Hello! If you're looking at this page, I guess you want to get to know me. (Either that, or you're lost). Either way, you're about to hear a VERY VERY LOOOOOONG RANT! This is your time to run.....seriously. Once I start, you'll never be able to escape

 

 

 

For those who didn't make a mistake...take a seat and let's get to know each other

 

Or better yet, if you want a true description of me...talk to these people:

 

 

WARNING: It's about to get depressing here!

Life is full of choices. I made some good ones, I've made some bad ones. Sometimes, you don't even have a choice when it comes to this game called 'life.' I speak from experience. Sometimes you can't help it if you're forced to live in a house where no one loves you. You can't help it when one by one, your love ones die out. You can't help but act out. You get confused, forgetful. All you want to do is hide from the world and never come out again.

I was that girl. I did strange things to get attention. All I wanted was to get rid of the pain that was building up inside of me.  I almost snapped....

This is where these people come in. Without them, I would feel lost....Everyday just seems better whenever I talk to these people. These are the people that had to put up with all of my deep, dark, and depressing blogs. These people saved me in a way.

 

My Sisters:

 

Give it up for my Second wife AKA Kay_tea114! It takes a lot of willpower not to run away from me. She's one of the few who stayed. She's also one of the few who knows 90% of who I am. (The ten percent is the nysterious crap that I don't even know about). Our friendship's been a roller-coaster as well. We started up as being erts over Yongie Oppa...to being friends...to being wives of GD. I can honestly say that we both grew up here on AFF. You're someone I can really talk to. We don't keep secrets and even though you know MY LIFE, you stayed by me. I don't know where you came up with 'First and Second wife' but I'm glad you did. When we go to Korea, we're gonna have so much fun! *hugs*We'll get through all the obstacles! Tag team baby! Don't ever change Second wife <3

 

My adorable unnie Mimi10! Also known as Mrs. Diva. As you can see, she looooves Key. We role play a lot....it's really fun because since we don't share the same bias, it's not awkward. I hope we start to roleplay again! (After you get better of course) :D

 

Jetset unnie! I wonder where you are nowadays? I hope Uni's not killing you slowly. We're both Canadian so we automatically connected over the fact that NO ONE COMES HERE! LOL! So glad YG changed it up! Omo! We can probably meet at Big Bang's concert! Aish, here I go again. She probably knows me as 'The Spazz' because that's all I do. I love the fact that I can spazz with her and she doesn't tell me that I'm insane. In fact, you've given me hope. You're a great person to talk to whether it's kpop or life in Canada.

 

JKcashluv5 Unnie! Omo! You're one of the few unnie's that actually treat me like a dongsaeng! I like it! I love that you're always there for me whenever I have a problem. you leave such encouraging messages for me. You make me feel loved and I'm honoured to be your dongsaeng! I'll always be there for you <3

 

Bigbangdonut: Aish! She's my dongsaeng but she brings out my y side....LOL! Oh Saengie! We really need togo to the YG building and see if YG has gold 'stuff' :P

 

Kyuholic13 unnie! Your name is deceiving no? LOL! Never mind that. We spazz about Kwon Leadah and you don't mind when I spazz the crap out of everything! Thank you for being there for me.

 

 

My adorable dongsaeng Jung_Jamielle! I can honestly say that she grew up a lot from when I first met her. She's very mature for her age. I love that you come to me for advice and such. I'll try to be the best unnie just for you...and I LOVE YOU MOOOOORE :P

 

Secretseven unnie! Do you remember how we became friends? (Because I kinda don't -_-). Oh well...what can I say, I go to her when I need advice....real advice. Were both hoping YG doesn't troll us because us Canadians are lucky if a kpop artist even TALKS about Canada! Aish, what can I say about you Ms. TOP Stan? You're as crazy as I am about GD. I hope you continue to work hard because I look up to you....no pressure there :P

 

Kapabo Unnie! You're the one who listens even though you don't know much about me. You don't really judge me and that means a lot. I know that I'm a handful but I hope we get to know each other more (our time zones have NOT been good to us).

 

Rini6189 unnie! You're someone I grew to respect. Life hasn't been that great to you but I love how you had the courage to stand for what you believe in. Your faith in God is amazing. I hope that I can learn from you in the future.

 

Other sisters that I haven't talked to in a while or just call me unnie:

POCKYEATERS, LISAVIP, HALEYM1292, deathbychocolat, MIZUKEII, blazingstar321, A7SPIDER, BBIPYG4ever, AmazingAyego, CookieCrumbs22, iD0RKIE.

