Personal Message

 
 
 
 
 
I SHOULD HAVE
stolen your money

 

name. jaycie (j.c.)
kkt. stellarcania.
line. stellarcania.
wechat. stellarcania.
NOT
FALLEN in LOVE
 
 
 
 
      s t e l l a r c a n i a    (  s t e l l a r   x   a r c a n a   x    i   )

             "It's a stellar arcana that only I know about."

i'm just a random girl that decided to write some subpar romance-mystery type fanfics. some quick facts about me that you probably don't really care too much about: (1) i'm 20 y/o, (2) i'm a weeb, (3) i speak chinese but live in the usa, (4) sometimes i join fbrps, and (5) asian music is legit my life. im an awko potato that constantly forgets to reply people and i usually dont bite. ...uh well, probably?  (´・ω・`)
 

About Me

" 喜歡你  算不算一個秘密?       花掉我  多少運氣? "
does loving you count as a secret?   how much luck did i have to use?
 — 星空下的秘密(secrets under the stars), 王博文 (Bowen wang)
 
                          S T E L L A R C A N I A
                            " stellar x arcana x i "

hi, i am a potato. i like asian music (not limited to kpop). i like anime. i like drawing. i also really like writing. i like making trailers. i like making graphics. i think im pretty much an amateur when it comes to these things though-- but its enjoyable for me so its good enough haha.
       It's a stellar arcana that only I know about.
my diary.
030917 so i realized i have a thing for songs in minor keys wheezes. ive been watching behind your smile recently and there are two songs in the drama im so in love with?? holy freaking, they're so good: lost on the way and he isn't worth it. shi shi is so freaking pretty (pls teach me how to be pretty tyvm) and matzka's voice is so amazing and their duet for lost on the way is just p e r f e c t i o n. it's sad that everyone is flocking to kpop and disregard the other songs in asia because i actually really love both of these songs but like WHO DO I SPAZZ TO WHO APPRECIATES CHINESE MUSIC TOO?? ? sCREAM S.

030717 it's been awhile since i've been like wow with songs. i finally listened to movie and wake me up and gahhh, what great songs! !! did you see ilhoon as joker (oh g o d) and i'm so happy that peniel has finally come out with his hair struggles and shaved his head (tho i didn't know of this prior to the video and i thought i was tripping the whole time, like i s that kid bald LMAO). wake me up is (of course) on a whole other level with their music-- like actually, was the song written for yongguk because i know he was struggling with some psychological disorder as well-- and i'm so freaking IMPRESSED with this song. it's breaking walls of diversity, "taboo" topics, and eiwofaejkfaksd everything. also, are those youtubers in that mv??? ? holy freaking shxt.

011417 alright, as much as i love love bts, i just discovered that they made a boy in luv chinese version lmao. oh my god. i had to laugh. i love them really, but their chinese is very... LOL. A+ for effort though HAHA. still stan them, still love them, felt like they just didn't know what to say in the chinese version so they threw in like a million oppas, but LMAO. it is what it is.

011017 i don't get why i'm suddenly in love with limitless by nct127, like i don't think i vibe with nct too much lmao. but suddenly, this whole song sounds so perfect?? I DONT UNDERSTAND THIS EFFECT. ugh, please spare my heart. taeyong wrecks me. his dance, his voice, his being. WRECKED i say!! !

010417 holy, did i mention how much i love 1million like hello god and goddesses of dance im in love??? the bermuda triangle dance that they released was spitting hot FIRE like did i even remember to breathe until after the vid was over. ugh im so wrecked rn awieofajsdf.

010317 its like it wasnt enough to throw seventeen in my face- i just had to go and see pentagon's "can you feel it" followed by history's "might just die". im SOBBING. literally there goes my heart - rip me so hard. pentagon's yuto. i just. oh my god. take my soul, just take it. i dont even have a bias in this group bc i dont know them well enough but this boy. smh. and dont even get me started on history. i listened to queen first and i was like holy fk yijeong. and just now i went back and found an older song "might just die" and im so sHOOK. kyungil you bias wrecker wtf. who said you can lift your shirt!! this! is! illegal! on a side note. if you decide to watch some history, well. ahem. symptoms may include: blood, sweat, tears, heart attacks, dEATH. they say 12+ but really its R bc so much ??? c r y i n g .


010217 what the heckie. i dont even consider myself a seventeen stan and im actually dying over them rn?? the performance unit wrecked me so hard in their new vid im #$#@($. didnt even have a bias and now im just like hELLO CHINA LINE. theres just something about minghao. theres just something about jun. so frking done with these boys ;--; i just wanna live in peace, not pieces. (highlight)
#LivingOutLoud #LOL
with love, stellarcania .
navigation.
NAME. JAYCIE.
 
KKT. STELLARCANIA
 
LINE. STELLARCANIA
 
WECHAT. STELLARCANIA
 
my excuses.
01012017. gdi. i was going to start up writing (err. finishing?) my stories when i realized that all my planning got wiped from my computer. fml.
 
my imagination.
kiss or kill.
kiss or kill special.
sacrifice.
metamorphosis.
angels of hell.
miracle.
the full moon.
the untold story of two.
bittersweet capture.
a love to kill for.
a love to die for.