a second account you may ask, the reason is retarded. Really retarded. I ain't gonna embarrase myself by telling it so, yeah. ._.

 

My Favourite Quotes/Lines.. 

 

My motto: "Get real already!"

 

"Always expect the unexpected" 

     

 "Just look up to the stars and believe who you are cause it's all right"                              

 

"No rice, no life!"  

                                       -Tainaka Ritsu(K-ON!)  

 

"Those who cry are not because they are weak, it's because they've been strong for too long"    

                           

"If you believe in something long enough, it will come true"  

                                 

"We can't die for our love ones, we live for them"

 

 

 

My Random Gifs/Macros

 

 

 

 

 

 

  (L is freaking Kira!!! ><)

 

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Authors I Admire..(All of the authors probably doesn't even know I existed >.> I'm just a fan-girl that stalks their fics x3)

Chocolate_Cream - One of my favorite DaeJae author! Search for her and read her fics then you'll know why :3 

pixeLL/Q____Q / ryoukei - This awesome writer, can make you weep, wet and feel, 'wow!' (Whaaaat? It's true xD) And I absolutely love his writing! Another one of my favorite DaeJae and MyungYeol authors!

bloodyrose - OMG I freaking adore her fics! She's my first AFF favorite writer! Sadly she doesn't update often.. Like, seriously. I guess her life is really busy.. Currently waiting for her fics, . I already read the completed ones.

LittleDisAwesome - I'll be suprised if you don't know her.. Kinda. Anyways, I love her oneshots, twoshots, other shots.. and continues fics! She one of the best plots!

silasignite - She isn't an AFF author. She's an LJ author. Honestly I'm hopeless at LJ but I try my best to keep up with her fics. Somehow. But she is one AMAZING author. No kidding. Her fics can make you speechless!

elisaexplosive - She's an amazing angst writer. About abuse or bullying and such. I don't read much of her fics but every fic of hers that I did read really tug my heartstring. Her fics might be depressing at the start, but later she makes us realise that there's hope, chance, and you can reach your dreams. Her fics are like motivation.

                               AND MORE TO COME! I JUST NEED TO READ MORE FICS FOR MORE GREAT AUTHORS! OwO

 

Fics I recommend.. (Just had to add this section)

Insatiable by silasignite - I really. Really really REALLY LOVE this fic. This is TRULY recommended. I'm hopeless with LJ but glad that I at least know how to view more of her fics. I highly suggest this fic but a warning. This is rated. Hardcore stuff. It says you have to be above 14 but I'm.. Ignored the warning and I'm glad I did. I'm addicted to this fic. If you think you can handle it, then please do read it. It's about Henry Lau, a high school student who is obsessed with a serial killer. Donghae, a passionatekiller, finds humanity in the eyes of a high school boy. There's a sequel of it. And the sequel of the sequel. I'm  not explaining much cause you have to read it to know how it feels. The fic sometimes gave me goosebumps, make my tears flow without me noticing, also made me smile to myself without realising. 

 

Breathless by pixeLL - This is a oneshot. A freaking oneshot even those who doesn't read SHOULD read it, It's so damn beautiful and when I read it I literally cried over how beautifully written it is. Spend at least 15 minutes to read this. Please. Fics like this is just so hard to find. I was subscribed to pixeLL at the time he made this. I ignored it. At that time I never read his angst stories. Only the rated ones(I admit it was stupid of me). Then after that.. Incident. He deleted all his fics but then, fortunately, posted them again. I tried reading it and wow! Just read it okay?

 

Smile by pixeLL -  Another oneshot by him. It's short but, damn! It creeped me out. But in a good way of course. Want to know why? Read it. (Oh damn.  There are loads of pixeLL fics I wanted to recommend. He's such an amazing author. Just look up for his profile and read his fics. In fact, you should read all of it).

