BaconerSehunnie
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About Me
Is it true that I'm a burden? Is it true that I'm worthless? Is it true that I'm better dead?
Everyday is a hell for me.
A hell that i have no way out.
But why I'm still smiling and laughing here?
Why my emotions shows nothing like how my real feelings?
Easy, it's because they will ignore me and says everything was my own faults.
Or worst, they will just leave me here alone.
Can't I have a happy life?
Life without worries, lies and sadness.
I want to have peaceful nights.
Nights without tears.
Nights without fearing the darkness
that's surrounding me.
I hope one day, when I wake up,
I will have the happiness that I wish and dream for.
No more loneliness that I feel every seconds.
No more regrets that I feel every hours.
No more worthless that I feel everyday.
But who am i kidding?
I can't even say what's on my mind.
I can't even express my real feelings.
Let alone to dream for that kind of hapiness?
Heh,
It's already impossible from the start isn't?
Nobody wants me in the first place.
Maybe this also could be the reason why I'm still breathing?
Because,
God also dont want me.
He hates me so much that he wants me to suffer longer.
I am silent because I know that
Once I started to open,
They will judge and leave.
Afterall,
Aren't I the hopeless and unwanted girl?
🥀✨❄
A meaningless girl
My only wish is to sleep for eternity ⏳⌛
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