|| Cookies and Cream Roleplay || Kwon Yu Ri of Sonyuh Shidae || Left || 1st time - apply ||

|| Cookies and Cream Roleplay || Jung Ho Seok of Bangtan Sonyeondan || Left || 2nd time - reapply ||

|| Bulletproof Roleplay || Stephanie Hwang Mi Young of Sonyuh Shidae || Left ||

|| Fluff Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Midnight Fantasy Roleplay revamped Midnight Memories Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Genius Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left || 1st time - apply ||

|| Royal Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Utopic Seoul Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Starfish Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Genius Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left || 2nd time - reapply ||

|| Temporary Bliss Roleplay || Lee Geum Heee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Bubbletea Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Elysium Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Royal High Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| ACIA International School Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Kibou Roleplay ||  Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Kangsan District Academy Roleplay ||  Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Sanctuaire Roleplay || Min Yoon Gi of Bangtan Sonyeondan || Left ||

|| Made in Korea Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Nefelibata Roleplay || Jang Chom Mi of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Venus Roleplay || Min Hyo Sun of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Genius Roleplay || Min Hyo Sun of Ulzzang || 3rd time - reapply || Changed Character ||

|| Genius Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee Of Ulzzang || Left  || New character ||

|| Seoul City Roleplay || Min Hyo Sun of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Marvelous Roleplay || Min Hyo Sun of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Pachimako Roleplay || Min Hyo Sun of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| When the Stars Align Roleplay revamped Mary Jane Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left || 1st time - apply ||

|| Mary Jane Roleplay || Min Hyo Sun of Ulzzang || Left || 2nd time - reapply || Change Character ||

|| Mary Jane Roleplay revamped Dobutsu No Mori Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left || New character ||

|| Palace of Desire Roleplay || Min Hyo Sun of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Promise Roleplay || Park Seul Ki of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Babe Roleplay || Kim Da Hyun of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Zodiark Roleplay || Yeon Ji Hee of Ulzzang ||

|| Zodiark Roleplay || Park Jung Hwa of EXID ||  New Character || Changed Character ||

|| Zodiark Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || New Character || Left || Changed Character ||

|| Cypher Roleplay || Yeon Ji Hee of Ulzzang || Left || 1st time - apply ||

|| Swagcheck Roleplay || Kang Seul Gi of Red Velvet || Left ||

|| Swegsome Roleplay || Park Hye Min of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Intenerating Hearts Roleplay || Jang Chom Mi of Ulzzang || Changed Character ||

|| Intenerating Hearts Roleplay revamped Eclaire Roleplay || Park Jung Hwa of EXID || Left || New Character ||

|| Sick Roleplay || Park Jung Hwa of EXID || Left ||

|| Cypher Roleplay || Jang Seo Eun of Ulzzang || Left || 2nd time - reapply ||

|| School 2k15 Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Neverland Roleplay || Hong Young Gi of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Loser Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| 21st Century Roleplay || Ji Yoon Mi of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Bulletproof Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Tootles Roleplay || Jung Ho Seok of Bangtan Sonyeondan || Left ||

|| HYSTRiCiTY Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Change Character ||

|| HYSTRiCiTY Roleplay || Jung Ye Rin of GFriend || Left || New Character ||

|| Branler Secousse Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left || Recommended ||

|| Kingdumb Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Full House Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

|| Hikari Roleplay || Lee Geum Hee of Ulzzang || Left ||

Lilac Roleplay - Lee Soobin of Ulzzang - left

halara - choi daesu of ulzzang - left

Tight knots - jang yuna of ulzzang - left

snowglobe - lee soobin of ulzzang - left 

space hub - oh jieun of ulzzang - left

lilac - jeon somi - left

yum - ryu youngha of ulzzang cced to lee soobin of ulzzang - left

websike - jeon somi - current

tenki roleplay - andy blossom (chinese) - current

buttermilk (closed) - juhee of ulzzang - left

오직 너 하나만 보여 보여
I can only see you
나 오직 너 밖엔 안보여 보여
I can only see you alone
봐 공정하지 공평하지
너한테 빼곤 다
Look, I'm fair with everyone else but you
이젠 단 하루도 너 없이는 Please
Now I can't live a day without you please

너 없인 숨을 쉴 수 없어 난
Without you, I can't breath
너 없인 아무것도 아냐 난
I'm nothing without you
닫힌 맘을 열어줘 내 심장을 적셔줘
Open my closed heart, drench my heart
너를 느낄 수 있게 나를 끌어안아줘
So I can feel you, hold me