 

Eyes That Cannot See by pixeLL - You must be thinking, pixeLL again? But if you read the stories of him I recommended you might not think that. Anyway, you should REALLY read this. I read it 4 times and cried 4 times. No kidding! It's so heartbreaking.. And the ending.. Good lord the ending.. Tears are welled up in my eyes thinking about it.. I just read the ending again.. Why did I do that? At the same time BoA's only one decided to play then BToB's irresistable lips and well.. Is currently sobbing..  

 

 Imagine by smileyfaced_demon72 - Good lord.. This fic is just.. It just made me.. It's beautiful and horrible at the same time. It had me crying over how horrible Myungsoo's condition is but it's just so damn beautiful at the same time. It's just a oneshot so I won't explain how it is. Read it to know how heartbreaking it is.

 

In-Sane by smileyfaced_demon72 -  I found this fic when it just had 20 or so chapters. It was when I was still a fan of KyuMin. I skipped the chapters to look at the KyuMin part. I love the fic. How she made Kyu's past so horrible.. So depressing.. I still remember the line, 'The mop I was leaning against used to clean the hallways, the bathroom, yet I was the one getting it dirty'. That sentence. That damned sented replaying in my head. But I didn't subscribe to the fic and lost it. A few months later I was a real ELF. The thing I kept thinking is that line and the fic. I forgot the title and after so long I found it and there were 55 or so chapters. I read it from chapter 1 until the latest chapter. Not only Kyu's past, also the other members. The fic is amazing. Do read it.

 

Astigmatism Recommendations' Guild by elisaexplosive - This isn't a story. It's a guild. If you want to search for a good non-oppar fics unlike the ones AFF features, this is the place for you. It's really amazing. The fics there are so amazing. If you know any amazing stories, comment and post the link of that story. I got 'Insatiable' from there. I used to recommend pixeLL's 'Smile' there. The most recommended!

 

A Guilty Decision by InklingOfPerfection - I don't know. I really don't know how to explain it. The only way I could explain it is.. Jiyong has abusive parents. Seungri, his best friend has a crush on him yet hides it since he knows Jiyong loves TOP. But Jiyong was just spazzing over him and whatever. TOP is popular. So things happens and Jiyong died. And became a ghost and he just observe and secrets unleashed and things. I'm making it sound crappy so you guys will check the fic whenever it is crappy and finds out that the fic is actually amazingly awesome. Haha. I'm a dork.. But seriously. That fic is awesome. Readitreaditreadit!!!

 

Pet Shop Madness by Yixicorn - Okay. Seems like I'm just recommending cry cry fics. I'm taking a break over those and would like to recommend a humor one. It's funny and cute. The author knows how to write crack but doesn't see that. It's a oneshot. Read it~!

 

The Best Misadventure of BAP by bibigurrrl - It's a funny twoshot fic. This author writes comedy and cracky fics. And they are funny and cracky. Read her other crack fics too. Read read read!!

 

Manager Kang's Fangirling by Kkattarrinna - This fic, is funny as hell! If you're down or having a bad day, I recommend you to read this! 

 

Fairytale Mess by bloodyrose - I love this. Love love love it!! God knows how much I adore her fics. Her readers writes on her wall a lot. Just to tell they love her stories and really want her to update them. I, myself, is one of those. You can't blame me. Once you read her fics, you'll love them. This is one of my favorites. If you're not really attracted to this fic check out her other fics too. I prefer her latest fics though. They're amazing.

 

And more to come. :3          

About Me

 

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I Love..

Ice-cream! Definitely!

J-Pop

K-Pop

Anime

And other things that I don't hate..

 

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KAT-TUN

Hey! Say! JUMP

Arashi

SCANDAL

BoA

K. Will

Rain

DB5K

Secret

2PM

B.A.P

2AM

B1A4

SuJu

B2ST

MBLAQ

And many others that I can't remember right now..