My Only Brother:

LOrd_JY: Omo! Where are you????? I hope you're okay. You're my only male dongsaeng! -_-

MY CHILDREN! (Consider this the amount of children I'll have in real life) :P

 

ESHAMAX, ELAINEONEW, WHITEHEART, SHINEESHINEE, IMNOTPRO, ADRIHYUN, CHOCOLATEMELODY15, AYROLEPLAYER, LEE TAEYEON, G-Dragon_Luva, RIANNE2580....

My lovely son NOBLEX_A who calls me mama and makes me feel beautiful! I have the best sonny in the world *pinches cheek*

I'm Almost positive my family is bigger than this. If you're a part of my family, let me know! I looooove you!!!!!

 

 

appa loves you too

 

 

Name: Nikkita AKA Nikki

Also known as: First Wife, Kwon Umma, Umma, Unnie, Tasanee (Tas) etc

Nationality: Canadian

Parent's Birth place: Guyana (I wouldn't blame you if you didn't know where this place is...seriously).

Ancestry: Thai, Indian, Nepalese, Chinese, some Portuguese, and I know there's more but to be honest....I forget >_<

Age: *snorts* Yeaaah...we don't know each other THAT well yet :P

Religious Views: Secular (raised as a Christian and Hindu, got into Buddhism at the age of 13).

I think that's it...I can't think of anything else -_-

Let's move on :D

 

That's a good question...let's see....

Creepy, Strange, loves to lurk around......SPAZZER....

    

 

What can I say? I'm lovable, sensitive......

 A Tad mental when you mess with me

  I believe childhood does not end when you turn 18

  I liiiikkkkkkeeeee fooooooooddddddd!

(I Love the man eating the food more)

 I don't have children except for my AFF babies. They'll tell you how awesome I am :P

 

 

 

I'm a helpless romantic waiting for true love. I want to be swept off my feet. I want to be loved. I want to be cherished. I want to have someone look at me with adoration and love in their eyes. I want.....

    

 

We now get into the more 'Interesting stuff'

 

 

 

VIP IN THE HOUUUUSSSSSEEEEEE!!!!!

What can I say about these fabulous, mature guys? I still remember the first day I listened to one of their songs....well I should say I remember the day I listened to Heartbreaker ;D

(I did not know that GD was a part of big Bang until later) O_O

The scandals that they've been through really shows....you can get through anything. You can say that they help me in a way. Because of them, I continue to go out in the world and deal with whatever life throws at me.

  

 

 

AND NOW A FEW WORDS ABOUT MY WONDERFUL BIAS

 

My name is Kwon Jiyong AKA G Dragon and I stole this crazy girl's heart!

Stop teasing me Ji!

 

Cute, smart, really talented! I love that he can take charge in a tough situation. I love that no matter what life throws at him, he always comes back stronger than ever. The man is a phoenix. I admire him for that. To be honest, he's one of the reasons I can put up with because in my eyes, if he can deal with his 'crap' I can too.

 

 

He should be ashamed of himself! Because of him, I have given up all hope on finding a guy just like him. Sorry babe, you're one in a million. I feel sorry for myself too *sigh*

 

I love EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE A MAN LIKE YOU EXISTS!!!!! Your smile, your eyes, EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

 

 I HATE THAT I CAN'T EXPLAIN THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT YOU!!!!

Explaining emotions is really hard for me. I'm usually very good on paper but right now...I can't really explain it. All I can say is that when I see him and I spazz, life seems better. All I need is to see a picture of him and I smile & blush like tomorrow. You taught me how to love...how to actually love. To give yourself up and open your heart to love. You've been with me through the hardest moments of my life and I'll be forever gratful to you. I look forward to meeting you oppa ^_^

 

Well that's about it. You basically know me....let's be friends huh?

Life has it's moments, let's try to make the best of them.....

  

One thing I hate is a bully. Racism is not my cup of tea. If you're here...you're here to play fair. You don't own celebrities. They're people just like us. You don't bully anyone...that's a sign of weakness.

 

 

 

Well, I guess that's it. Notice how I didn't really write much. I believe that pictures speak a lot better than words. A picture can be interpreted different ways, just like a first impression. I'm the type of person who mostly listens, spazzes on occasion. If I could be explained with one picture....it would have to be:

 

I don't know who I am yet. I'm mysterious, confusing. Don't even try to figure me out. you never will. All I can say is that I'm just a kid trying to find herself. I'm a dreamer and I love...that's all.

I NOW LEAVE YOU WITH....OPPA!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

IM SO OVER THE PLACE! My mind literally jumps from one place to the other! You'll have to get used to it >_<

 

 

Bom unnie is my idol! I love that she can be so serious yet funny. She's great with her fans and her dongsaengs. In a way, I hope I can be like her. Being the eldest in a group whether it's in a family or friend group, it's hard because everyone looks up to you. I guess with that, she's my bias from 2NE1 because we have a lot in common :D