❝one thing i’ve learned this year is that you have to give yourself time to feel mad as hell, sad, betrayed, even inconsolable. once you’ve been hurt enough & devastation becomes a task, it’s so easy to put yourself on auto-pilot & skip over these emotions as if they have no use. & true, it’s not easy to feel these emotions because your intelligence & sense of self is usually invalidated in the process. but the impact pain of “negative” emotions not only come equipped with realizations, but they take way less of a toll on your life than ongoing resentment. i found that allowing myself to sit in & through devastation rather than punching back with my head turned in shame & disbelief, allowed me to breakdown to my innermost level of understanding—where i could make the choice to either rebuild, or dwell. i guess that’s clarity.❞

i'm so tired

❝when it rains, i get a little feeling that i do have a friend. it keeps knocking on my windows, asks me if i'm doing well. and i answer, i'm still a hostage of life. i don't live because i can't die, but i'm chained to something. just like you, if i could just knock on somewhere... if i could kiss the whole world so hard, would someone welcome me, maybe embrace my weary body?❞

my mister is such a painfully good show.

❝tears fall at the end of a long day. where am i going? i thought i was in enough pain. but i guess there's still a lot left. as if i'm alone in this big world, no one tries to look into my heart. no one.❞

My precious gaybies. I'll protect you always. ;;

((for real tho, who would've thought?!?!?! hahahahahahah))

❝With seven rays, the whole world is dyed even more beautifully, always.❞

Because you kept me together when my entire world was crumbling. Because you were my only solace when everything around me was a reminder of what I had lost. Because God introduced me to you when everything I had & loved was gone. From the bottom of my heart, 정말 고마워요.

truly the best day of my life. the happiest i've ever been and probably the happiest i ever will be. i can die happy now. noseriouslyplsjustkillmenowthere'snothinglefttokeepmegoing.

❝the word love can't be enough. words can't describe this beautiful feeling.❞

if bts was the hand that pulled me out of the water, day6 was the one who brought me back to shore. they continuously save me every single day with their music and with their headassery lmfao. so you see, to be able to see them in person, hear them sing live, hold their hands for even just a moment... it was everything. i chose them over my classes that day because i knew if i didn't get to see them live, i wouldn't have the strength to keep going. and it was worth it. they are definitely worth it. i love them so much and i am eternally grateful. 우리 오래 기다리긴 했지만, 너희는 그럴만한 가치가 있다. ♡

They can be a pain sometimes but they're also soft, warm, squishy, & most importantly, they protect my heart.

Cue music: We Don't Talk Anymore - Charlie Puth (ft. Selena Gomez) lmfaooo