 

 

My Top K-Biases

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You see that cute guy in the gif winking? Yeah. His name is Kim(Xiah) Junsu. And he. Is. CUTE. I fell for him since I learned his name. His cute, innocent, light-hearted and unpredictable personality made me fell for him harder. At first I was watching the TV when DBSK's Mirotic came out. I thought it was kinda hot so I seached for them. When I saw a pic of Junsu posing cutely like a kitten I was like "Nawhh~ HE'S FRIGGIN ADORABLE!!" so, yeah.. That's how it started. His vocal, dancing, aegyo and other things about him always amaze me. I wanted to say that he's perfect but, well, he's not. (Nobody's perfect you peeps! -.-)

 

The boy in the potato costume in the gif above is Jang Wooyoung. I started knowing him when he was in 'Dream High'. Most people who watched would prefer Jinguk(Taecyeon) but I have no idea why my eyes set on him and I still love him until now. He always impress me with his talents; singing, dancing, gag, acting and is learning English. He probably have more but that's all I know. His childish yet mature personality always amuse me. Those are the main reason I never thought even for just a second to replace him with someone else. And another thing is that he.. Reminds me of my crush from 3rd grade until 6th grade.. Liked that guy for 3 years, so what? Sue me. :3


The pretty woman up there is Kwon BoA. I simply REALLY adore her. At first I was watching 'Oh! My School' when there's a part where BoA's No. 1 was on. I thought it was pretty good but soon forgot about it. Then BoA's Hurricane Venus but the same thing happened; I forgot. Then when I was watching K-Selection the episode is about BoA. I got impressed that BoA knows Korean, Japanese, Chinese and English.They showed some of BoA's MVs and when Hurricane Venus came out I quickly opened my laptop and searched for her. And now I'm a big fan of her. Currently she's a was a judge in 'K-pop Star' representing SME.

 

The boy that's being stuffed in the face is Bang Cheolyong a.k.a MIR. MBLAQ is the first K-group I'm a fan of. Honestly I know them because of Lee Joon. He's my ex-bias but is still my number 1 fav in MBLAQ. (Favourites and biases are different!) His loud and happy-go-lucky personality is just too adorable to resist! I also love his Engrish! But I love him when he raps the most! He looks so friggin awesome!

 

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And finally it's the Super Junior's evil maknae, Cho Kyuhyun. Or as I like to call him, EvilKyu! I was searching for a DBSK fic and I found a fic about DBSK and SuJu. I find it interesting so I tried reading. At the foreword the author writes about their personality. I read their personality and find Kyu's interesting. And the next thing I know is I started chanting EvilKyu. 0.0 Though he's known as evil, spoiled and snarky, he's actually really kind and caring. I just love how his hyung spoils him so much and they keep complaning about how evil he is. Mess with him and you'll have his 13 hyungs backing him up plus 1 cute dongsaeng.

The tall giant baby boy above is Choi JunHong a.k.a ZELO. I saw one of my fav author made a fanfic about BAP. At that time I never even heard of the group. Then when I started reading it, they have Jello as the main character and I immediately fell for him! I always do that. I don't know why.. His dancing and rapping always makes me.. Ah~ Speechless! Jello probably have the most noona-fans at the time being >< Luckily he's older than me for a few years xD

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Yes. The first time in my history. I got 2 ultimate biases from the same group. I'm always loyal to one but.. GAH! Yoo YoungJae congratulations for breaking my record! I mean, LOOK AT HIM! He's like, all cute and y and adorable and dorky and smart and hot and is in a relationship with Mr. Jung Daehyun and.. Ignore me I'm spazzing. But one thing is.. I.. I can't understand.. I feel like he's beating Junsu's place as my number 1 ultimate bias. WTF are you doing to me Yoo Youngjae!? Heh. Youngjae's officially my ultimate bias now. Sorry others but Jae's caught my heart OTL  *sighs* Never mind. Junsu is still strong in my heart OTL WTF is this OTL

 

Kim Jungmo a.k.a X'mas. If you ask me WHY I love him, THIS is one of the reasons. I found out about him when he was in 'Let's Go! Dream Team'. I find him funny and found out he's a guitarist. So I was like 'Cool!' and searched about him more. And so funny, dorky and is AWESOME at guitar!! I especially love him in M&D!