함께한 다짐 어디로
The promises we made dissapeared
시간과 함께 사라지고
with the time we spent together
이별의 힘에 무너진 도미노
The dominos have fallen with our breakeup
마치 줄리엣 & 로미오
like Juliet and Romeo
너무 뜨겁게 널 좋아한건지
Did I like you too much?
너와 내 온기가 안 식혀지지
The heat between me and you won't cool down
이제와 돌이켜 너와의 필름
Now I look back at the fil with you
oh I gotta need a 네 생각과
Too early to do anything by thinking of you
지금 넌 나의 밤의 별을 가져가
You took away my stars at night
낮의 해를 가져가
my sun at day
결국 남은 건 하나
Only leaving me with the darkness
찬 구름에 어두움만
of a single cold cloud
그래 만남도 있으면
If there are hellos
헤어짐도 있을 거라는 법
Then there's bound to be goodbyes?
Never ever
그게 무슨 법이든 어기고 싶어
I don't care about that
스스로 외면
I don't want to stick to that
너에게 최면
I'll turn away, hypnotizing myself
 

갈 길은 먼데
I have a long way to go but
왜 난 제자리니
why am I running in place?
답답해 소리쳐도
I scream out of frustration
허공의 메아리
But the empty air echoes
내일은 오늘보다는
I hope tomorrow will
뭔가 다르길
be different from today
난 애원할 뿐야
I'm just wishing
 

해가 뜨기 전 새벽이
Because the dawn right before
가장 어두우니까
the sun rises is the darknest
먼 훗날에 넌 지금의
Even in the far future
널 절대로 잊지 마
never forget the you of right now
지금 니가 어디 서 있든
Wherever you are right now,
잠시 쉬어가는 것일 뿐
you're just taking a break
포기하지 마 알잖아
Never give up, you know

Tomorrow, 계속 걸어
 keep walking,
멈추기엔 우린 아직 너무 어려
we're too young to stop
Tomorrow, 문을 열어
open the door,
닫기엔 많은 것들이 눈에 보여
we see too much to shut the door
어두운 밤이 지나면
When the dark night passes,
밝은 아침도 있듯이, 알아서
a bright morning will come
내일이오면 밝은 빛이 비추니,
When tomorrow comes,
걱정은 하지 말아줘
the bright light will shine so don't worry
이건 정지가 아닌 니 삶을
This isn't a stop but just
쉬어가는 잠시 동안의 일시 정지
a pause in your life for a break
엄지를 올리며 니 자신을
Turn up your thumbs and press play
재생해 모두 보란 듯이
so everyone can see

 

I have a hopeless crush on someone I have no chance with.

 

she loved a boy

he didn't know

but she couldn't let him go

she screamed his name

he didn't hear

she tried again

she cried once more

as he stood and bow

because she was just another girl

in the crowd

 

sometimes,

i get this weird feeling

in the pit of my stomach,

as if i mean something to you,

and as if i actually have a chance

but,

then when i think again,

how many other girls there are,

in love with you too,

maybe even more

they're waiting for a chance,

to be with you too,

spending all their time,

thinking about you too.

and that's when i realize,

no matter what happens,

i really won't have a chance,

i'll always be a 'fan',

i'm absolutely nothing to you

 

people laugh at you when you say you want to marry your bias

people make fun of you when you say you're gonna meet your bias one day

people judge you for listening a language you don't even understand

they will never know how much it hurts

when they say your bias doesn't even know you exist

when they say you're never gonna meet him

when they say a fangirl like you have no life

but you will prove them wrong

you will continue to stand by your bias' side no matter what happens

because when he's happy you're happy

when he's sad you'll be sad too

his problem is your problem

his happiness is your happiness

your bias means so much to you that the hurtful words means nothing

just a smile from your bias will brighten up your day

even though you know everything is impossible

you will still support your bias and be there for him

for he is why you're happy everyday

for he is why you dream

for he - is your everything

 

and no matter how hard I try,

he won't notice me

because i am just one of those million lightsticks

who are there to light up his world

 

i see you and tell myself

"i'll be with you one day"

but inside my heart,

i know the closest i'll get to you is at a concert,

100 rows away

 

the saddest point of a fangirl's life

is not being unable to attend his concert or see him live

not even waking up knowing you're in the other end of the planet

but it is knowing that somewhere far,

he is hurting

and no matter how much you try

there's nothing you can do to protect him

 

there will be that day when we fangirls

just have to let go.

not because we're already tired

but because they already found their happiness

and it's time to find ours

 

she said,

"my heart hurts"

because the boy at school

didn't love her back

i said,

"my heart hurts"

because the boy on stage

the boy who saved me from myself

the boy who would never even look my way

the boy who i loved so immensely

didn't love me back