 

Lee Hyunwoo is one of the CUTEST fluff ball ever! He's like, the only person who isnt an idol who I would compare his cuteness to! His personality is so adorable! And he vibrate shakes whenever he's nervous which is so damn cute! His smile makes my heart melt and.. *keyboard smash* I love him!

 

Kim Soohyun is my other favorite actor! If people asks me about my ideal type I'd say his name!

 

Picture/Gif/Random Shizz Spazz..

 

(is currently strolling tumblr about Youngjae so yeah LOL)

(Hell yeah bishes! They came to Malaysia but I didnt get to see them! TT^TT)

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(sorry. got a mini spazz over Youngjae again..)

(Would ya look at how Daehyun pulled Youngjae *wiggles eyebrow*)

 

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PEOPLE YOU GUYS JUST HAVE TO CLICK THIS!!! (xDDD)

 

(LOL Continuing with the pictures xD)

stablefree:  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA PSY IS THE BEST PERSON (just sharing x''3)

 

 

My Favorite Pairings

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DaeJae

(DaehyunxYoungjae)Took me awhile to start shipping them.. But when I started shipping them, they immediately came on top of my OTP list. 

 

KhunYoung

(NickhunxWooyoung) These guys are REAL! It's kinda obvious Khun treats Woo(in real life) better than Vic(in programme). Just saying :P

 

WonKyu

(SiwonxKyuhyun) I'm suprised that they're not popular.. If you look it up, it's pretty obvious Siwon loves his maknae. A lot! :P

 

OnHo

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(OnewxMinho) WTF The pic's so hot Dx I just love them together! At ffirst I thought I wont get a fav couple from Shinee but in the end, I did! :3

 

HeechulxEveryone

You might be thinking, 'Whaaat?'. Well, this is Heenim we're talking about. I ship Heenim with everyone because Madame Hee Hee is that awesome. x3

Every single pairing in Beast

 Yea. You read it right. I love EVERY SINGLE PAIRING in BEAST. :3

 

Yes, Yes. I also like unpopular couples. Though I don't mind who pairs with who. All I care is that it's , my bias is in it, and my bias is the Uke. The reason I don't ship BiasxBias. But I guess Onew could be excluded.. I don't mind him being Seme. I don't know why.. And I only ship him with Taemin. And again, I don't know why.. LOL nvm. I ship OnHo now ._.

So! By reading you peeps must have already know that I'm a fan. Don't like it? I don't care! If you want to bash them then go bash somewhere I couldn't hear, read, or see. My age? I'm a 99-liner. Proud to be born on the last year of the 90's x) Some of you might mistaken me that I'm 16 or something because of my 2nd account. Well I'm not. Is underage yet read rated things and is proud of it! LOL x)  So now since you know my age, excuse my bratty and annoying attitude. I tend to do that sometimes..

Hmm.. I love visiting Tumblr. I have my own but I never use it OTL. But I just love Tumblr 'cause.. well.. The Spazz section explains all.  

Enough about that topic. Let's now learn about the basics of me. You can call me whatever you want. My username is nowhere near my real name though. I'm have many mixed personality and is very random. I only show that to those who are close to me. I can be very awkward and probably formal with strangers. Like, seriously. Even my comments are pretty much awkward. I find my sentences awkward.. ._. The reason I hate starting a converstaion. I mean, if you start it then you have to be the one that.. Ugh.. Nevermind.. Anywho! I can be very friendly if you succeed to break my shell. So don't give up being friendly with me! xD Oh, and I also roleplay. Not much actually. Currently I'm only in 2 RPs.

 

I have nothing to say really.. Well, bye-yeom!! :D

 

 

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